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Saturday, April 23, 2005

   Something is missing....but what?
Hey guys.I have this feeling in my heart.It's like something is missing....i just don't know what though.I have Jesus in my heart and my friends,but something else is missing.everyday i ask myself what it is that i'm missing.I get even more confused and lost that i can't even concentrate in class or anything else.It's like a pain....an acking feeling in my heart.Y can it just go away?I just want 2 get ride of it!I hate this feeling!This fucken pain!I feel so ignored,lonley......a ghost.No 1 understands what i'm going through except 4 Vanessa.Sometimes i feel like killing myself.But there is something that is holding me back....telling me not 2 do it.It's God and my friends in my heart telling me not 2 do it and 2 think about what will happend when i'm gone.So,i didn't kill mydelf but i sometimes think about killing myself....and getting the pain out of my heart.I cry almost everyday.My perants ignore me and don't let me go anywhere.I feel like no 1 loves me in my family and that i don't feel that i'm part of their family.*sigh*My life is so mussed up.1 of the reasons y is because of my family.Almost all my friends r in a relationship.I feel so......so.....ugly.U know.I'm always depressed.I hate my life.I even hate meI can't do anything right!I want 2 run away and never come back!*starts crying*Y is my life like this?!
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