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Thursday, May 22, 2008

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~*//-|KENNI|-\\*~

Yola all! Even though like no one comes here anymore, I still feel like posting, even if no one reads it. Anyway, I'm a little upset, and a slightly gloomy right now. First, I'm not aloud to g anywhere at all until I find my phone. Those who know me, or talk to me over the phone know my phone has been missing for several months. Also, I got two detention in one day! Okay, so, it went like this. So, I just found out today that I was suppose to have a detention today, well I find this out, one hour before I have to leave school. Well, I go to the office to talk about it to get it rescheduled. So, I did, and I was late to class, and the office didn't give me a tardy pass, so because of that, I got another detention! Two in less than two hours! Not fair! So basically I got a detention cause I was at the office for talking about a detention! GARGH! I also got bored during study hall, and my friend has the same class for German later that day, so I decided to write him a note. I wrote him the note, and I also drew him a couple of pictures, one was of some random guy saying "I'm special! Deal with it!!!" And another saying something about him being connected to my friend's and my own creation, some random doodle named Jamal! Anyway, I was thinking about a few things today, and a dream I had last night. This is a lil graphic, so people who don't like slight violence, don't read this. Well, I was standing in a little forest type thing, near creek by my house. He and I were standing there, and he had a sword to my throat. I don't remember it all, but apparently I got him mad. I was standing there, tears welling in the corners of my eyes. He said to me "Your just trying to get me angry, you want to die don't you?" I suddenly pushed him away, the tears pouring down my face now. I quickly turned to him, and said "Whats the point of life if what you truly care for is no longer attainable?! Whats the point i going on when you can't go after what you desire?! Answetr that!!" I had started to run away. And he shouted after me. I ran for what flet like hours, and as it turned out, I had only gotten about ten minutes away. I looked down to find ou was covered in cuts in bruises and torn and bloody shirt with cuts all over me. I don't remember what happened in the begining of the dream, or if that was the begining. I started walking again, and I saw some of my friends, Courtney, Matt, Tommy, Victor, and Sam. They were standing there, talking, everything went black around me, I started running, but it was one of those, your runnning, but things seem to be getting farther away things. They looked my way, but it was like I wasn't there. They were walking, and I was standing, and they walked right thru me. They vanished, then I felt five sharp blades stab thru me. The handles were in front of me. I saw some colors. Turquise, Dark Blue, Blue, Red-violet, and Violet. My friends favorite colors. Then they were ripped out of me, but there were no wounds. Just the ones from earlier. I collapsed, and just laid there. I finally flipped on to my back, and I saw my friends again, and one-by-one, their faces vanished. My eyelids grew heavier, and heavier, until they closed. Then I heard a voice.

"Everything in this world, exists to wear you down."

Then I woke up. A little freaked out, and a little weirded out by the fact that my dreams were quoting BLEACH Vol. 21. I don't know exactly what it all meant. Was I scared of something? Like losing my friends? Or was I scared that I'm making my friends unhappy? I don't know, I'll have to sleep on it. Thats really it, see ya guys later^^

~*//-|KENNI|-\\*~

"We fear that which we cannot see."
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