Thursday, December 15, 2005

It's been a while but I'm back
Here's a carry-over from my xanga that I thought I'd share with ya'll.....

So all of my loyal fans, and my disloyal fans who forgot I was here, and all those who don't really like me all that much but just show up to my site cause they like to watch the monkey dance (*whip* dance monkey boy! dance!) I'M BACK!

For now... next week we'll see what happens....

but yes... the post

Karate-ish tournaments - ok, saturday I went to a karate-like tournement (I know what it's called, the style of martial arts that is, but I'm not even gonna try to spell it...) because some friends of mine that I haven't seen in about... um.... a while (I suck with time) were gonna be there and I thought, "hey... might as well."
I walked in (about a minute or two late) and everyone is standing in lines and this dude is talking...
So I'm in confused mode. I almost asked where the tournement was... cause all the white robes and the lines and stuff sent the image of burning crosses into my head...
The whole thing was an incredible experience, though. Everything is so... I don't know. Everything is flashy and legalistic and stuff and it was rather cool. Plus I saw people kicking each other's butts... that's always awesome.
Scholarship essays suck butt monkeys... do I really need to explain that further? didn't think so...
Now, I'm going to share my thoughts on depression - I decided that, since people are the root of all depression, then if I destroy the world... I will officially be more effective then prozac(sp?)
If you're depressed, you need to watch more television, because television shortens your attention span, so if you successfully contract ADD, depression will only last five minutes.
--Now the real post --
3 Things I'm sick of
1) Arrogant Musicians - honestly... just because I can't tell you everything about music and I don't play piano... that doesn't make me any less of a musician.
There are so many arrogant musicians who think they are the best in the world and because of that they can't talk to us "plebians" of the music world.
I'm getting awful sick of it... I'm a moderately ok Guitarist... I'm not musically gifted... get over it... I think they're snots and I'm pretty sure no one likes a snot
2) I'm sick of pretending to be friends with people.
There are people that I've been nice to and tried to be "friends" with... but with no reciprocation. I'm nice to people who talk down to me directly after I am done being nice. I'm sick of pretending these people are my friends.
I go to school and I sit by them and I talk to them... and I think i'm trying to hard to be their friends... my old friends are finding new friends or are condensing their circles and I have no place there... BRING ON THE GRADUATION!
So I'm tired of trying... I'm going to school... doing my work... coming home to talk to my real friends... I'm tired of fighting it
3) I'm sick of the fact that I waste so much time with people who fit the above to qualifications
But you know what tickles me to tears? If any of them read this post, and who knows if any of the many will.... They will read it... and they'll still think they aren't one of 'em...
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Merry Early Christmas Folks -
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Thursday, September 15, 2005

Ok, I guess I've been neglecting you guys
Sorry...
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Thursday, August 25, 2005

Goodbye friend...
*Walks slowly toward a tombstone*

We are gathered here to mourn the loss of a good friend to all of us. A friend we all have known and loved for a long time and now are forced to say goodbye to...

This friend was never outspoken about himself... he usually just let his aura of happiness and freedom speak for him.

But now it's time to say goodbye to the dearly departed... the one we all know and love... Summer...

You see, summer was out frolicking about, minding his own happy business when he was brutally murdered by the evil fiend we know and hate known for it's horrid oppression... school.

It's now time to inter our friend and leave his body and soul to their final resting place...

Goodbye, old friend, You will be sorely missed...

*Places flowers on the casket and walks slowly to the car*

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Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Birthday clock... 1 month and counting...
It is exactly one month until my 18th birthday and I become an adult... what kind of sick joke is that?
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Monday, August 8, 2005

My Unworthy Love Song

(Guitar intro)
Verse
This is my song for you
I’ll drop the act
I’m gonna sing to you
Seeing how my days are going by so fast
I’m here to sing a lonely tune
For you
I’m here no symbols and no ruse
For you…

Pre Chorus
You see I tried to write a love song
It came back flat
I tried to write some of my best work
But I lack
I tried to sing a perfect song for you
So…

Chorus
This is my love song to you; it’s makeshift but true
This is for all the times when I didn’t know just what to say to you
This is my love song to you; I tried but it’s true
Words can’t express how I feel when I’m near you
(Intro)

Verse
I’m standing in your house now
Take a gulp
I’m hoping to find you enjoy your new song
Play and hope
I’m here just singing like a fool
For you
I’m here just fumbling for a tune
For you…

(Pre Chorus and then Chorus)

Bridge
I tried I tried to do it for you right
But I’d screw up every time
I tried I tried to play my perfect song
But it wasn’t even worth your time
(very short solo)
You smile and say I love you too
You smile and say I love you too
And it’s just fine
And I love it… and I love it… and I love it…

(Chorus 2x)
(Intro and end)

C&C please
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