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Wednesday, December 27, 2006


   YAY!!! and NAY!!!
ok! so yeah, i'm definitely an emo girl...

Here is the YAY!!!

1. i got to see my sister for a few days which makes me so happy! she doesn't live in the same state as me any more so i don't always get to see my rae rae! but i got to spend all of christmas day with her! YAY!

2. MY MASHA IS HOME!!! YAY!!!

Here's the NAY!!!

1. i work with jareth almost every freaking day!!! when i worked on christmas(yeah you heard me christmas) he and i where the only cart cadies there for like 2 hours, that was fun, NOT!!! i want to shoot him but no one will gives me a gun... :(

2. i asked my ex boyfriend matt out again 2 days before christmas...he hasn't answered...i finally just texted him on christmas saying : Ok fine! I take it back! I don't want you to answer! Jeez!...and still nothing!!! what do i have to do? so he called me on christmas night around 11 and i ignored his first call completely. i just looked at my cell and waited for Hospitality by Funeral For A Friend to stop playing and then waited to see if Last Resort by Papa Roach would play saying i had a voicemail message would go off and it did. he asked me to text him when i got the message. so i texted : What do you want matt? so he calls me again. against my better judgement i answered. i was mean, i barely said anything. he could tell i was upset about something and didn't really want to talk but when he asked why i didn't tell him the whole truth i only told him the part about my sister going home the next day, not the part about how much i hated him and loved him at the same time. i worked during the afternoon on christmas eve and he showed up at safeway, barely acted like i was alive! this from the guy who claims that he really did love me while we were going out and that he still does love me but HE ISN'T SHOWING IT!!! what is it going to take? flairs, fireworks? what? someone tell me, cause i don't know anymore! he didn't call me last night and i'm not sure if i will pick up tonight if he does call me...ugh...i hate boys...

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