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Wednesday, May 18, 2005

   Wow its totally my fault that i havent been on in soo long
well of course its my fault, duh!! newayz lately ive been feeling sucky. like youre feeling something that youre not supposed to ... yea.. newayz whats been going on is that im, out of nowhere, am starting to or is already liking this one girl, that's right i said GIRL, newayz since im a loser, this is the first time ive ever felt like this and i dont know what to do... i know i can trust my friends so i told them about it and they couldnt really help me cuz of course they all or most like the opposite sex... well the ones that could help are guys and all they ever really say is that ill get over it well its been about two months so far and i cant stop!!!!!! .. GGGRRRR... *grinds teeth* neways one of my friends told her cuz, me being retarded, told her that i like the girl and she asked if i wanted her to talk to about it and i wasntreally thinking right to i said that it was her choice to choose to tell her or not...
well in the beginning when she found out she avoided me like totally BIG time and since im the 'tard i do the same and give her, her space... and my friend said that even though she's totally freaked out she would rather keep it on the DL so i was like ok whatever...now instead of going out of her way to avoid me shes even starting to walk by me but i still get freaked out that shes even doing anything anywhere near me... i guess its ok right now that she doesnt really mind that i like her just as long as i dont talk to her.. lol ... yea as ive said before... im a LOSER!!! yea its most likely that nobody will even read this so thats why im writing this down on here ... well if anyone does read... and can help PLEASE!!!!

thanks!!


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animefreak4life
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