Thursday, March 1, 2007

   my biness story
alrighty, we're watching a movie in chem so i'm going to tell ya'll how i figured out i as bi and all the junk that came with it . . .

alright, so, i've always felt a little different than other girls because, well i ike to look at girls and yes, i was constantly checking out girls boobs . . .

i never really knew i was bi until april came back from nevada. she told me about her being bi and she was my best friend. we spent almost everyday together this summer when she came back. we spent the night at each others houses, we've even seen each other naked, lol, you know getting ready in the morning and all that. i loved her as a friend and more . . . i didn't know exactly what to do . . .

on night she spent the night at my house. i have 2 beds, a day bed and then the bed that folds down underneath it. we were on the same bed watching movies, the chronicles of riddick is the one i remember most. we were doing the whole tickle when your nervous thing. we got past that and has are legs intertwined. i turned to her and she turned to me. she put her hand on my cheek and she kissed me. and i kissed her back. we kissed a lot and we slept in the same bed together that night. i woke up before her and watched her sleep, i thought she was beautiful, she'd cut her hair after getting here and it was short like mine and she'd dyed it blue.

we never really said we were together. that summer i got a boyfriend, daniel. i loved him as much as i loved her. until they betrayed me and started seeing each other. i was happy beyond reason when she moved to greely. but she came back around thanksgiving to see the family she has here and she came to the school during lunch. i saw her and i started to cry. i couldn't even look at her the first day she was here. i went crazy. the next day my friends joked and goofed around with me to make me stay in a better mood. she watched us the whole time, keeping her eyes on me. i have no desire to see her or talk to her ever again. and its the same with daniel.

i've kissed russianllama and we do our whole bi thing at lunch and act like idiots. i bet a bunch of people think me and her are together but we're not.

then there's silvia . . . that girl is beautiful. she's amazing and funny and i love the girl to death. i don't know what's going on right now, we aren't going out, we're just really good friends. we joke that we make one whole lesbian with our half lesbian parts lol.

i'm going to sleep now so bye!!!

♥ blonde
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