Hey everyone. How are you? Good I hope.
~Story~
Okay, chapter seven may not be up for a bit, I'm thinking maybe... next week sometime, or maybe the week after that. Yea, details on why will be down below.
~Never has there ever been more fear put into one word.... VACATION~
Yes, I am going on the vacation next week, or the week after next... I don't know. It's my parents' vacation, I'm just going along on it. *giggles*
We're going to the beach I think, which should be fun, only we're going to be in our old, sandy, mildew-smelling tent. Yuck. I wouldn't mind so bad, but the mildew smell kinda makes the tent feel damp, and me feel damp, and I don't like that feeling. But I can't complain. It's vacation, and the beach ought to be fun. Of course, if I go, I won't be on theO for a week.
So, if anyone wants to talk to me, PM me and I'll get back to you when I get back. Regardless, I'll let you know when I'm leaving a couple days before I go, just to let you know.
My day
Well, I had... let's just keep calling him "Runaway" call me today right after I got up around 5:19pm (everyone: O.o me: Yea, I know.). He was snapping and yelling at me about something, and let me say this much for myself: When I get up, I am about as happy as an irritable bear. To say the very least, he was playing with fire. So, of course, as my poor brain function tried to get me to wake up completely, I picked up the phone only to hear a very loud angry voice coming through the reciever. This did not make me happy. Of course, what we argued about was me breaking up with him. Which I had done a good coupla days ago. He wanted me to tell him that I broke up with him because I liked someone else, so, basically, he called wanting me to lie to him. I told him I wouldn't, and eventually I got so angry I told him, "You know what? when you're ready to talk to me and not try to make me say something that isn't true, call me." and I hung up on him. Lately, he's been calling so much that whenever I'm with my friends, I can't talk or have fun with them at all. He calls a good 4 to 5 times a day. I want to be friends with him, but this is getting to be too much to handle. Anyways, my day was quite ruined after that.
~Lies by Evanescence~
Bound at every limb by my shackles of fear
Sealed with lies through so many tears
Lost from within, pursuing the end
I fight for the chance to be lied to again
You will never be strong enough
You will never be good enough
You were never conceived in love
You will not rise above
They'll never see
I'll never be
I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger
Burning deep inside of me
But through my tears breaks a blinding light
Birthing a dawn to this endless night
Arms outstretched, awaiting me
An open embrace upon a bleeding tree
Rest in me and I'll comfort you
I have lived and I died for you
Abide in me and I vow to you
I will never forsake you
They'll never see
I'll never be
I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger
Burning deep inside of me
They'll never see
I'll never be
I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger
Burning deep inside of me
~Random Questions of the Day~
Would you rather be very skinny or very beautiful?
Would you rather be very fat or very ugly?
Me: I don't know... it's hard to decide because if you were very ugly, would it matter if you were very skinny? and if you were very fat would it matter if you were very beautiful? I guess it makes you wonder just how accepting the world really is.
HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY, GUYS!!! I WILL BE AROUND TO VISIT SITES!