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Thursday, June 23, 2005


   I'm doing ok
Hello guys. Thank you for your concerns. I really appreciate it. I have bad news. Remember when I went to the doctor? Well I had some test done and My cholesterol is 175 and it is suppose to be uner 100. My A1C is 15 andit is suppose to be at least 7. My legs keep swelling up that is not good. Which means I going to have to be on another special diet for a while. But I'm eating alot of cheerios (they're suppose to lower my cholesterol) I confronted my mom. And she just cussed me out and made it seem like it's my fault. So I sat up in my room and just cried. When I told her I was sorry she said"You always say that" And today she left without leaving out a needle for me to take my insulin. So I had to search the house for one. Then I'm suppose to have at least 5 carbs for breakfast. I had to find something to eat cuz she keeps the cereal locked in her room. When I told her I only had 2 carbs for breakfast. She said" So? you eat all day it's ur a gluttonous pig. I don't care." And she today I better start acting better or else today will be my last day in her house. And She is all like stay away from me and my room. God what did I do to deserve a child like this" And she alawys says I'll love u no matter what. But so far she has told me at least three times in the last few years she wished I was never born. You don't tell that to someone you love. And she put me in counseling last year Like there was something wrong with me. There's nothing wrong with me. Just ask otakugirl She sees me like everyday(during the school year) I'm completely normal. Except I act real quirky and weird. But that's just the way I act. Well bye guys. Maybe my next post will be happier
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