Saturday, May 28, 2005

   Had fun
Just came back from my friend Vanessa's house.I had 2 practice 4 her 15ths that she is having.This is my 1st time being in 1 so i need 2 get this right.Not a lot of people came.It was just me,Adrian,Roya,Alex,Luis,Kyle,Brianna,Xochile,and Nikki.My partner wasn't here so my partner was Kyle then i had 2 trade partners w/ Alex because she said that Adrian wasn't doing the steps right.So,we switch and when i danced w/ Adrian he seemed 2 know the steps.I don't know what Alex was talking about.I finally talk 2 Kyle and he said that he's over his girlfriend but i think he's really not.I feel bad 4 him.Anuways,When Practice was over we went inside 2 watch Fox and the Hound(me and Adrian love that movie)and i picked up Vanessa's dog and put her on my lap 2 pet her.Theni looked over @ Adrian and Vanessa's dog was eatting a chip that was on Adrian's....er...crotch.^_^;;lol.He looked down and got kinda freaked out.lol.Me and Roya started laugh really hard.lol.I had a great time.I'm glad that i talked 2 Kyle 2day.It made me feel better.^_^
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Friday, May 27, 2005

   HI!
Hey guys!Thanxs 4 the comments.Glad u like the message Alex.^_^Love ya big bro.^_^I hear texts messaging on ur cell lowers ur IQ.....lol.So i texts my friend James(he's bi)and i asked him if there going over adrian's house 2day and they said that there going over Falica's house to go see the new Star Wars movie that just came out!!!!!I was so pissed off!I haven't seen the new 1 and i really wanted 2 see it!!!ARG!!!!Sorr but i'm a Star Wars fan.^_^;;Well if u guys want 2 check out my myspace then the link is beclow.^_^

http://www.myspace.com/9006536
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Saturday, May 21, 2005

   I....feel....so...stupid....
Just came back from Adrian's house.It was cool.I meet Adrian's friendsand got 2 hear him and his band play.They play pretty good but Adrian kept on messing up like 5 times!But they still play good.After that we jumped in the pool.We played tag w/ 2 grown-ups that acted like their 15.lol.I got tired afterwards.I didn't see James though.Either he left or he fell asleep in Adrian's room.I gave James all my Pokemon cards that i collected 4 3 years.He liked them.I gave Adrian his b-day card i meda hima dn Kyle a drawing i drew 4 him of Gir riddging a pig.They all liked it.When i was over there i wanted 2 talk 2 Kyle about him and Amy.I felt really bad 4 him.It takes a very long time 2 get over the person u like.Trust me,i've been there.-_-But if i talk 2 him about it he might be depressed.He seemed Depressed.Poor Kyle.I feel so bad 4 him.And now that i didn't get a chance 2 talk 2 him i feel like a stupid friend that doesn't care about him!*starts hitting myself*ARGG!!!HOW COULD I DO THAT 2 A FRIEDN THAT IS DEPRESSED?!?!I HATE IT WHEN MY FRIENDS R LIKE THIS!!!!*starts 2 cry*I....I....hate it.....I....I'm so...sorry....Kyle.....*cries*
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Thursday, May 19, 2005

   4 sure i'm going
I might be going 2 Adrian's b-ady party on Sat. but it depends on my grades.FUCK THAT!!!!I'm going anyways.^_^I give my parents a Friday report on what grades i'm getting in ALL my classes and i got 1 of them and just changed 2 of my grades from a D 2 a C.^_^She will never know!

"The little things in life are ours to sort alone,each one can build a stubling block or form a stepping stone..."

~Jessy~

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Saturday, May 14, 2005

   Boring but awsome
I just came back from Adrian's house.It was fun i guess.I was the only person there that doesn't go 2 West Covina High.(cures my parents!>_<+)Anyways,we went in the pool and i made up an excuse 2 my dad that i took a shower be4 i came 2 Adrian's house.So,Adrian and Nelly r back 2gether.I feel so unloved.I hate it when it's spring because i see 2 many couples out!F U ALL!!!Yeah,so it was a weird day 'cause my cat woke me up while he was bitting my nose.What a weird cat i have.I didn't even give him catnip 2day 'cause something was wrong w/ him.He was running around the house and killing a lot of roches.I had no school 2day and my grandma left 2 the store and i was left alone.I started hearing things.It was weird but i got use 2 it.I have the Pokemon theme song stuck in my head 2day.I should but a backround of Pokemon 4 James.2 tell u guys the truth...i'm still kinda into Pokemon.SHIT!I still have my Pokemon cards.I might give them 2 James though as a b-day gift since i didn't give him anything on his b-day.I felt bad.On my way back 2 my house there was this cat sitting on the middle of the street and my dad was about 2 run over it but he drove ariund the cat and the cat just watch us go around him!That is 1 suicideil cat!That happened yesterday 2!Thats kinda freaky.-_-Well,yeah.How was ur day?
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Friday, May 13, 2005

   Help him out.
Hey guys.Yesterday i called Adrian 2 tell him that i was going over is house 2day and he sounded sad so i asked him what was wrong and he told me that him and his grilfriend,Nelly,broke up.I felt really bad 4 him.@ 1st i thought he was kidding but he wasn't.Nelly told me a while back that she had a history about her cheating on her boyfriends ever since she 1st boyfriend cheated on her.So i told Adrian and he said that he already knew!I asked i=him if he already knew then y would he get w/ her and he told me that he liked her a lot.-_-But it's stupid what Nelly does 2 her boyfriends because of what her 1st boyfriend did 2 her!Just because he did that 2 her doesn't mean 2 do that 2 other guys!and it really pissed me off when she said that she wanted 2 break up w/ him because she did somethimg really bad.-_-+That little B****!She will DIE!!!Adrian is like a brother 2 me.He is like another Alex 2 me!(destenyssweetman)It told my friend,Roya,and me and her and Vanessa r going 2 kick her ASS when we see her!She is going DOWN!!!!
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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

   Funny
On Saturday i went over Vanessa's house 2 practice 4 her 15ths.I had nobody 2 practice w/ so i practice the dance w/ Roya.We dance really good.But it was kinda funny seeing 2 girls dancing w/ each other.^_^;;Well and hour later Adrian and Andrew ame.I was Adrian's partner and Roya was Rick's partner.Adrian knows the dance but he just needs practice.Nelly or James,if ur reading this ask Vanessa what the dance steps r 2 her 15ths and help out Adrian.Thanks.When practice was over we ate Subway and talk about out memories from last year.Some of it was really funny and some of it was sad.Then they started talking about parties that they went(that i didn't go be cause i go 2 a diffrenet school)and said that they had a blast.I felt kinda left out 'cause...this whole year i only went 2 1 party.I felt like a total idiot!So,when Rick and Andrew left it was me,Roya,Vanessa,and Adrian and we drank 2 6 liter bottels of soda and man i don't know what the hell they put in there but we go so hyper off of that that we just started laughing and Adrian looked @ us all weird.It's not like he got hyper off of soda befor.He got hyper off of 2 soda cands of Pepsi last year!That damnass,but i still love him as a friend.^_^Plus,i just want 2 say Happy Birthday 2 Kyle.Hope u have a great b-day.^_^
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Saturday, May 7, 2005

   I had a great time.
I went over Adrian's house yesterday and i had funny.It was just me Adrian,James,Pena and another friend of Adrian but i 4got his name.-_-We played some games on Game Cube(i was just watching)then when watch this anime show called Kite or something and it was....weird.It had a lot....A LOT of blood and some.....parts that were just....er,nasty.All the guys got pissed of 'cause they order pizza from Pizza Hut and it never came so Adrian cancled is and called his dad 2 order it.lol.So,we ate pizza then we woke up James and went in the pool.I was the only girl there so Pena went 2 Adrian's room and got 1 of his shorts.So....i changed and went in.^_^It was pretty funny but i thought that Adrian or Pena were going 2 do something perverted 2 me.^_^;;Then my dad called said that we were leaving and he saw me wet and i started thinking that he is going 2 be a pissed of Cuban now.>__>+)So,yeah i had fun.^_^
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Saturday, April 23, 2005

   Something is missing....but what?
Hey guys.I have this feeling in my heart.It's like something is missing....i just don't know what though.I have Jesus in my heart and my friends,but something else is missing.everyday i ask myself what it is that i'm missing.I get even more confused and lost that i can't even concentrate in class or anything else.It's like a pain....an acking feeling in my heart.Y can it just go away?I just want 2 get ride of it!I hate this feeling!This fucken pain!I feel so ignored,lonley......a ghost.No 1 understands what i'm going through except 4 Vanessa.Sometimes i feel like killing myself.But there is something that is holding me back....telling me not 2 do it.It's God and my friends in my heart telling me not 2 do it and 2 think about what will happend when i'm gone.So,i didn't kill mydelf but i sometimes think about killing myself....and getting the pain out of my heart.I cry almost everyday.My perants ignore me and don't let me go anywhere.I feel like no 1 loves me in my family and that i don't feel that i'm part of their family.*sigh*My life is so mussed up.1 of the reasons y is because of my family.Almost all my friends r in a relationship.I feel so......so.....ugly.U know.I'm always depressed.I hate my life.I even hate meI can't do anything right!I want 2 run away and never come back!*starts crying*Y is my life like this?!
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005

   lol
Hey guys!Well,i had a good time last Sunday w/ my friends.I got really hyper 2 and....i hit my best friend Adrian in the balls w/ my marshmellow bag.^_^;Well,he started it!He started throwing MY marshmellow's @ me so....yeha.lol.Me and Venessa started laughing so hard.lol.He was rolling on the ground laughing @ the sametime.^_^;;I'm sorry Adrian!Anyways,I called Kyle 2 see if he was going 2 hang out w/ us and...i called him @ work!>_
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