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Sunday, November 4, 2007
My Agony--Living Dead (Another one of my Poems!)
Pain is all I feel,
Agony, is all I can respond to,
Sorrow, is how I reply,
Darkness, is my escape,
Its wings of shadow envelop my heart,
My agony grows.
Numb, is what I long to be,
I wanna’ forget it all.
These dark wings are my shield against the world,
They numb my cold heart.
Hollow misery,
I see it all, but feel nothing.
The world outside is one I don’t belong to.
Destruction, suffering, malice,
It’s happening all around me,
But I don’t feel it.
I look outward with blank stares,
The world passes by, leaving its mark,
I try to look in at myself,
But I find nothing.
I’ve lost myself, worse than dead,
I can’t be found.
I search deeper within,
And find that
I’ve become as dark and blank as the wings around me.
It’s like I’m living dead,
I’m so afraid to let these feelings find me,
Slowly, I open the wings,
The shadows melt.
Light floods in and I wince.
Pain fills me,
I cry out, but the suffering isn’t as bad.
I embrace the emotion I’ve missed for so long,
It melts into me, tears stream down my face,
I become whole again.
The pain can break me, numb me, or wake me up,
What I make of it, is the difference.
Harsh reality, one that must be acknowledged,
Awaits for me, I take it by the hand,
And continue with my life,
Never to be living dead again.
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