Hey guys. whoa, slow day. not alot of people updated. Heh heh. ^^ So, how are all you guys? Good I hope.
My day. Wow, what a scary thought
Me? Things are good. Except this frick'n prep kept quaking at me. It was a guy, the same guy who likes to ask to copy my science homework and if he thinks he's copying my homework after this he can forget it. Anyways, yea, he kept quacking at me and laughed at me when I looked at him out of the corner of my eye. As you may or may not know, I'm an emo (I don't do the cutting thingy tho, so no worries) and alot of preps don't like me for it. Hec, they never liked me. And I got in a bad mood. So bad, I was almost in tears when I told my friend about it before lunch. When I was little, everyone picked on me about everything, EVERYTHING. And it scarred me. So much, there isn't a day that goes by that I don't ask "Am I pretty? Am I skinny? Am I? I don't beleive you. Am I?!?" (cuz those were the things they picked on me for). What really set me off is he was sitting with and talking to the girl who did it the most when I was little. I wanted to crawl under a rock, and never come out. I was seriously considering going to the guidance office and requesting to go home. I only had a period to go. and if they said "Oh well, you can calm down at school." I would have told them, "There is no way I can calm down while I'm in this school. I hate this school. I hate the kids in it. I hate it here, in this office. You act like I have a problem that needs an asylum to fix, when really all I need is my house."
Which is what they do when someone who is emo or goth steps into that office. They act like your a ticking time bomb that could find its way onto the top of the building about ready to jump.
But I ddin't go. I stayed. Adn now I'm still in a bad mood. And that prep better watch his step. Cuz I'm cold to those I feel nessacary to haev a grudge against. Grr, sorry. I just need to calm down.
Weekend
This weekend, I went to the mall with SesshysBride2Be, and as those who may have visited her site may remember, her boyfriend was supposed to call and meet us there. He never did. I was over at her house practically all weekend, and the guy never called. I was kinda annoyed. No offense to any guys or girls that may find it offensive, but my boyfriends would have NEVER dared to do that. When I told them to call, I expected them to have the courtesy and show me the respect I would show them and call.
I'm gonna start putting up lyrics to songs that I like. ^^
Song: Helena
Artist:MCR
Cd: Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge
Long ago
Just like the hearse, you die to get in again
We are so far from you
Burning on, just like a match you strike to incinerate
The lives of everyone you know
And what’s the worst you take (worst you take)
From every heart you break (heart you break)
And like a blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well, I've been holding on tonight
[chorus]
What’s the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Came a time
When every star falls
Brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And what’s the worst you take (worst you take)
From every heart you break (heart you break)
And like a blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well, I've been holding on tonight
[chorus]
What’s the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Well, if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Can you hear me
Are you near me
Can we pretend to leave and then
We’ll meet again, when both our cars collide
[chorus]
What’s the worst that I can say
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Well, if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long Not and goodnight
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I love that song! lol. I was so suprised when it came on during the credits for House Of Wax, just a minute ago. (Cuz I just got done watching it on HBO).
Well, Have a wonderful day everyone! ^^
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