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Tuesday, August 22, 2006


Hrm... lemme think.... ah.... For me, there are 8 more days until school.




Hey everyone, how are all of you? Good, I hope. ^^


~Internet smackdown~

I know I promised everyone that I would be around to visit sites the last time I was on theO, and I would have made it, too, but AOL wouldn't let me on. I tried every screen name, which consists of my moms, my dads, my brothers and mine, but none worked. Aol just told me that we weren't a known member at the time. I told my dad, and he told me to let it go until Sunday night, so I did. Well, my dad then got on internet explorer and talked to someone on AOL who gave us a number to call aol. When we did, they told us that my dad's screen name, which is the master screen name, sent 40 peices of junk mail to 69 different people and violated the terms of service saturday at 2pm. The funny part of it was, my dad hadn't been on since earlier that week on Wednesday. So, someone hacked our system and sent those emails to shut us down. Now, we had to change our passowrds and everything. I sat and thought about it for awhile and the only conclusion I could come up with is that because aol had opened its email services this happened. I'm okay with the fact that's its opened now, but if this continues to happen there could be a problem.

Schedule and 8 more days until school

Everyone I know is very eager to go to school, but I'm worried about the schedule for them. Britt and I deciphered it easily enough, but all my other friends are having problems. You see it just has one long line, with semester ones and twos and all year periods jammed together. for instance, for me there are 3 6th periods listed, but 2 are for semester one, in which the first is for day one, and the other is for days 1,2 and 3, and the last of the three is for semester two. So, as you can tell, it looks pretty messy if you don't look at all of it at once. lol. I've also been advised once again to get a lock for my locker, but I also hear we are allowed to keep our backpacks with us at all times. Ah well, hopefully the orientation on Friday will clear things up for them, and for me.

~Laundry and Books~

The new sequel to my favorite book twilight by Stephanie Meyers is out. It's been out for about 2 weeks now, and over the days I've been getting more and more desperate to get my hands on it. It just so happened that today, while I was playing Kingdom Hearts II for the 4th time, trying to get the the part where Riku comes in, my mom said something about me folding the laundry. My brain automatically picked out the words "Kayla" and "laundry" and "needing to be done" and I quickly refused. However, as the conversation continued, I let slip that I wanted the book, and once again my mom said, "The laundry needs done." It went quiet for about 30 minutes, my playing my game, and my mom working on her college paper. All that time, my brain had been maulling over how much I wanted that book, and what I wouldn't give to have it when it slowly clicked. XD I paused the game and slowly turned to look at my mother, and said, "Mom, if I were to do the....." I did and involuntary shudder here, I hate doing what my parents nag me to do, because if I do it, they expect it more often. "Laundry. Will you give me the money to buy my book?"
My mother smiled cunningly. It was obvious this was what she had wanted out of me all along. She knew that she was going to have to buy me the book eventually because she couldn't stand it when I whined, but this way she would at least get a bit of labor out of me. XP So, now I have 2 laundry baskets to fold, and one to wash.

Boring

I've been looking over my posts and I have to wonder if I have been boring you. So, have I? I try to make them as lively as possible with my limmited time these days, but are they? However, since this post is long, there will be no song lyrics or question. Sorry.


HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY, GUYS. I WILL BE AROUND TO VISIT SITES.




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Saturday, August 19, 2006






Hey everyone, how are you? good, I hope.



~Friend's house~

I had alot of fun at Britt's house. We stayed up late and watched Airplane, Ghost Ship, and The Shining. lol. After that, it was around 3 in the morning, and we headed up to bed, and began to talk. lol. Every once in awhile one of us would say, "Dannnnny!!!!!" really loudly, and we would both erupt in giggles. (If you've ever seen The Shining, you'll know what that was about) But I think the best inside joke that was created in that amount of time, was the one with her dog. Her dog is a golden retreiver named Duece, and he's a totally gorgeous dog. If we dyed his fur white, and put Sesshy's markings on him, he would look like Sesshy in dog form, only cuter.. but anyways, on with the story. It's was about 6 in the morning, and Deuce was prowling Britt's room, when all of a sudden Britt looks him in the eye's and says, "What's the matter, Duece, did Timmy fall down the well?!" And Duece stopped panting, cocked his head, and looked around seriously... that wouldn't have been all the funny, only it was six in the morning, and we were running on sleep deprivation.
With talks about the good times, and bad times we had with eachother and our friends in Junior High, each of us was crying, whether the other knew it or not. I'm not sure why, but after that talk, I think we were both totally ready to go back to school. Before, we had been unsure, because we each left some conflicts open ended at the end of eighth grade, but it's aparent to me now that we can do it. However, there's one little thing we weren't counting on: We have to wear our school pictures everyday to school. God help us.
Then, when I woke up, Deuce came and laid himself across my stomach, crushing me. lol. Good times, I tell ya.

~If Everyone Cared by Nickelback~

From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you’d be mine
But here we are, we’re here tonight

Singing Amen, I’m alive
Singing Amen, I’m alive

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
We’d see the day when nobody died
And I’m singing

Amen I, I’m alive
Amen I, I’m alive

And in the air the fireflies
Our only light in paradise
We’ll show the world they were wrong
And teach them all to sing along

Singing Amen I’m alive
Singing Amen I’m alive

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
We’d see the day when nobody died
If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
We’d see the day when nobody died

And as we lie beneath the stars
We realize how small we are
If they could love like you and me
Imagine what the world could be

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
We’d see the day when nobody died

We’d see the day, we’d see the day
When nobody died
We’d see the day, we’d see the day
When nobody died
We’d see the day when nobody died


~Random Question of the Day~

What's the scariest movie you've ever watched?

Me: Hrm... um, I don't quite remember...

Have a wonderful day everyone. I will be around to visit sites.




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Thursday, August 17, 2006


Hey.




Hey everyone. How are you? Good, I hope.


~Family Reunion~

My family reunion was actually rather fun, even though the guys in my family kept teasing me about the pies I made to bring to the family reunion with me. They kept asking if I poisoned them. In the end they all ended up eating a piece and liked it immensely. I also got praised for my drawings that I drew in my sketch book that I brought along. Now everyone calls me the "Artist of the family." -_-'.

~Friends~

I will be away at my friends' house today for a sleepover, so, as per usual, I won't be posting tomorrow morning. However, if I get back early enough, I will still come and visit sites. But, I'm not sure so I can't make any promises.

~Hurry Children! Grab Your back packs!! The School Beast Approaches!!!~

Oddly put, but yes. For those of us who go to school, it would seem that it is JUST around the corner. For me, including today it is 12 more days until school, and I have to say, I'm only semi ready. I only have 1 undershirt for fancy stuff and 2 shirts to go over top of that. (Note: I am not prep, I am a drifter) However, I do have all my school supplies... complete with backpack. lol. The only thing I am lacking in that department is a lock for my locker, which, in the high school, we need to purchase ourselves. This is my first year, and it seems that already there are people out to make my life miserable. Seeing my locker as an open and vulnerable target would only help to do just that.

~Extra~

And this is the second time I'm writing this post thanks to this stupid computer, so that is why it is late.


~Call Me When You're Sober by Evanescense~

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

Should I let you fall?
Lose it all?
So maybe you can remember yourself.
Can't keep believing,
We're only deceiving ourselves .
And I'm sick of the lie,
And you're too late.

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

Couldn't take the blame.
Sick with shame.
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
Selfishly hated,
No wonder you're jaded.
You can't play the victim this time,
And you're too late.

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

You never call me when you're sober.
You only want it cause it's over,
It's over.

How could I have burned paradise?
How could I - you were never mine.

So don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
Don't lie to me,
Just get your things.
I've made up your mind.

(This reminds me of the situation between my friend Britt, and her ex loser of a user of a girlfriend abusing boyfriend. *cracks knuckles just thinking about him*)

~Random Question Of The Day~

Are those of you who are ready to go back to school ready?
And if you're not in school anymore, do you enjoy your job?
And if you don't have a job, how are things with you? Sorry, I couldn't think of anything else. lol.

Have a wonderful day, guys. I will be around to visit sites.




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Sunday, August 13, 2006






Hey everyone. How are you? Good, I hope.


~Family Reunion~

Tomorrow I have a family reunion, so I am currently baking two pies that my Aunt, who lives far away where the family reunion is to take place, taught me how to make a year or two ago.
^^ After they're done baking, I have to go to bed though so I can get up early enough to go.

~new moon~

The sequel to Twilight, which is my favorite book, is finally out. However, I might have to wait awhile to get it because we still have school shopping to do. But, my friend Runaway told me he would buy it for me to make up for being such an idiot to me lately. I told him he didn't have to, bue he insisted. *shrugs* He says he won't sleep until he gets it. ^^' I was really excited when I saw it at the front of the mall bookstore. I hurriedly called all my friends whose favorite book happens to be Twilight to tell them to good news. lol. I know, I'm crazy.

~First Time~

For the first time since forever, I will not be around to visit sites. I'm very sorry, but the only sites I wil get to go to are the ones who have posted around 12:30, like me. If you visit anyway, thank you so much, but I can't return the favor.

HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY, GUYS!!!!!




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Friday, August 11, 2006






Hey everyone. How are you? Good, I hope.



My friend

Yea, don't ask me how, but now I've went from avoiding my friend to worrying about him in a day. He doesn't seem to be himself, and he's anti-social now, something he's never been before. It used to be impossible to shut him up, now it's impossible to get him to talk, or so it seems that way to me. Or maybe he just isn't talking to me because I wasn't talking to him. I asked everyone else and they only asked what I meant, which leads me to believe that I'm the only one who realizes it. *sigh* Maybe I'm just paranoid.

Posts

I've come to see that my posts are ridiculously long. I apologize for that. However, you don't have to read all of it, that's why I've organized it into neat little paragraphs with titles, like
LS's site and Naruto Blackmail's site (these are just examples, so don't feel left out if I didn't mention your site). This is so you can read whatever interests you. However, I really would like you to read all of it, but, as said before, you don't have to.

Friends

I would like to say, for the first time since a long time, thank you to all the people who visit my site. It means alot to me, that you would take the time out of your busy schedules to read my ramblings. So, thank you. ^^

Somewhere I Belong by Linkin Park

I had nothing to say
and i get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(i was confused)
and i live it all out to find, but im not the only person wit these things in mind
(inside of me)
but all that they can see the words revealed
is the only real thing that i got left to feel
(nothing to lose)
just stuck hollow and alone
and the fault is my own and the fault is my own

wanna heal i wanna feel what i thought was never real
i wanna let go of the pain ive felt so long.
erase all the pain til its gone
i wanna heal i wanna feel like im close to something real.
i wanna find something ive wanted all along
somewhere i belong

and i got nothing to say. i cant believe i didnt fall right down on my face
(i was confused)
look at everywhere only to find.
it is not the way i had imagined it all in my mind.
(so what am i)
what do i have but negativity
cuz i cant trust no one by the way everyone is looking at me
(nothing to lose)
nothing to gain im hollow and alone
and the fault is my own
and the fault is my own

i wanna heal i wanna feel what i thought was never real
i wanna let go of the pain ive felt so long.
erase all the pain til its gone
i wanna heal i wanna feel like im close to something real.
i wanna find something ive wanted all along
somewhere i belong

I will never know myself until i do this on my own
cuz i will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed
i will never be anything til i break away from me
i will break away. ill find myself today

i wanna heal i wanna feel what i thought was never real
i wanna let go of the pain ive felt so long.
erase all the pain til its gone
i wanna heal i wanna feel like im close to something real.
i wanna find something ive wanted all along
somewhere i belong

Random Question of the day

If you were stuck on an island with the last person on Earth, who would you not want to be stuck with?

(I think I've asked this before, but ah well.)

Me: My boyfriend, and I'm being serious about that. I don't think I would survive.

HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY, EVERYONE!!!!!!!! I WILL BE AROUND TO VISIT SITES!!!





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Thursday, August 10, 2006






Ugh. Hey everyone. I'm sorry, it's been quite awhile hasn't it? How have you all been?

Short and Sweet

Yes, it's true, this post may be my shortest since a long time ago. But, I'm not sure if it's exactly sweet. I learned something very shocking about my best guy friend/ brotherly figure. Now, I'm so sickened with him, I'm down right avoiding him, much to his displeasure. I also have a very bad headache, and I don't feel very good because of what I learned.
I'm pretty sure I didn't visit everyone last time, and I want to tell some of you why. I promised yes, I know. But, before I went to my cousin's, I tried to get on theO and it said the browser was down. Unfortunately enough, my cousin no longer had internet access. However, I assure you that I will be visiting today, while I am on.
So, adios everyone, I hope you have a very thrilling Thursday.

!*~Kayla~*!




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Wednesday, August 2, 2006






Hey everyone. It's later than most of my posts lately, but I have to go to bed early to get up for school. How are you all lately? Good, I hope.




~Xanga, Myspace... bleh...~

My friend just emailed me telling me some strange girl emailed her up and is harrassing her on Xanga. lol. That's probably why I don't have a Myspace, or Xanga. Though, in a way, theO can be considered to be like the two, I feel safer on here than any of those other places. I don't know why... hmm...

Inuyasha the movie 4, Fire on the Mystic Island~

I got the movie yesterday and watched part of it last night, and the other part this morning, which, for me, is around 1. lol. It was pretty good, only with my t.v., I couldn't hear half of what they were saying, cuz the speakers were making a weird buzzing sound. *sigh* My t.v. hates me. I especially loved the song Rakuen sung by Do As Infinity. ^^ It's a good thing I watched last night's Inuyasha episode, or else I wouldn't have known what the new attack was.

~My day~

I had a few weird dreams, one about me being chased by a bear, and the other about me falling in love with my closest guy friend. To say the very least they were.... interesting. Each had to do with an area by the grocery store across the highway from here, and in each I was older. lol. Other than that, not much else happened. I may be going up to my cousin's to spend the night though, but I am pretty confident that I will be visiting sites. So, with that, Have a wonderful day everyone.


!*~Kayla~*!




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Saturday, July 29, 2006


   Ugh.




Hey everyone. How are you all? Good, I hope. *sigh* I'm not feeling too well, but eh.


~My Day~

Well, I was sick all day, with a stomach ache and a senis headache that's still with me. But during around about 9:00, I was feeling a little better, so I figured I would go outside and sit on the swings at the playground, when I ran into some friends. They wanted to go to McDonald's and asked if I would go along, which I agreed to. However, once we got there, another friend asked,
"Hey, you still going out with ______? He was complaining about you, he says you sleep too much."
It wouldn't have been so bad to hear this, had he not asked if we were still going out. It's been, frankly, 4 days. I wasn't so much bothered about the complaining part, which hurt in its own way, but the fact that he asked the first question. He acts like I can't keep a boyfriend for longer than a coupla days, and it put me in a very bad mood, considering I was feeling under the weather. I wanted to leave and be on my own after I had heard that, but we had to cross a busy intersection to get to the McDonald's, and I didn't want to cross back over by myself. So, I was left to get angrier and angrier from him pestering me about why I looked so upset, that I began to completely ignore everyone except Alex. *sigh*
To be honest, I'm still kinda upset over it. Oh well, I'll get over it.

Nothing in particular

You know, normally I would put up song lyrics and questions to ignore the hec out you (just kidding, but if they do, I'll stop), but I just don't feel up to it. So, i'm hoping this will be one of the shortest posts I've done in awhile.

HAVE A GOOD DAY GUYS, I AM PRETTY SURE THAT I WILL BE AROUND TO VISIT SITES LATER TONIGHT




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Monday, July 24, 2006






Hey everyone. I am sorry that I did not visit last time I was on. So, how have you all been, good, I hope.


~My day~

Well, I went to work, as per usual, and then came home and went to find my friend, Marc. We then went to my friend Alex's house and I talked to her father about religion and everything. And that's about it. It was a pretty interesting conversation since he's agnostic (he is open to all religions). Yeps.

~Site theme~

You know, I'm not sure if I should change my site theme, or leave it be. I'm open to suggestions though, as long as it's not Inuyasha based. I've done too many Inuyasha based themes. lol.


~Far Away by NickelBack~

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know


I love you
And I've loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore


On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know


I love you
And I've loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore


So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
And I've loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you any more
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing, 'cause I'm not leaving you any more
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go

~Naruto: Believe It!!~
~Me: Shut up, Naruto~

~Random Question of the Day~

If someone does something to you like pulls your hair, stabs you with a pencil, etc.
Do you think you have the right to do the same thing back to them, nothing more, nothing less?

Example: If I stabbed you with a pencil, and you stabbed me back with a pencil, do you think that that is justice?

Me: Yes, I do. I think that if someone punches you, you should punch them back. But I don't think you should beat the tar out of them. I only think you should hit them the number of times they hit you.


~HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY, GUYS!!!!! I WILL BE AROUND TO VISIT SITES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~




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Monday, July 17, 2006






Hey everyone. I'm back. ^^ Vacation was fun, but I'm glad to be back.

~My Vacation~

Well... what's there to say? I went to the beach, it was very sandy (everyone: No, we never would have guessed Me: yea, just... letting you know...), we walked on the boardwalk and that was it. lol.
I got a:

~White Lifegaurd hoody with red writing
~Shorts that say a beach's name across the back
~A hat with my name airbrushed on it.

Whoopee. Clothes. *giggles* I know, what wonderful souvenirs. That's all that really happened. Except we came to pull into the hotel we were staying at and saw a dead dog laying there. Turns out the owner's mother and the dog were hit by a car (her foot, and the dog's body) The hotel guy called for the dog's removal, but they couldn't come get the dog. So, it stayed there for a coupla hours.


~My Day~

My day was pretty good. I missed work, but I had already called the former day to tell them about it, so that was okay. When I came back, my friend Marc was out and he was with an aquiantance named Brit, and my friends Scott and Chris and then my bro. So, seeing as I had nothing better to do, I went to hang out with them. Eventually Scott got bored of skating and went to a new girl's, Katie's, house to see if she wanted to come swimming. So me, Marc, Britt, Chris and my bro somehow got dragged into coming with them there. Marc, Britt and Katie and I mostly just sat at this table while scott, chris and my bro wrestled, until Marc and Katie were talked into getting in and I came down to sit at the edge and was pulled in. We stayed in awhile, longer than we were probably allowed, but since no one reprimanded us, we stayed in a little bit, Cory joining us. So, in short, we all just hung out at the pool all night until 10 before going up to katie's house. I didn't know I had so many friend until then. It was the most fun I'd ever remembered having all year. Also, Kaite is now my friend. ^^ Yippee. And that was probably boring for you, so I'll shut up now. lol.


~Hanging By A Moment by LifeHouse~

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me now...

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world
That can change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
There is nothing else

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you....

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

Just hanging by a moment (here with you)
Hanging by a moment (here with you)
Hanging by a moment here with you

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
This was my junior high school orientation song. I don't know why, but it really stuck to me. To me, the music and the lyrics are really inspirational. And now I'm going to the high school. It makes me tear up just thinking about it.


~Random Question of the Day~

What song inspires you the most and why?


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