Sunday, July 9, 2006

	Hey guys, how are you? Good, I hope. My day Hmm... well, I don't suppose there's much to say. I woke up to find the house empty and everyone came home about a coupla minutes ago. During that time I feasted on leftover crabs and homemade bean buritos, which, if anyone would care to ask, DO NOT mix under any circumstance. I made a welcome sign, or banner, or whatever it is. I think this one is slightly better than the last, but eh. I made one for SesshysBride2Be's site, since I thought it would be nice to make her one for her b-day, and I needed to change her site's theme anyway. Also, Runaway called a little while ago, wanting me to tell him the exact same thing he wanted me to tell him last time : That I broke up with him cuz I liked someone else, and that I wanted him to stop calling. And I told him the exact same thing I told him before I hung up last time, "When you want to talk to me about something other than trying to get me to lie to you, which I told you I wouldn't do, you can call me." And I hung up again. Frankly, I'm tired of it. If he won't drop it, then I see no reason to answer his further calls. Bleh, I'm sorry. I tend to be bluntly honest about what's going on in my life in my posts. Vacation Here's the low-down on when I'm going on vacation. It will be either this coming Tuesday or this coming Thursday. So, for maybe a week, I won't be on theO. My Last Breathe by Evanescence hold on to me love you know i can't stay long all i wanted to say was i love you and i'm not afraid can you hear me? can you feel me in your arms? holding my last breath safe inside myself are all my thoughts of you sweet raptured light it ends here tonight i'll miss the winter a world of fragile things look for me in the white forest hiding in a hollow tree (come find me) i know you hear me i can taste it in your tears holding my last breath safe inside myself are all my thoughts of you sweet raptured light it ends here tonight closing your eyes to disappear you pray your dreams will leave you here but still you wake and know the truth no one's there say goodnight don't be afraid calling me calling me as you fade to black Say... (say goodnight) Holding my last breathe... (don't be afraid) Safe inside myself... (calling me calling me as you) Are all my thoughts of you sweet raptured life it ends here tonight (sweet raptured life it ends here tonight) (Holding my last breathe) (Safe inside myself) (Are all my thoughts of you sweet raptured life it ends here tonight) (Holding my last breathe..) ~Fades out~ Random Question of the day Okay, this is going to be a weird one, but I can't think of any others. Answer it as sillily as you can. How many of your friend would it take to light a lightbulb? Me: 5: Ashley to actually unscrew it while we all scream, Missy to find the new one and chase me around with it. Bethany to yell at her to get a move on. Me to scream in fear of her getting electricuted as she screws it in, and Brittney to laugh at us all and turn on the light. HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY, GUYS!!! I WILL BE AROUND TO VISIT SITES!!!

[Backroom] [Guestbook] [Add Me] [PM me] [My Art] [My Quiz Results] [My Fanfic]
These links all work, by the way



Comments (6) | Permalink

Saturday, July 8, 2006

	Hey everyone. How are you? Good, I hope. My day I wasn't on theO today, thanks to a busy day schedule. But, I did visit everyone who visited me, if you didn't visit, or I need to visit you before you visit me, I'm sorry I didn't make it to your site. Well, as for my day, I stayed up all night last night, and then I made eggs for my little brother and myself, and then read him a chapter of his chapter book (He's not very good at reading). Sometime after that, I fell asleep on my bed until 6, and was awoken by my brother yelling my name outside my door so I could go with my parents to go out to eat at the pizza shop. Sometime while we were eating, my cousin 9the one with the baby) called and said the baby was finally home from the hospital, and she wanted us to come up to see it, so my mom told her we would. So, on our way up there, we decided we wanted crabs, so on the way back my mom bought a whole bunch at the crab shop and we ate them and here I sit. Yes, it was a rather hectic day. The baby is cute though, and looks everything like my cousin and nothing like his father. Taking Over me by Evanescence you don't remember me but i remember you i lie awake and try so hard not to think of you but who can decide what they dream? and dream i do... i believe in you i'll give up everything just to find you i have to be with you to live to breathe you're taking over me have you forgotten all i know and all we had? you saw me mourning my love for you and touched my hand i knew you loved me then i believe in you i'll give up everything just to find you i have to be with you to live to breathe you're taking over me i look in the mirror and see your face if i look deep enough so many things inside that are just like you are taking over Random Questions of the day I'm going to pull a kingdom hearts-like question on you. what would you pick out of these four important things? Courage, Friendship, Knowledge, Strength Now, which of the four would you give up in return, and why? Me: I would choose friendship. and I would give up strength. Because if you have knowledge courage and friendship, you don't really need strength. HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY GUYS!!! I WILL BE AROUND TO VISIT SITES!!!!!!!

[Backroom] [Guestbook] [Add Me] [PM me] [My Art] [My Quiz Results] [My Fanfic]
These links all work, by the way



Comments (7) | Permalink

Friday, July 7, 2006

  

	Hey everyone. How are you? Good I hope. ~Story~ Okay, chapter seven may not be up for a bit, I'm thinking maybe... next week sometime, or maybe the week after that. Yea, details on why will be down below. ~Never has there ever been more fear put into one word.... VACATION~ Yes, I am going on the vacation next week, or the week after next... I don't know. It's my parents' vacation, I'm just going along on it. *giggles* We're going to the beach I think, which should be fun, only we're going to be in our old, sandy, mildew-smelling tent. Yuck. I wouldn't mind so bad, but the mildew smell kinda makes the tent feel damp, and me feel damp, and I don't like that feeling. But I can't complain. It's vacation, and the beach ought to be fun. Of course, if I go, I won't be on theO for a week. So, if anyone wants to talk to me, PM me and I'll get back to you when I get back. Regardless, I'll let you know when I'm leaving a couple days before I go, just to let you know. My day Well, I had... let's just keep calling him "Runaway" call me today right after I got up around 5:19pm (everyone: O.o me: Yea, I know.). He was snapping and yelling at me about something, and let me say this much for myself: When I get up, I am about as happy as an irritable bear. To say the very least, he was playing with fire. So, of course, as my poor brain function tried to get me to wake up completely, I picked up the phone only to hear a very loud angry voice coming through the reciever. This did not make me happy. Of course, what we argued about was me breaking up with him. Which I had done a good coupla days ago. He wanted me to tell him that I broke up with him because I liked someone else, so, basically, he called wanting me to lie to him. I told him I wouldn't, and eventually I got so angry I told him, "You know what? when you're ready to talk to me and not try to make me say something that isn't true, call me." and I hung up on him. Lately, he's been calling so much that whenever I'm with my friends, I can't talk or have fun with them at all. He calls a good 4 to 5 times a day. I want to be friends with him, but this is getting to be too much to handle. Anyways, my day was quite ruined after that. ~Lies by Evanescence~ Bound at every limb by my shackles of fear Sealed with lies through so many tears Lost from within, pursuing the end I fight for the chance to be lied to again You will never be strong enough You will never be good enough You were never conceived in love You will not rise above They'll never see I'll never be I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger Burning deep inside of me But through my tears breaks a blinding light Birthing a dawn to this endless night Arms outstretched, awaiting me An open embrace upon a bleeding tree Rest in me and I'll comfort you I have lived and I died for you Abide in me and I vow to you I will never forsake you They'll never see I'll never be I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger Burning deep inside of me They'll never see I'll never be I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger Burning deep inside of me ~Random Questions of the Day~ Would you rather be very skinny or very beautiful? Would you rather be very fat or very ugly? Me: I don't know... it's hard to decide because if you were very ugly, would it matter if you were very skinny? and if you were very fat would it matter if you were very beautiful? I guess it makes you wonder just how accepting the world really is. HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY, GUYS!!! I WILL BE AROUND TO VISIT SITES!

[Backroom] [Guestbook] [Add Me] [PM me] [My Art] [My Quiz Results] [My Fanfic]
These links all work, by the way



Comments (3) | Permalink

Thursday, July 6, 2006

	Hey everyone. I'm sorry I haven't been on lately. I was away at a friend's for the holiday. In the mean time, how are you? I trust you had a good Fourth of July? ~Ugh...~ My Fourth of July went as expected, or, well, for the most part. On the fourth I wasn't in a good mood, but the day before I was. It was SesshysBride2Be's b-day, and that's where I went. I've come to find that fireworks impress me less and less each year, in fact, they rather bore me. I think they all look the same. Just the same fireworks being shot in the air over and over again, just in different colors and textures. And there is a very weird song on the t.v.... *tips toes out to see* Oh, It's the end of Cinderella Man. Sorry, that was random. My day My day wasn't very exciting, only I teased two of my guy friends who just recently got jobs at McDonald's. They were complaining about how tiring it was to work the WHOLE kitchen. And yes, they did indeed have to. I suppose they were the only ones left to do it, since the others were either working the drive-thru, the cash-registers (there's three), and cleaning. It sounded tiring, but nothing I wasn't used to. The volunteer patient transport thing works the same, go downstairs, fill out a job order (kinda like a waitresses order slip) , get the wheelchair/litter (a portable bed), look for linen (cloth), find the patient, take them where they need to go, find a nurse, get the patient into bed, look for a soiled utility closet (they're hard to find, it's where you put dirty linen down a linen chute, and not all of them have a linen chute), throw the linen down it, take the wheelchair/litter back downstairs, repeat that about 6 or 7 times. If anyone wanted to know how the volunteer patient transporter job works, there you go. I'm not complaining though. I love my job. They, however, kinda were. lol. I Hope You Dance by Lee Ann Womack hope you never lose your sense of wonder You get your fill to eat But always keep that hunger May you never take one single breath for granted God forbid love ever leave you empty handed I hope you still feel small When you stand by the ocean Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance I hope you dance I hope you dance I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance Never settle for the path of least resistance Living might mean taking chances But they're worth taking Lovin' might be a mistake But it's worth making Don't let some hell bent heart Leave you bitter When you come close to selling out Reconsider Give the heavens above More than just a passing glance And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance I hope you dance (Time is a real and constant motion always) I hope you dance (Rolling us along) I hope you dance (Tell me who) I hope you dance (Wants to look back on their youth and wonder) (Where those years have gone) I hope you still feel small When you stand by the ocean Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance Dance I hope you dance I hope you dance (Time is a real and constant motion always) I hope you dance (Rolling us along) I hope you dance (Tell me who) (Wants to look back on their youth and wonder) I hope you dance (Where those years have gone) (Tell me who) I hope you dance (Wants to look back on their youth and wonder) (Where those years have gone) Random Question of the day How do you feel about the gas prices right now? Me: I hate them. It seriously brings whole new meaning to the words "highway robbery". TAKE CARE GUYS! I WILL BE AROUND TO VISIT SITES!!!!

[Backroom] [Guestbook] [Add Me] [PM me] [My Art] [My Quiz Results] [My Fanfic]
These links all work, by the way



Comments (6) | Permalink

Saturday, July 1, 2006

	Hey everyone. Today it is officially July. How are you? Good, I hope. Before getting down to business... I changed my site. I tried to make it look as animated as possible. However, the background I made wasn't working right, so I had to use the stars you now see. Ah well. It's Harry Potter/ Sirius Black. I hope you like it. The World Of Worlds: Chapter 6 I leaned back against the tree, clutching my beating heart with my left hand. My right hung at my side as I took short rythmic breaths to get over the scare. Before me I saw two animals. The first, who had been the one to break my train of thought, was standing with its arms crossed and was frowning deeply. If I hadn't been trying to calm myself down, I would have gasped in admiration. What I saw before me was a cat that was black on one side with a white sun around one of its red eyes, and white on its left. It stood a good four feet off the ground and also on its hind legs, very much like a human. However, it wasn't the cat that surprised me, it was what it was wearing. The cat wore a brown wizard's hat with both its ears poking out of two slits near its base, a weathering brown cape, what looked like brown hiking boots, and brown tunic with a black belt without a buckle. I gazed at it, wide-eyed with adoration. It sighed, rose a few inches off the ground, and crossed its legs in mid-air. When it spoke, instead of opening its mouth and speaking, its mouth remained shut as its voice exploded across my mind in a sort of thought speech as it stared at me with its ghastly bright red eyes. "Who are you? And..." It paused, and pointed to something over its shoulder, "why did I have to be created and stuck here with HIM?" I stared at him for a minute, puzzled, until I heard the same rythmic pit-a-pat of what sounded like flippers as I had heard before. Looking over his shoulder, I squealed as my eyes caught sight of a small, sleek, two foot high penguin who was, believe it or not, dancing. It had dark blue feathury fur with light blue feathery fur on its stomach, along with big, floppy orange/yellow feet and a beak; not to mention big, coal black oval eyes. "Oh! He's sooooo cute!" I pushed past the first creature, whom I prefered to think was male because of the tone of its thought-speech voice, and ran over to the penguin, giving it as big a hug as I could manage. The penguin gave out a squeaky coo of delight and snuggled it's head against my shoulder. "Oh, so cute! Say, how about a name? huh?" I asked, scratching him under his chin," Would you like that?" The penguin squeeked, and I let go of it to stand up and step back. I narrowed my eyes, examining the little guy before getting down and hugging him again. "It's settled! I christen you," I cleared my throat and smiled, "Bob, the dancing penguin!" The cat stood there with his arms crossed, rolling his big red eyes. I made a face at him, eyeing him in disgust as he stuck his tongue and turned his back on me. "Hmph, whatever Black Magic," I murmure at him, standing up and holding Bob at arms length to look at him more closely. I fell backwards and sent Bob flying with a scream as, guick as a wink, Black maigic was one foot in front of me, up on the tips of his toes, leaning over me. His red eyes wide, he asked, "What did you call me?" "B-black Magic..." I repeated, once again clutching at my beating heart after his reaction, "That's your name, right?" "How did you know?" He persisted, still leaning over me. I shifter unconfortably, "When a world with little more than average imagination is created, so is a mystical cat-like figure, each dressed in the same clothers as you. Each are either a boy, or a girl. Sometimes even twin cats are created. A cat is put in a worls to make sure that the owner leaves the world often enough that your body wouldn't drift into a state of physical dilemna where health would decrease. So, the cat is like a guilty conscious, but it is also put in the world to help educate the owner of the world. The ca--" I stopped as he stared at me with a vacant expressionon his face. "Are you okay?" I whispered, edging away from him a little. "Depends," He answered, "How did you know all that?" I opened my mouth, thinking hard, "It.... just came to me, I guess." "I see..." He replied, grabbing my hand and pulling me up from the ground, "come with me, then." I looked at him quizzically as I allowed him to pull me along as a large building started to rise up out of the ground. Dragging my feet, I stood back and looked up in wonder as its immense shade cloaked me. "What is this place?" I wanted to know. "It is the Castle of Script, your castle, Trinah." The building was at least 1,000 yards tall, and had walls of stone blocks. It looked like a gothic cathedral from medieval times, with two spires on both of its sides rising from its roof. The door to it was larger than three elelphants stacked on top of eachotherm with a large, heavy metal ring for a door handle. Above the door was an arch that had different letters of all the languages of the world written in different colors on each of the stones it was made up of. Most stunning of all, however, was the 200 foot stained glass window a few yards above the arch. Brilliant reds, blues, greens, and ornages, along with ecstatic yellows, violets, pinks, and other various colors that were equally indescribable were included in its breakable sheet. I nearly fell once again as Black Magic continued to pull me along. We entered the castle only to be greeted by yet another splendid and spectacular sight. Rows and rows of literature panned out in all directions, and above the staircases on either side of the expansive room, where an overhanging walkway connected the two the two spaces, there was still more! I tried to rush off to look, but Black Magic held me back. "You know nothing of your world, or the history of others," Black Magic stated. I looked around fleetingly at all the books. He was right, I didn't have a clue. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I think that was the most interesting chapter I have ever put up, but that's just my opinion. My day The morning I had the weirdest dream. I dreamt that this guy on theO found out where I lived, stalked, and kidnapped me, then took me to this house. Inside the house, other O members sat around this large wooden table. I was made to sit down, and I talked and had a merry old time with the other O members, and after a little bit, I was permitted to leave and go home. I remember the guy that brought me there keep telling me I didn't have any "problems" and my posts weren't interesting so I didn't belong on theO. (O.o) Altogether, it was very strange. I don't even know what brought me to dream about theO. It was probably me thinking about commenting when I woke up. lol. The rest of my day went as follows Got up Got on TheO Commented Ate a snack Repeat Doesn't sound too interesting, but at least I got to everyone. ^^ Savin' Me by Nickelback Prison gates won't open up for me On these hands and knees I'm crawlin' Oh, I reach for you Well I'm terrified of these four walls These iron bars can't hold my soul in All I need is you Come please I'm callin' And oh I scream for you Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin' [Chorus:] Show me what it's like To be the last one standing And teach me wrong from right And I'll show you what I can be Say it for me Say it to me And I'll leave this life behind me Say it if it's worth saving me Heaven's gates won't open up for me With these broken wings I'm fallin' And all I see is you These city walls ain't got no love for me I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story And oh I scream for you Come please I'm callin' And all I need from you Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin' [Chorus] Hurry I'm fallin' All I need is you Come please I'm callin' And oh, I scream for you Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin' [Chorus] Hurry I'm fallin' Random Question of the Day If your friend needed help with something, would you help them with it? Me: It would depend on what it was. I know the saying is "A good friend would bail you out of jail, while a best friend would be sitting beside you saying, "Dude, we screwed up."" But I would never help my friends rob a bank or anything. If it was something like hooking them up with someone, I could give it a try, but nothing too drastic. HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY, GUYS!!!!!! I WILL BE AROUND TO VISIT SITES!!!!!!!

[Backroom] [Guestbook] [Add Me] [PM me] [My Art] [My Quiz Results] [My Fanfic]
These links all work, by the way



Comments (7) | Permalink

Friday, June 30, 2006

	Hey guys. How are you? Good, I hope. This time I am trying to stick to what I promised by updating and visiting EVERY day. But I don't promise things much, cuz sometimes they get broken. Story Yea, I am so sorry that I didn't give out notice or warning about my story chapter yesterday. But Chapter 6 will be up FRIDAY (Even though it's like, 1:39am, in my mind its still Thursday). Be honest with me though, should I continue it? If not, then chapter 6 will be the last chapter that I'll put up. I'm not sure how many of you actually like it, is all I'm saying. So, yea. Tomorrow's chapter should be a little better than usual. Phone calls I spent 3 hours and 14 some minutes on the phone with two of my friends. lol. I think I used up quite a bit of minutes. Oh well, I've got a whole bunch of them. The first phone call I talked with my feriend for 2 hours and we talked about guys, and school, and about how hard this year was on us and everything, and our hopes for high school. If eighth grade was any incantation of how high school is going to be, I never want to go. But I will anyway. lol. Summer Summer for me so far has not been as great as I thought it would be, but I hadn't expected it to be. I stil get to hang out with a few of my friends, but others.... not so much. They have jobs, and family things, and all that. But nowadays I sleep all day anyway. We used to go to the mall everyday last year, but then again the gas prices were lower then. *sigh* The mall is a good couple of gallons of gas away, so you know how it is. But seriously, three dollars for a gallon of gas? Has the goverment gone crazy? Better yet, has the world gone crazy? O.o, I take back that question for fear of the fact that I already have the answer. Hate Me by Blue October I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again? And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space Hate me today. Hate me tomorrow. Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you. I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with. The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing that I won't touch again. In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take So I'll drive so f****** far away that I'll never cross your mind And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind Hate me today. Hate me tomorrow. Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you. Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow. Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you. And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made And like a baby boy I never was a man Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand And then I fell down yelling "Make it go away!" Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?" Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you ...for you...for you...for you Random Question Of The Day If one of your good friends was kidnapped, what would you do to get them back? Me: I would do whatever it takes. HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY, GUYS! I WILL BE AROUND TO VISIT SITES!!!!!!!!

[Backroom] [Guestbook] [Add Me] [PM me] [My Art] [My Quiz Results] [My Fanfic]
These links all work, by the way



Comments (9) | Permalink

Thursday, June 29, 2006

	Hey guys. Yea, I know. I'm going to run the same thing by you that I always do. That I'm sorry that I haven't been on. lol. But surprise! Here's something you probably forgot about... lol. The World Of Worlds: Chapter 5, part 2 It was strange how everything had changed so fast. But then again it wasn't. I looked around at the expansive meadow of flowers, the lake, up at the giant tree, and at the purple sky. I smiled, the only thing that was missing was the people. I dismissed that thought to think about the matter at hand, the disfunction of the headset. "Hmm... if the headset wouldn't allow me to talk to Aamiya, then maybe it stopped working completely, and Aamiya saw it coming and..." And what? I thought to myself, struggling to find an answer to the troublesome conflict that I had just started with me, myself, and I. One side, my optimistic one, wanted to believe this, but my two others sides didn't. One really didn't care either way, and the other didn't want to believe it at all, and instead thought Aamiya wasn't telling me something. In the background of all my thinking, I could hear the pitpat of an animal's paws. It was light, and more elegant than any four pawed animal could ever hope to be, and even so, a human could also never be as graceful. There was also a nonstop pit-a-pat in ever changing rythms and beats. Finally the noises of the elegant movements stopped. I felt a paw on my shoulder, and someone whispered close to my ear, "What are you doing?" I turned around, and screamed. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Yea, sorry that it's been awhile. But guess what? Chapter six will be up Friday. Yayness. Since it's such an interesting and mindboggling cliff-hanger (I think). Cleaning Hamster cages and closets Today was boring, and I slept until 5:27, so I decided that, since I could not find my missing sims game, I would clean out my closet. This was an interesting and very long production, in which no sims game ever showed itself. But, since I was in a cleaning mood, I decided to clean my hamster's cages. Well, one of my hamsters died, so I cleaned out both cages and attached them so the other one would have more room to "scamper" around in. That was fun, but I still need to clean my room and sweep the floor. Yep. It's going to be a looooooooong day tomorrow. Baby, 'nough said My 18 yr old cousin finally had her baby. It's very small though, and has breathing problems, but she had it none the less. We went in to see it yesterday, and the nurses were taking his blood and checking its heart rate alot. Poor Aiden. My cousin had to stay in overnight for something or other. I Write Sins Not Trajedies by PANIC! AT THE DISCO Oh, well imagine, as I'm pacing the pews in a church corridor, and I can't help but to hear, no I can't help but to hear an exchanging of words: "What a beautiful wedding! What a beautiful wedding!" says a bridesmaid to a waiter. "And yes, but what a shame, what a shame, the poor groom's bride is a whore." I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!" No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality. I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!" No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of... Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne Oh! Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne, pour the champagne I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!" No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality. I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!" No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality. Again... I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!" No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality. I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!" No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality. Again... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Question of the Day If you were given an opportunity to go fulfill your dream (you HAVE to be doing it in another country), but if you went you could never come back, and there was no way you could contact any of your friends, would you? My Answer: That's very tough. I wouldn't go. I know I could make new friends, but I'm very attached to my friends here. I would wait for an opportunity over here, and if it never came, then I was never meant to fulfill it. HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY, GUYS! I'll BE AROUND TO VISIT SITES!

[Backroom] [Guestbook] [Add Me] [PM me] [My Art] [My Quiz Results] [My Fanfic]
These links all work, by the way



Comments (3) | Permalink

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

	Hey guys. How are you? Ever since today, I am going to start posting everyday. Whoopee. I miss doing that. Run away blues Okay, you know that guy who ran away with that girl? Well... that was about two weeks ago so yea. But he pled that he didn't run away with her. lol. That he went along for protection... so... I forgave him. *sigh* Don't ask me, I really couldn't tell you what is wrong with me. But, he's better now, so it's all good. My life until now My life has been pretty good up until now. But I think my sisterly figure is mad at me. *sigh* Anyways, she knows who she is, and she is begged to call if she reads this. Summer is going by WAY too fast. Seriously, it's like a coupla days til the end of june... I think... I lost track of the days. XD. Oh, and I will be around to visit sites alot more. Yayness. That's what I miss doing most cuz I hate when I post and people comment and I can't comment back. But now I have the whole day to myself, unless my friends call me over... which is frequent... hmm, yea. But I'll be around. I think. I don't hold promises, cuz they end up getting broken. *sigh* Welps, it's sad, ya know? But that's about it. My Last Breath by Evanesence Hold on to me love You know I can't stay long All I wanted to say was I love you and I'm not afraid Can you hear me? Can you feel me in your arms? Holding my last breath Safe inside myself Are all my thoughts of you Sweet raptured light it ends here tonight I'll miss the winter A world of fragile things Look for me in the white forest Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me) I know you hear me I can taste it in your tears Holding my last breath Safe inside myself Are all my thoughts of you? Sweet raptured light it ends here tonight Closing your eyes to disappear You pray your dreams will leave you here But still you wake and know the truth No one's there Say goodnight Don't be afraid Calling me calling me as you fade to black ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Random Question of the day What got you into Anime? Me: My cousin. When my cousin was 15, she was my best friend in the whole world (sadly, she grew up), and one night she wanted to watch a show called Inuyasha (lol. It was my first ever anime show, and it is still my favorite) that her friend had taped. I was only 9 then, I believe, but I was little, so I figured it'd be okay. So she put it in and an image of this giant fluffy dog popped up on the screen, and he was being fought off by this little guy with silver hair and ears. (Episode 7, Showdown! Inuyasha vs. Sesshomaru). So, anime was a family thing, until she grew up, I became obsessed, and still love it. She is also the one who has me start to draw. HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY GUYS! I WILL BE AROUND TO VISIT SITES!

[Backroom] [Guestbook] [Add Me] [PM me] [My Art] [My Quiz Results] [My Fanfic]
These links all work, by the way



Comments (5) | Permalink

Saturday, June 10, 2006

	Hey everyone, how are you? Good, I hope. Gah Someone I know ran away with a girl, this someone was my new bf, and when I say they ran away, I mean it literally. So I'm not in a very good mood. And when I talk to some of my friends about it, they just don't seem to understand. They're like "It's not worth getting upset over." But gee, what am I supposed to do? The whole problem is, I dunno why. Him and I have been going about for about almost 2 weeks now. So, it's not like we just started going out. Or maybe it is. I dunno. But I really don't want to talk to any of my friends right now, and I've even told them that, cuz they're all saying the same thing. "Sucks to be you." "I Really wish I could help you." "Aww, poor you." "I'm sorry you had to go through this." And then I'm turned away so we can talk about something else. I don't expect them to say much more, but god, they could at least say something crappy and wise. I'm tired of always being the friend with the advice. I want advice too. I sound like such a spoiled brat right now. *sigh* I don't even feel like going to work in the morning. It's not right to get snippy at my friends because they're only saying things I already am telling myself. It's now been 2 days to the day he left. sleepover My friend is hosting a sleepover for me and her. Yay sleepover. But I really want to talk to SesshysBride2Be instead. I was being really snippy to her earlier. *sigh* Hopefully I'll be a bit better then though. Breathe No More by Evanesence I've been looking in the mirror for so long. That I've come to believe my souls on the other side. Oh the little pieces falling, shatter. Shards of me, To sharp to put back together. To small to matter, But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces. If I try to touch her, And I bleed, I bleed, And I breathe, I breathe no more. Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well. Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child. Lie to me, Convince me that I've been sick forever. And all of this, Will make sense when I get better. I know the difference, Between myself and my reflection. I just can't help but to wonder, Which of us do you love. So I bleed, I bleed, And I breathe, I breathe now... Bleed, I bleed, And I breathe, I breathe, I breathe- I breathe no more. HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY GUYS. I WILL TRY TO BE AROUND TO VISIT SITES. I know I haven't been around to in awhile. I'm sorry.

[Backroom] [Guestbook] [Add Me] [PM me] [My Art] [My Quiz Results] [My Fanfic]
These links all work, by the way



Comments (9) | Permalink

Monday, June 5, 2006

	hey everyone. How are you? Good, I hope. Painting Well, with one and a half more days of school, I finally finished my painting, paid for it, and brought it home. It was pretty stunning, because my art teacher complimented me. It doubly surprised me because I thought he didn't like me, and also because an art teacher had never complimented me on my art before. He asked if I was going to be taking art at the High School, which I will be. Whooppee for art class. But I wonder if they'll let me draw and paint manga and anime. Everything I do is original, so that wouldn't be the problem, but maybe the art teacher will expect something more real? As in modern art and stuff? Who knows. I'll just have to wait. Fun Day Tomorrow is Fun day, a day where we all get out of classes, and a whole bunch of food stands like you would find at a fair arrive at the school, and they have a dunking tank, and a talent show, and singing and facepainting, kind of like a mini-carnival. We were given our Funday t-shirt (yay fun day t-shirt) which is free to wear tomorrow. We can also get pictures. lol. It seems I will have to gather and herd all my friends up and get a pic of them. That's what I did last year. ^^ Hmm, or may it be kinda boring? Last year it was fun, but now that we know what it is and what happens, maybe it won't be. Who knows. We'll make it fun. lol. School year's almost out I can't believe it. I went through alot of hard stuff (most of you know cuz I've been complaining about it since ever) but it went by kinda fast. I haven't said my goodbyes to my teachers, even though I should have cuz I don't have them everyday, because I really didn't take the time to think about it. Huh. I don't think I want to leave. Cuz some friends I may never see again. Some I may just stop talking to over the summer, or they'll stop talking to me, one is moving to a VERY far away place, and others, I may not be able to see when I go to school again. Last year none of me and my friends drifted apart, but this year our orignal table of friends broke up so we could go hang with other friends and the establishment of a great drift began, and this summer will only make it worse, I fear. However, I have a whole bunch of closely knit friends now, more than I thought I would ever have. 12 or 13, I believe. lol. I hope I can keep them and make more. That person, the one who said my hair was awful? Her friend hates me, that's why she said it. I don't know what I did, but I hope that she doesn't start anything next year too. Something to ponder (Random Question of the day) Explain how a: circle=52. Missing by Evanescence Please, please forgive me, But I won't be home again. Maybe someday you'll look up, And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one: "Isn't something missing?" You won't cry for my absence, I know - You forgot me long ago. Am I that unimportant...? Am I so insignificant...? Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me? [Chorus:] Even though I'm the sacrifice, You won't try for me, not now. Though I'd die to know you love me, I'm all alone. Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me? Please, please forgive me, But I won't be home again. I know what you do to yourself, I breathe deep and cry out, "Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me?" [Chorus] And if I bleed, I'll bleed, Knowing you don't care. And if I sleep just to dream of you I'll wake without you there, Isn't something missing? Isn't something... [Chorus] Have a WONDERFUL day guys!!!!!!!!!!!

[Backroom] [Guestbook] [Add Me] [PM me] [My Art] [My Quiz Results] [My Fanfic]
These links all work, by the way



Comments (3) | Permalink