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Friday, June 30, 2006






Hey guys. How are you? Good, I hope. This time I am trying to stick to what I promised by updating and visiting EVERY day. But I don't promise things much, cuz sometimes they get broken.


Story
Yea, I am so sorry that I didn't give out notice or warning about my story chapter yesterday. But Chapter 6 will be up FRIDAY (Even though it's like, 1:39am, in my mind its still Thursday). Be honest with me though, should I continue it? If not, then chapter 6 will be the last chapter that I'll put up. I'm not sure how many of you actually like it, is all I'm saying. So, yea. Tomorrow's chapter should be a little better than usual.


Phone calls

I spent 3 hours and 14 some minutes on the phone with two of my friends. lol. I think I used up quite a bit of minutes. Oh well, I've got a whole bunch of them. The first phone call I talked with my feriend for 2 hours and we talked about guys, and school, and about how hard this year was on us and everything, and our hopes for high school. If eighth grade was any incantation of how high school is going to be, I never want to go. But I will anyway. lol.

Summer
Summer for me so far has not been as great as I thought it would be, but I hadn't expected it to be. I stil get to hang out with a few of my friends, but others.... not so much. They have jobs, and family things, and all that. But nowadays I sleep all day anyway. We used to go to the mall everyday last year, but then again the gas prices were lower then. *sigh* The mall is a good couple of gallons of gas away, so you know how it is. But seriously, three dollars for a gallon of gas? Has the goverment gone crazy? Better yet, has the world gone crazy? O.o, I take back that question for fear of the fact that I already have the answer.

Hate Me by Blue October

I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face
And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space

Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you.

I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with.
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing that I won't touch again.
In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so f****** far away that I'll never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you.

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "Make it go away!"
Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you
...for you...for you...for you

Random Question Of The Day
If one of your good friends was kidnapped, what would you do to get them back?

Me: I would do whatever it takes.

HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY, GUYS! I WILL BE AROUND TO VISIT SITES!!!!!!!!




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