Monday, March 5, 2007

   . . . d r a m a . . . d r a m a . . . d r a m a . . .
orooreo looks like she kicked some guys ass!!! LMAO!!! naw, she just scratched her forhead . . .

russianllama gave some guy an eyeball bruise, not a black eye, an eyeball bruise . . .

so yeah . . . dan is an asshole . . . and so is matt . . . matt messaged me on myspace acussing me of trying to get with him while having a boyfriend (which i don't, haven't for a while) just so i can "hurt" him! the ass whipe!!! -russianllama, don't keep tickling me, i won't give you anymore oats( aka starburts )!!! orooreo can though! ^.^ -

i'll get russianllama to send me the myspace message since i can't get on my myspace since my mommies mean and restricted it.

dan i'm so freaking sick of him . . . he's being such an asshole to me. he started yelling at me through text because i was getting mad that he keeps blowing me off and acting like i'm nothing and that he doesn't care about me so i told him that and now he's not talking to me and frankly i don't need to add his shit to my drama!!!

so . . . me and alex . . . not so good . . . we kinda got into an argument in 3rd period . . . -digs toe of shoe into dirt and swirls it around sheepishly-

heres our angry note(which he smacked onto my desk really hard, i jumped):
alex - you need to talk to me. i'm not going to let our friendship go down the hole.
me - no need to get pissy, jeez!
alex - well, its not exactly like your acting normal either. im sick of you ignoring me.
me - I CAN'T HELP THAT YOU CHOOSE TO CALL ME SO FUCKING EARLY IN THE MORNING!
alex - then call me back.
me - no matter when i call you, YOU NEVER PICK UP!
alex - you never call me. i had my phone all week. i would have called you back.
me - so this whole thing is MY fault, huh?
alex - no, its mine too. but it just feels like you aren't trying to get this friendschip back together it feels like you don't care
me - you aren't helping either!
alex - i'm calling you. i'm leaving messages. i said i was sorry. you haven't done anything
me - you shouldn't have bitched me out for trying to HELP in the first place!
alex - i'm not going to play the blame game. alex, you don't understand where i was comming from.
me - YES I DO BUT YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO BITCH OUT YOUR BEST FRIEND
alex - and i said i was sorry!

our next one(we ran out of room on the small piece of paper):

me - just because you said sorry doesn't make anything you said to me right!
alex - well then this is your fault that we're not friends because thats all i can do. i don't think what i said was right either, but alex, what am i supposed to do? do you want me to grovel at your feet? this isn't fair
me - how the hell is it fair to me? your saying everything is my fault! this fight started because i tried TO HELP JAMES & TO HELP YOU! DON'T YOU FUCKING GET IT? HELOVES YOU & YOU DON'T CARE!
alex - alex, i love him too. i know he loves me but you need to know. i told him a millin times to stop cutting himself. he said he would, and then he would do it again. it urt me so bad when you said that you told him to stop and he said he would. it made me mad because i knew he would do it anyway. so i blew up at you. i'm sorry. its my fault too.

WHAT THE HELL? stupid stupid stupid gay boy drama!!! i HATE this so much . . . =''(

russianllama might get to give me a really cool emo hair cut and doing things to my hair when i'm upset always helps . . .

i think i shall beg billy to say thsuper tonight if he's working, i hope he is . . .
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