Monday, April 11, 2005

   Have u ever felt this way be4?
Hey guys!Have u ever had an aiking feeling in ur heart and u don't know y?4 some reason...thats happening 2 me.It's like feeling that i get when u and ur boyfriend break up.*sigh*When i get this feeling...i get so confused.There is so many questions in my head that need 2 be answered.Sorry,i myst be freaking u guys out.^_^;Well, g2g be4 my mom finds out i'm on the computer.lol.See ya.~_^
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Sunday, April 3, 2005

   I feel worried guys.
Hey guys!How’s it going?I’m doing ok I guess.I went 2 my friend’s house because I’m in her quinceanera(a party for a 15 year old girl) so we could practice the dance and my friends Adrian and Kyle.Kyle is my xboyfriend and I still liked him a lot.-_-I talked 2 his “xgrilfriend”(the 1 that he cheated on me w/) and she told me the reason y she broke up w/ him is because he wasn’t hanging around her and he seemed depressed.I got really worried.She said that she really didn’t want 2 break up w/ him and that she just wanted 2 start all over again.I was going 2 got talked 2 him but he left early.I feel so bad now.I hate it when ur w/ some1 but u go 2 different schools and u don’t know what the hell their doing behind ur back.*sigh*I hate my life.It just keeps on getting worse and worse.I’ll try 2 talk 2 him next Sunday when I see him again ‘cause he’s in my friends quinceanera.Hope I can help him.Wish me luck.^_^
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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

   BWAAAAA!
So how was everybody's Easter?Mine was scary!The Easter bunny was stalikng me in the mall!!!!>< DAMN BUNNY!I WILL EAT UR CHOCOLATE BUNNY FRIENDS IN FRONT OF U!!!!BWAAAAAA!*takes deep breath*.......i'm....ok......damn bunny.HE SHALL DIE!!!!I WILL SHOVE A CARROT DOWN HIS THROAT!!!.....I'm ok now.*twich**twich*

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Sunday, March 27, 2005

   ^_^
Hey guys!Happy Easter!
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Wednesday, March 23, 2005

   YEAH!!!
2DAY IS MY B-ADY!!!I'm turning 15.^_^
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Saturday, March 12, 2005

   Hey!
Hey guys!Sorry i havent wrote here 4 a lond ass time.^_^;;I made a myspace if u guys want 2 visit it. http://profiles.myspace.com/users/18013075
Anyways,I go w/ 1 of my guy friends and he cheated on me w/ a girl i dont even know.*sigh*I feel so heart broken.This is the 2nd time that a guy cheated on me.I was so happy w/ him then i was w/ this 1 guy that is 1 of my guy friends 2.I got my 1st kiss from him and that was like last month.We were 2gether 4 a week.*sniff*I feel like crap now!I dont know what else 2 do.I'm only 14 and i'm turning 15 this month on the 23rd.
Sorry.Anyways,So how r u guys doing?And just want 2 say hi 2 my big bro. Alex.Hi!*hug*
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Saturday, January 22, 2005

   Hi!
Hey guys!Sorry i havent post on here 4 a long time.^_^;;Well,i talked 2 my friend and he said that there was nothing wrong but i know there is.He just wont tell me-_-Anyways,i have 2 study 4 finals 2day,2morrow,and Monday.Then i came up w/ this great idea 4 all of my friends 2 study 2getther!I was thinking that we should go 2 Starbucks and study there!They though it was a great idea.I thought it was 2.It'll be like a study hall in Starbucks.lol.But since we have have fianls next week there wont be any art class on Tusday.*tear*O well,my be next Tusday there be art class. On Friday i dont know if i should go 2 the winter formal @ West Covina High of go hang out w/ my friends.I dont know what 2 do.*sigh*Well,got 2 study.See u guys later!Bye!
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Saturday, January 15, 2005

   What should i do?
Hey guys!I had a lot of fun yesterday w/ some of my friends but they were all guys so i felt kinda wierd being the only girl there but i got over it.Went over 1 of my best friends house,u know Adrian the guy i always say dillhole 2 on my site 1 time.Well anyways,it was me,Pena(he was my x-boyfriend that i couldn't get over but i did),Kyle,James,James(yes there was 2 James there),Igy(i think thats how u spell it),and David.Some of them were in a band and i heard them play.They were pretty good.Then we went 2 the movies around 6 or 7 and meet some people over there but they didn't see the movie w/ us.We went 2 go see Electra.It was ok but it was kinda crony @ the sametime.Me and Kyle were talking 2 each other a lot.I was so excited that i was w/ my friends.We went 2 a bookstore called Barns & Nobles.WE went 2 the anime section then we went 2 some other section that i just cant say.lol.But then my dad called me and said that he was waiting outside 4 me.I told my friends i had 2 go and Kyle looked sad that i was leaving.I asked him what was wrong and he said it was nothing.I thought i did something wrong that i made him feel that way.*sigh*But i dont even know what i did.I hope i didnt hurt his feelings or something like that.I feel so bad now.I couldn't fall asleep.I was just trying 2 remember what i did 2 him that made him sad.I'll try 2 call him and talke 2 him.Help me out guys.What should i do?







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Monday, January 10, 2005

Hello!!!!^_^
Hey guys!I'm feeling a little sick but i'm ok.Its raining hard over here in West Covina!Me likey!^_^lol.My cat,Matt,saids hi 2 u guys all.Valintimes Day is coming and i'm kinda excited but not really because i dont have a boyfriend.(except 4 Yugi and Yami Yugi)*sigh*O well,Maybe this year i'll get 1.I dont know because i'm not attractive.-_-;;



Romaji Lyrics English Translation
Ima no bokutachi ni Chizu nante iranai
Yami o kirisaita Kibou dake kono te ni


A map isn't needed to us now
Only the hope that ripped apart the darkness in in my hands

Gooru o kimezu Tada yume e Fumidashiteku
Without deciding on a goal, I'll just take a step toward my dream

EYE'S Kanjiru mama ni Kimi no me ga mitsukeru sa
Oh! EYE'S Negatta mono ga Tamashii o furuwaseru *Kettou nara
EYE'S, while I feel them, I'll find your eyes
Oh! EYE'S, if what I wished for is a duel that shudders my soul

Kokoro sumitsuita Sabishisa wa Kienai
Dakara itamu te de Dakishimete Michitsure ni
The loneliness that settled down in my heart can't disappear
So I'll embrace it with my hurting hands and take it along

Namida o shitte Umarekuru Tsuyosa ga aru
I know tears, so there's a strength that will be born

EYE'S Shinjite ireba Kimi no me ga mitsukeru sa Yeah!
Oh! EYE'S Yadotta mono ga Unmei o hiraiteku Yuuki nara
EYE'S, if I believe, I'll find your eyes, Yeah!
Oh! EYE'S, if what dwelled is a courage that opens up destiny

EYE'S Kanjiru mama ni Kimi no me ga mitsukeru sa
Oh! EYE'S Negatta mono ga Tamashii o furuwaseru *Kettou nara
EYE'S, while I feel them, I'll find your eyes
Oh! EYE'S, if what I wished for is a duel that shudders my soul



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Sunday, January 9, 2005

Hey!
Sorry i havent post anything here 4 a long time.I was working on my xanga site.Anyways,How r u guys going?I'm doing ok i guess.Me and my other friends went 2 the movies 2 see White Noise and damn was that movie scary.0.0Well,it wasnt that scary but it was ok.Then we went 2 go see Meet The Fockers.It was really funny.lol.If u guys havent seen it yet i'm beging u 2 see it.I read this 1 manga comic called Fushigi Yugi and its funny and good.She kinda reminds me of me because she likes 2 eat food.lol.
Yesterday i got really sad.My older sister and my perants were fighting until 2:00 in the mornning.My older sister hit my mom and started yelling @ my dad.She was about 2 run away from home but i held her back.I feel like my perants r going 2 split up because of this crap.My older sister can be such a bitch sometimes.Help me out guys.What should i do?

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