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Vitals

Birthday
• 1988-07-05
Gender
• Female
Location
• Central NH
Member Since
• 2004-03-28
Occupation
• College student, aspiring writer, lover of the color purple, and of course otaku.
Real Name
• Not telling!

Personal

Achievements
• Getting into PSU and surviving the first year.
Anime Fan Since
• 1999... or whenever the 8th child saga of Digimon 01 was on on Fox Kids. Otaku since DIgimon Tamers.
Favorite Anime
• Lessee... the end of Dragonball, Dragonball Z and GT, Yu-Gi-Oh!, Yu Yu Hakasho, Ravemaster, Naruto, and Furba (the manga), Loveless, Earthian (the manga), Saiyuki, Death Note, xxxHolic, D,N.Angel, Mononoke (not the Gibli movie), Kakurenbo, Karas.
Goals
• To be a published writer and a librarian.
Hobbies
• Watching anime, reading (manga and normal books), surfing the net, wirting, and collecting Naruto trading cards.
Talents
• Writing (stories and poetry)

myOtaku.com: Anoel

Friday, March 25, 2005

A bit of brooding and musical chairs news.

Musical chairs news first. Here it is, in spanish: Diego Brooks esta el demonio de los sillas musicales! (Or, in english, Diego Brooks is the demon of musical chairs.) Yeah, it was fun
And now for the brooding sort of essay, sort of rant I wrote during Skill and the beginning of Spanish!
After all he had done to serve fate, shouldn't Shadii have some one to love, and someone to love him?
Most often I'm cheerful, but sometimes I am dark and brooding. If my final personality after the trials of adolesence is cheerful, I would be suited to a happy man, but if I come out a brooding woman, Shadii would be a wonderful fit for me. And I do love him.
To walk away from a normal life, to be just on the edge of society. Shadii does this, but he looks so darn sad. Maybe he wants some company on the lonely path he walks. I would be that company, if I could.
Happy am I, but not right now. I want ot be with my Shad Shad. I long to hear his accented voice, his slightly formal speech patterens.
Sometimes I scorn those common fools around me, those normals. Sometimes I am fond of them, for they have the simple concerns that I will never understand or have. Boy friends, friends, the simple manuvering of the "popular." It matters to them, but not to the long run of history.
A note on clothing: Shadii's cloak-cape could be a modifacation fo Shada's cape. There is a fold there that could be a hood... And I noticed something else. I'll have to check, but I don't think Little Yugi's jacket flared out at the bottom in the first season. It did, however, start to by the beginning of the Pharoah's Memory arc. I wonder if it is because he is comming into his own.
I would like to join my Shadii on his lonely path, and then he wouldn't be lonely anymore. I love him so much it hurts... My Shad Shad.
Shadii appears and dissapears at will, a rustle of robes alerts one to his presence, and once you look away he is gone. He pulled Tristan and Duke up from the edge of doom, prehaps densing that Yugi and Pharoah would never be the same if two of their friends perished in a simple accident. That was a kindness.
The unloved, the unappreacited. Prehaps that is why Shadii looks so lonely. But he isn't completely unloved. I, and a few others, love him.
That's it. Well, see ja. *slips off*

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