Sunday, December 17, 2006

   alex and alex
ok! me and jareth broke up and yeah it sucked. i've been hanging out with my friend alex a lot lately. he's a great guy, i love him to death, he is my bestest guy friend right now. so we hang out and watch movies and cuddle and be dorks! his boyfriend is out of town for christmas and new years and yet again i've been abandoned for winter break so we're hanging out as much as we can! last night on the way to take me home we ran out of gas on 66! it was hillarious! he's an amazing artist and has a beautiful voice! last night on the way to his house we were singing I Write Sins Not Tradgedies by Panic! At The Disco at the top of our lungs. he also sang For You I Will by Teddy Geiger for me, i love it when he sings for me! lol! we're going to finish watching Casanova with Heath Ledger tomorrow and then watch A Knights Tale also with Heath Ledger, we think he's hot! ^.^ we dyed his hair red friday night, it looks so good! he's adorable!
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Wednesday, December 13, 2006

   continuations!
continuations from the one down there! lol! so where was i...oh yeah! so my boyfriend(jareth) broke up with krystina(his ex) and then asked me out. yay! so...she called him on saturday night and then he stopped talking to me through text basically so i was like 'wtf?' when i asked him if he was ok he said he would be... so i got mad because he completely stopped talking. so allie got mad... so he doesn't talk to me for 15, i repeat 15 hours, then shows up and takes me home from work acting like nothing was wrong. so we got into it later and yeah we're all better now! ^.^
so my masha called me while i was at work on saturday and I MISSED THE DAMN CALL!!! =...( allie was so sad...i love her to death! we're making candles in our chemistry class and she said i had to make her some since she won't be here so today i made her cupcakes! lol! they're adorable! she's gonna flip! if only they had a llama mold...that would be so freaking perfect and then i could make it purple...wow...she would O and then die! but that would be bad cause then my masha would be deaded and i'd be so sad...

krystina's best friend found out about me and jareth today. ashley(krystina's bestest friendy) is my 'wife', this takes some explaining! for bio in sophmore year, last year for those keeping track, we had a project where we had to get 'married' to someone in class and have a baby with a disease. so me and ashley were fighting over robert and then decided we'd be a lesbian couple so we joke around about it all the time now! but anyways! i had my arm hanging off jareths desk which is behind mine and so did he so our fingers were playing and ashley saw. she looked at jareth, not me, and went 'whats up with that? whats up with you and krystina?' (aparently she doesn't talk to her bestest friendy) jareth shook his head and said they broke up. ashley gave me the biggest death glare and just looked away. i didn't want her to find out because i knew she'd want to kill me for 'stealing' him from krystina...i love her but she's good at staying mad at peoples...ughs...i don't want to know what liz will do if she doesn't already know...she loves me to death but i don't know what she'll do if she doesn't already know...

so hows everyone doing? though it's just about 11 p.m. here so i'm going to actually go night night...lol! jareth is passing out anyways...

nighty night!
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Monday, December 11, 2006

   yay
well hello there! i'm in chemistry! yay! i love this class! we play on the computers all day! lol! so how's everyone doing? good i hope! i'm ok, been worse been better! that's how life is! lol! i'm really tired but then again i'm not...it's just a weird day! lol! my boyfriend and i almost had a bad night last night. he broke up with his ex and then asked me out the next day...to be continued...i gotta pay attention
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Friday, December 8, 2006

   my weird day!
so! hows everyone today? doing good i hope! well, the day started out ok though we have to play in the stupid holiday parade tomorrow night and we had to practice the song no one knows and march around the parking lot freezing our butts off! so then i go to my 2nd hour and we had a sub so yeah that was fun taking a test while the sub lingers over you because your wearing guy pants and a baggy hoodie, your boyfriends hat and you have short hair, just to make sure your not cheating off the girl next to you! kayleigh so fucking rocks my socks off! she's crazy as hell just like me but she doesn't dress it all the time! so yeah my friend justin texted me on my new cell phone, so happy about that! and said he couldn't come to school because he was out of gas and no one could come get him! = ( *cries* so no cuddle buddy in 2nd, he's a teddy bear and i love the guy to freaking death! so i had this big test in algebra and when i got to my 3rd hour, which is algebra, i couldn't stay awake during the freaking test! i'd answer a question then stop to think and flinch awake, answer a question stop think flinch, answer stop think flinch, you get the point. so when i finally finished i passed out on my desk! i woke up when the bell rang and found ricki and angela staring at me funny! lol! i drool but i don't think i was, and i talk in my sleep! maybe i was talking! lol! so yeah, my mom gave me a rubber duck last night that lights up! OMG!!! i was so entertained the whole day bye it! but in 4th hour aldo stole it and my hot pink duct tape so i spent the whole class trying to get it back from the bugger! lunch went bye with the usual argument with emma to get her to eat and robert saying no one loved him! jeez...don't ask! german sucked as usual lately! bucki had to get surgery so we lost her til after break so we got barnett, she is SO BORING!!! her tone never changes! but now we have subs for a sub! ice age in german is so awesome! lol...anyway! skipping to after school since nothing really fun happened in 7th or 8th, except we get to make candles in chemistry next week! how cool is that? i have to remember to make masha one, she said i HAVE TO!!! don't let me forget that... so me and jareth and joe and jeremy are waiting to turn on this street in jareths car and this idiot backs into us! doesn't even look at us but just keeps backing up! so after jareth and the dude talk we get to turn, when we turn this guy almost hit us going about 50 miles an hour!!! it was so scary! i almost flipped but i figured it'd be bad to flip in a car full of guys especially when your boyfriend is driving the car! yeah that would have been bad! so now jareths car is all messed up and he has to go in and get it checked and fixed! ugh i hate people! i've been a bunch of car accidents and i hate people that don't drive safe! i don't drive, and i'm 17!!! i don't even have my permit! i'm honestly scared to drive! so jareth was apologizing for hours because he knew what had happened and almost happened scared me. none of it was his fault and i told him that. so i finally got to dye my hair again! i was having withdrawls! *thinks : hi my name is alex and i'm addicted to dying my hair, i know i have a problem but NO I DON'T WANT TO CURE IT!!! HAHAHAHA!!!* lol, i know i'm evil! but it freaking looks so sweet! (yes, i said sweet, bite me if you don't like it) it's light brown with random red in it! its so freaking awesome! thats just about all i got! oh yeah! my friend val got pushed around target in a cart by her boyfriend, i thought i was gonna die laughing!!!
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Thursday, December 7, 2006

   Z o m b i e s A t e M y N e i g h b o r s - S i n g l e F i l e
So hey man, check this out, downtown's a riot and something's spreadin through the crowd. Try channel 9, I'm pretty sure they're headed straight for this part of town. I can't be certain, but I swear I hear them just outside. There's no way that this is real, so COUNT ME IN. So grab something sharp, find some cover, kill the lights and nail the back door shut. This isn't funny any more, oh no, THIS MEANS WAR. Don't take this the wrong way, but I'd much rather choke and die than sit alone and fall without a fight. So call the neighbor kids with trash can lids and buckets on their heads. Cause I'm telling you, we're gonna need a little help tonight... And there she was, glaring, through olive eyes and chalk white skin. I want you to know that I won't be holding back tonight. She stole my heart. I'll be taking hers with a lawn dart now. But look at the bright side, it's not like she had one there to start... And something tells me, it's gonna be a long night... So grab something sharp, find some cover, kill the lights and nail the back door shut. This isn't funny any more, oh no, THIS MEANS WAR. And something tells me, it's gonna be a long night... So call the neighbor kids with trash can lids and buckets on their heads. Cause I'm telling you, we're gonna need a little help tonight...
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   a.f.i.
if you hadn't guessed i'm in an a.f.i. mood! lol! i love that band to freaking death!!!

so my friend went to russia until christmas day(thats where she is from, she came here when she was 9 and all she could say was 'no cat & milk!!!') i miss my masha so much! lol! but i was so happy when she called me after school today! ^.^ i loveses my masha! it was like 1 in the morning there and 2:30 in the afternoon here! she's bringing me back underwear! lol! she likes llama's and rubber ducks and i love her to freaking death! and i miss my masha...(if you hadn't guessed!!!)

so we had our "band concert" tonight...big no no! our band director basically kept telling us we sucked because "we never practice" but during class he never shuts the hell up!! so yeah was a little ticked off! but i'm in symphonic band (kicks concert bands ass) and we combined with concert for one song at the end and we ROCKED!!! OMG!!! we had 3 i repeat THREE!!!! bass clarinets and it kicked major ass! lol! i'm a bass clarinet and last year i was the only one! :""( but this year my friend leigh is with me in sym and we have matt in concert! it was so awesome... ^.^

i am finally with my best friend in the whole world!!! i love him to death and i wasn't sure if i would ever get to be with him again!!! so yay!!! ^.^ ^_^ ^.~ lol...

me and my friend alex m decided me and him were going to get "married" so that we could just confuse the hell out of everyone! but the past week we haven't really run into each other enough at school to "get married" until today after school so now we have hot pink duct tape rings to show we is married! life is so spiffy(except i no have my masha!!!)!!! talk to yous later!
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   A . F . I . - L o v e L i k e W i n t e r
Warn your warmth to turn away,
Here it's December,
Everyday. [small girlish echo:] I'm with you, or i love you

Press your lips to the sculptures,
And surely you'll stay. [distant:] love like winter

For of sugar and ice,
I am made. I am made

It's in the blood,
It's in the blood.
I met my love before I was born.
He wanted love,
I taste of blood.
He bit my lip, and drank my warmth,
From years before, from years before.

She exhales vanilla lace,
I barely dreamt her, yesterday. [echo:] yesterday
Read the lines in the mirror through,
The lipstick trace.
Por siempre

She said "It seems you're somewhere, far away" to his face.

It's in the blood,
It's in the blood.
I met my love before I was born.
She wanted love,
I taste of blood.
She bit my lip, and drank my warmth,
From years before, from years before.

Love Like Winter.

Love Like Winter.

Winter.
Three, four

It's in the blood,
It's in the blood.
I met my love before I was born.
He wanted love,
I taste of blood.
He bit my lip, and drank my warmth,
From years before, from years before.
From years before.
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   A . F . I . - P r e l u d e 1 2 / 2 1
This is what I brought you this you can keep,
This is what I brought you may forget me.
I promise to depart just promise one thing,
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

This is what I brought you this you can keep,
This is what I brought you may forget me.
I promise you my heart just promise to sing,
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

This is what I thought,
I thought you need me,
This is what I thought so think me naïve,
I promise you a heart you'd promis to keep,
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.
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Wednesday, November 29, 2006

   T e e n a g e D i r t b a g - W h e a t u s
Her name is Noel
I have a dream about her
She rings my bell
I got gym class in half an hour
Oh how she rocks
In Keds and tube socks
But she doesn't know who I am
And she doesn't give a damn about me

Cause I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby
Yeah I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby
Listen to Iron Maiden baby with me

Her boyfriend's a dick
And he brings a gun to school
And he'd sI'mply kick
My ass if he knew the truth
He lives on my block
And he drives an Iroc
But he doesn't know who I am
And he doesn't give a damn about me

Cause I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby
Yeah I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby
Listen to Iron Maiden baby with me

Yeeah dirtbag, no she doesn't know what she's missin
Yeeah dirtbag, no she doesn't know what she's missin

Man I feel like mold
It's prom night and I am lonely
Low and behold
She's walking over to me
This must be fake
My lip starts to shake
How does she know who I am
And why does she give a damn about

I've got two tickets to Iron Maiden baby
Come with me Friday, don't say maybe
I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby like you

Yeeah dirtbag, no she doesn't know what she's missin
Yeeah dirtbag, no she doesn't know what she's missin
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   W e l c o m e T o T h e B l a c k P a r a d e - M . C . R .
When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.

He said, "Son when you grow up,
would you be the saviour of the broken,
the beaten and the damned?"
He said "Will you defeat them,
your demons, and all the non believers,
the plans that they have made?"
Because one day I'll leave you,
A phantom to lead you in the summer,
To join the black parade."

When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.
He said, "Son when you grow up,
would you be the saviour of the broken,
the beaten and the damned?"

Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me.
And other times I feel like I should go.
And through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets.
And when you're gone we want you all to know.

We'll carry on,
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And in my heart I can't contain it
The anthem won't explain it.

A world that sends you reeling from decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all.
So paint it black and take it back
Let's shout it loud and clear
Defiant to the end we hear the call

To carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches

On and on we carry through the fears
Ooh oh ohhhh
Disappointed faces of your peers
Ooh oh ohhhh
Take a look at me cause I could not care at all

Do or die, you'll never make me
Because the world will never take my heart
Go and try, you'll never break me
We want it all, we wanna play this part
I won't explain or say I'm sorry
I'm unashamed, I'm gonna show my scar
Give a cheer for all the broken
Listen here, because it's who we are
I'm just a man, I'm not a hero
Just a boy, who had to sing this song
Just a man, I'm not a hero
I! don't! care!

We'll carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches on

Do or die, you'll never make me
Because the world will never take my heart
Go and try, you'll never break me
We want it all, we wanna play this part (We'll carry on)

Do or die, you'll never make me (We'll carry on)
Because the world will never take my heart (We'll carry on)
Go and try, you'll never break me (We'll carry)
We want it all, we wanna play this part (We'll carry on)
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