Monday, April 24, 2006

	Hi guys. Sorry I haven't been on in awhile. It's been a bit, hasn't it? How are you all? Good, I hope. Site Change Hee hee.... yea. I got tired of the kingdom Hearts theme... especially since I beat the second one 2 fridays ago... so I changed it to Rouroni Kenshin. ^^ I am making a welcome sign of my own to go with it.... but I don't know where to go to get it up so I can't put it on. It's coding is just a whole bunch of goobly-guck that my pc thought up. Cuz its in My Pictures. ^^ I'd appreciate it if someone could tell me how I can get it up. Like, is there a site I can go to that will help, or does someone know how to do it? Like I said, I'd appreciate it if someone could tell me.^^ ^^ ^^ Hello life well, I don't have a boyfriend anymore, but that's okay. ^^ Some things may not be going as I planned them..... some people in my school are going out of their way to make my life a living hell, actually.... but it's okay. I'm not letting it bother me. and I hate to tell them, but all of their time and effort and energy is wasted. Cuz I'm not going to let it get me down. I've decided I'm stronger than that. Song lol. Someone told me that my song last time could put someone to sleep. Well, lol. Is the new one upbeat enough? Alot of you may know it as the Opening theme to Rouroni Kenshin. Here's the lyrics for anyone who would like to see them. ^^ Freckles I brushed against those freckles that I hated so, Life goes on and I heave a little sigh for you. It's heavy, the love that I would share for you, But it dissolves like it was just a sugarcube. Now the little pain sitting in my heart Has shrunk in a bit, but it really does hurt me now. Those silly horoscopes, I Guess I can't trust them after all. If we could get further away, I wonder what it would be like... ? Yay! I'd be so happy Inside my heart. All the memories I have are beautiful in my mind, But they don't feed the hunger deep inside my soul. And tonight I thought, I'd be just sitting in my sorrow. And now I must wonder wonder why. What did it really mean to you? I just can't see it anymore! I just can't see it anymore...... Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-ohhhhhhhhhhh.... Random Question of the Day If someone you had as a best friend told you she "never cared" and that you really didn't mean that much to her, would you stop being her friend? *I stopped being that person's friend. Some of you even know that person. She might even be reading this.*

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Tuesday, April 18, 2006

	hi guys. Today I've been really happy. I've recently been freed of a certain burden that I am not going to mention.... lol. So I was exceptionally happy. How are you guys? I hope extremely well. ^^ Yesterday Thanks for understanding yesterday guys. ^^ I love my life, it goes UP then it goes DOWN then it goes UP then it goes DOWN. Like a wave. Well, can't expect everything to go the same everyday. Life's more interesting that way...... I suppose. lol. Now I'm going to focus in on the good part of easter. lol. And thanks for the offer Magnus. I really appreciated it. ^^ Good part part 1 We were at my grandma's mowing the yard when my Uncle and his soon to be Stepwife came over. It seems even though he is the oldest, he always tries to impress my dad, or outdo him in any sense. Much like "anything you can do I can do better." I'm sorry to dissapoint him, but in everyone's eyes, my Dad I wouldn't say outdoes his brother, but well... can do better than him. The only reason being is because he doesn't try to outdo my Uncle. I had to listen to him gloat over my father about how he gets to go to 2 races and how he's president of a fanclub (Think Prince Yuki fan club.... only with Nascar) and it made me kinda mad that he would gloat over that, when he knows my dad loves Nascar. My dad was nice though, and he didn't show any sign that it annoyed him. And I didn't say anything about it on the way home. Well, my cousin Jordan came over. lol. I guess since his dad was there and all. *shrugs* He's always trying to put me down, make my life miserable, but when someone else makes it miserable..... watch out. He's a ticking timebomb then. He wants to beat the crud out of one of my friends for something I'm perfectly okay with now. And he always has to do stuff with me. Be around me and crud. Cuz he throws a fit when I don't want to spend any time around him (gee, wonder why) even though he's older. I don't know what his deal is. He's on a quest to be my favorite cousin. Thing is.... he's a guy and it's really hard for him to relate..... and also..... well... he makes my life miserable.lol. XD. My brother absolutely adores him, and I used to too when we were little. Then, he was sentimental, nice, kind. Now he's obnoxious, selfcentered, rude, mean, cocky, all those things. Wow, it's amazing what happens when you grow up and get popular. O.o lol. Anyways, no matter what he does, he always comes in second with me. And it makes him soooooo mad. I guess like father like son. Anywho, I didn't know what he was up too, I thought he was going to his friends, but he walked up the road looking for something. He went up and down that road two times, going past my dad's truck a total of four times. Well, when I finally walked up to him, figuring talking to SOMEONE even someone as cruel as him was better than talking to no one at all, he told me that he had gone looking for me up the road, cuz that had been "supposedly" where I had gone. LMAO. Well, where I really was was propped up against the window in my dad's truck rereading DNAngel on the side HE had even passed four times. The reason I know he passed the truck four times was because I had been watching him do it over and over and over and over again. Sadly, all he had to do was turn his head and look at the truck and he would have seen my hair smooshed against the window on HIS side. lol. XD XD XD XD. It was hilarious. But I didn't laugh in front of him. He would have tackled me. I spent the rest of the time kicking him in his leg, secretly making up for all the times he had put me down recently. He tried to kick back, but he never could. *rolls eyes* lol. Well, that's pretty much it. Oh, and I beat Kingdom Hearts 2 on Friday. ^^ I loved the ending!!!! XD Well, ^^ I hope you all have a wonderful day.

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Monday, April 17, 2006

	Hey everyone. Heh heh. Well.... I'm not okay. Well, in a way, I am, but I'm also not so.... yea. How is everyone? Good, I hope. So... many things.... going wrong.... can't breathe.... I'm not going to say what all, but things aren't going too well for me. Sooner or later, I'm hoping everything will turn out alright. But if it doesn't, I'm not too concerned about it. I'll just go back to being my lovely stick-in-the-mud self. Yep. Heh heh... okay, that's enough of that. Bleh. I like the music on here, and I can't find anything else that works. The other song I was going to put up.... "Passion" was a little too long to actually work on the site. So it was either some music or no music. Take it or leave it. lol. ^^ Happy belated Easter everyone. Have a Wonderful day ^^

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Monday, April 10, 2006

I'm talkin' 'bout love.

	Hey everyone. I'm going to make this short and sweet. lol. Well, I found out that the thing about my boyfriend not spending any time with me is not by his choice. Of course, this was assumed. It's a little bit of a story, but to fully understand how I came to this conclusion (although I'm sure you REALLY do not want to know), it has to be said. It's rather interesting actually. Well, one of my friends liked my boyfriend before I started going out with him, and apparently still kinda did when I was. When I told her she was real peeved off and all. And I guess she was sort of competing with me for him for awhile, even though he was and is with me. Well, she told me "if he loves you, I'm happy for you, but if he doesn't, I hate his guts." Only she said it in a real competitive way. And she wouldn't drop it. Well, I guess she let it go, cuz she called me today and told me that she talked to him and asked whether or not he really likes me and he said he did. She told me she could tell if he was lying, and said he did. And she sounded pleased and congradulated me. So, yea. That's the story. Eheh. And I'm boring you all to tears, aren't I? Okay, moving on. Yay. look at all the pretty kingdom hearts stuff I put up. ^^ I'm really happy with this one... sorry to all that liked my last one, but it didn't match, as someone pointed out, so I changed it. lol. I made this story up the other night. And it's actually surprisingly true, at least, I think it is. I hope you enjoy it. ^^ Once upon a time. There was a thing such as true love. A time when man worked on his own car, a time when a guy plowed his own fields with only his horse and plow for company. But one day, someone who thought he was very brilliant (and probably was), invented a tv. Everyone loved the tv. Just like they loved eachother. But the tv showed them the world, it showed them wars, and murders, and killings, and people crying, and it showed them violence. So much violence, that they came to forget everything that was really ever good to them in the world and forgot about it. All of them only worrying about the things they saw happening in the world, and wondering if they would be next. "I don't ever want anything like that to happen to me," One said one day. And silently everyone agreed. And so, everyone forgot what true love was. All they could do was watch what went on in the world, and shut their eyes, and their ears to everything they thought that would hurt them, including true love. When they had children, they taught their children the same thing. And true love became not something that happened, but something people only dreamed about. There is true love. We just forgot how to find it. Is it me, or is all of the stuff on here about love? Anyways, I hope you all have a wonderful day, I will try to be around to visit sites later. ^^ ^^ ^^

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Sunday, April 9, 2006

	Gah! I totally forgot to visit anyone's site on Monday!!! I'm sorry!!!! Yea, I know, I know. *sigh* It looks like daily updates aren't gonna be happening until the summer. Okay, i'm gonna try to make this short and sweet, cuz I have quite a bit to say. Tuesday: I got Kingdom Hearts II!!!!!!!! ^^ Wooohooo!!!! It's so fun! And I love the theme song. Wednesday: bleh. What happened that day? Oh right, went to my boyfriend's house for a bit. You know, he's not spending alot of time with me, and barely calls me. I didn't expect him to spend an overly tremendous amount of time with me, but I barely see him, except when I walk by him in the hall. Oh well. I'm tired of complaining about it. Thrusday: My track coach wasn't going to put me in any competition for this day, but I forced him to put me in the 100m dash and I won first place. Showed him, didn't I? Friday: Went to the local hangout with a few friends and had some fun, although no one I was really used to hanging out with was there. Saturday: Had a friend spend the night. I was the only volunteer that showed up for work. bleh. We were swamped. I had a SesshysBride2Be spend the night. ^^ We had fun. Sunday: nothing much happened today. Ate a biiiiiiig breakfast, so big none of us were hungry the rest of the day, and played Kingdom hearts until about 7:00, in which i got frustrated and had a headache so I turned it off. Well, I hope you all have a wonderful day. ^^ I will try to get to sites today, okay?

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Monday, April 3, 2006

	Bleh. I'm happy. ^^ lol. REALLY REALLY happy. Read on. muahahahaha. and now I sound like a weirdo. ^^' It's amazing how one thing can change EVERYTHING Yes, as you are aware, I am extremely happy. You may never have seen me so happy since last year, for some of you, and for others, well, you just haven't seen me this happy. lol. Well, the deal is........I have a boyfriend. :D :D :D And I love him to peices. We started going out Friday. The only bad news is, I only talked to him on the phone once everyday since then and didn't get to see him. I hope nothing will go wrong, I'm suspicious, and worried. If my heart breaks..... I doubt I'd be able to pick up the peices again for awhile. Cuz my heart is slowly healing, but it hasn't healed yet. And one push could break it more than before. But I'm doing my best not to think about it. ^^ Really, I'm not. I may not understand why we're not around eachother or why we don't talk to eachother very much..... but I'm sure its going to get better. Right? I hope so. Really, I'm happy. lol. How are you guys?! Bleh, I haven't been on for like, I think four days, even though I said I would post everyday now. I guess I'm still getting caught up with it all. lol. So, how are you? Are you good? Are you bad? Are you happy? Are you sad? If good and happy, that's wonderful!!!!!!!! ^^ But it bad and sad, then I hope you feel better!!!!!!!!!!! :< Well, guys, that's pretty much it for today. So, I hope have a wonderful day. ^^I will be around to visit sites later.

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Friday, March 31, 2006

	Okay, I'm a little riled right now. So bear with me, guys. I'm going to make something PERFECTLY clear to someone here on theO. I got into a fight with someone on theO. So, that someone pmed me up, throwing a hissy fit. I calmly explained to that someone about what I had been trying to say during our fight, sent it, and figured that was the end of it. I couldn't have been more wrong. When I recently checked all comments on all entries up on my site, I found one from that someone, snapping at me about what I did. No matter that someone's intentions, I felt that that comment was put up to embarrass me in front of my friends on theO, and to make me feel ashamed and sorry for that someone. So I will say it now. I HAVE NEVER BEEN MORE INSULTED BY ANYONE! I do not want anyone to ever comment on my site and start downgrading me, please. Since I know that all of you wouldn't. But, that's what PMs are for. I deleted that persons comment, and all that. But that doesn't mean I'm still not angry. Anyways, I hope you all have a wonderful day, that you are in a very good mood, that you are feeling at your own personal best, and note that I will be around to visit sites today. Have a wonderful day everyone.

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Thursday, March 30, 2006

	Hey everyone. How have you been? Good I hope. I am finally getting ready to start daily posts again. ^^ Track makes it kinda hard, but its bearable. Muahahahaha. And that was random. Yea..... anyways, I'm not going to say much, except, Who can't see my Back ground? I'd appreciate if you tell me, cuz if you can't see it, I have to change it. lol. Cuz seeing it is why I put it up. Not much is going on around here. Only peopel are spreading stuff about me, I'm trying not to lose my temper, and its a half day tommorrow. Which means early talk time, and i'll probably be able to say more. Well, I will be visiting sites, and please excuse the garbled garbagy mess I made of my post. Have a wonderful day everyone! ^^

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Thursday, March 23, 2006

	Hey everyone. Ho9w was your day? Good, I hope. ^^ Track Meet I had a track meet today. It was pretty okay. My team of Relay didn't win, but we all weren't long distance runners, and our Relay team had the longest choice of distance to run. But we had to run, cuz that's where the coach put us. *shrugs* I never thought it would of affected how I eat though. When I got home, I wasn't very hungry, I only craved liguids, and liguidy food like fruits. And now, I still feel like I want to run. maybe I'll run around the block later..... ^^. lol. *ignores all the people yelling "obsessed" at her* Balanced time I think I have found out how to balance my time to be able to write on theO everynight now. So if everything goes well, I will be on every night. ^^ Random Question of the day If someone makes you mad, how do you control it? Me: I don't, they do. If they want to distinguish that anger, they better do it quickly. My anger builds of time, especially when I am left to think about it. HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY GUYS!!!! I WILL BE AROUND TO VISIT SITES!!!! This is a freaky far out very accurate fun quiz thingy that I was told to post your instincts has its advantages all the time... This is freaky as anything...DO NOT CHEAT (You'll will kick yourself later) I was a little skeptical trying this, but if you follow the instructions to the "t" you'll be surprised!!!! All of my answers were accurate. We'll see tomorrow if the wish comes true. I'll let you know. Take 3 minutes and try this...it will freak you out! The person who sent it to me said her wish came true 10 minutes after they read the mail. BUT NO CHEATING! This game has a funny/spooky outcome. Don't read ahead...just do it in order! It takes about three minutes...it's worth a try First..get a pen and paper. When you actually choose names, make sure it's people you actually know and go with your first instinct. Scroll down one line at a time...and don't read ahead or you'll ruin it! 1. First, write the numbers 1 through 11 in a column. 2. Then, beside numbers 1 and 2, write down any two numbers you want. 3. Beside the 3 and 7, write down the names of members of the opposite sex. NO LOOKING AHEAD...OR IT WON"T TURN OUT RIGHT! 4. Write anyone's name (like friends or family....) in the 4th, 5th, and 6th spots. 5. Write down four song titles in 8,9,10, and 11. GO WITH YOUR INSTINCT PEOPLE!!!! 6. Finally, make a wish. And now the key for the game..... 1. You must tell (the number in space 2) people about this game. 2. The person in space 3 is the one that you love. 3. The person in 7 is one you like but can't work out. 4. You care most about the person you put in 4. 5. The person you name in number 5 is the one who knows you very well. 6. The person you name in 6 is your lucky star. 7. The song in 8 is the song that matches with the person in number 3. 8. The title in 9 is the song for the person in 7. 9. The tenth space is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind. 10. and 11 is the song telling you how you feel about life this is so accurate NOW...post this bulletin (dont reply) within the hour... IF you do.. your wish will come true... If you don't it will become the opposite u must post this in another room in 3 hours!!!! GOOD LUCK

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Sunday, March 19, 2006

	Hello everyone. How are you? Good, I hope. My day so far is good, and my whole weekend was good. PM I sent a pm around, or at least I thought I did, that said that I was sorry that I was not coming to sites when people were coming to mine. But when I looked at my sent items, it said I only sent one. *sigh* Sorry. Friday Friday I went to a game club, where all the teens in the high school and junior high like to hang out every Friday. I talked to everyone this time, and it was very fun. I got many compliments from some people who I'd never seen there before. My image is kinda gothic, and it's not a bad thing, but it tends to make me look very sad. So, one of the guys I'd never seen before (he thought I was 19 the first time he saw me, and was surprised to learn I went to Junior High with him, showing exactly how little I am actually noticed at my school), came up to me and said "You look sad." My reply was, "Really? I always look sad." I didn't think much of it, until he said, "Here, let me give you a hug," and hugged me. Now, in the game cellar, if someone wants to hug you, that hug lasts 30 seconds at most. But when the 30 seconds were up, and I tried to pull away, very gently, he wouldn't let go. So I was like "Okay, I'll just chill for the rest of the minute until he lets go." So I waited, but suddenyl his grip got tighter and he said, "Let me squeeze all the tears out of you!" and squeezed me as tight as he could, and picked me up. I yelped, quessing, and I was right, that in the position I was, I might be too heavy for him. He dropped me almost automatically back to the floor, but then tried again, and kept me up for like, 30 secs. My apologetic reaction was, "I'm way too heavy for this." Big mistake. He sat me back down, and my friend said, "See, she thinks she's fat!" So he looked me in the eye and said, you're not fat, if a guy calls you fat, it means your unattractive. And you're not fat. Then him and my friend went around asking people it they thought I was fat. I could have died. lol. But it was still fun, and I thank him for the compliment. Well, that's all, pretty much. HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY, GUYS!!! I WILL BE AROUND TO VISIT SITES!!!!!!!

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