Friday, August 5, 2005

Xanga Site
I have one... Xanga site that is...

I use that more than this because it's got more of my friends on it, so if you want to see that site it's "UnofficialMascot" and my password is... GOTCHA! You guys had your pens and pencils ready...

So yea... UnofficialMascot on Xanga... if any of ya'll got Xanga let me know... although I'm not abandoning this one... Just adding on I guess.

To prove that I will be posting a song... later... Not now because I'm lazy and tired and going to bed. At 9:15 none-the-less... CRAZY!

See ya'll around!
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Monday, July 4, 2005

There's a hole in my... tooth
There is a huge gaping hole in my tooth! I was eating a skittle and I noticed it! It really is quite annoying... I think it's about time I actually call the dentist about the cavities(sp?)...

Nothing else to say really... Check out the song I wrote a few posts down I still need C&C
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Saturday, July 2, 2005

Post Camp Realizations
Ok, I went, once again, to another church camp. This time, though, I was a counsellor and was finally able to try and put all that I've learned into practice.

I was told, previous to my going, that Junior Highers were unable to be mature and yet this week my cabin proved that wrong.

These kids were the more mature, spiritually, then most kids in my class!

I felt so incredibly blessed to be there, and, now that I'm home, I see things much differently.

I realized through this summer how much of a jerk I am...

About the person I talked about on June 18... I was wrong to get mad at her and give up hope in her! I had NO right to say what I did to her or about her... I'm no worse! Her sins just APPEAR worse... I'm just as bad! And if God has hope for me... why shouldn't I keep hope for her?

Ghost... I am sorry for the way I've treated you in the past. I have treated you like royal crap for the whole last school year and I am very sorry! You have always rose above what I've done for you and been a good friend... and I'm just saying I'm sorry for all of it.

I'm sorry to everyone I've hurt! I spent so much time worrying about other people's sins that I forgot about my own...
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Monday, June 20, 2005

An add on to the previous day's posts
I also saw a Twins game... they won 5-4 in the 11th inning... it was pretty fun!

But the BIG news is that my mom and dad have SPOILED me with a new car!

I knew they were going to get me one for senior year and college and beyond. So I told her I would like something with good gas mileage because I decided I have no money and really need to become thrifty... and I need a cd player... NEED!

So what does my mom do? She buys me a White 2002 Grand Am GT... and it's beautiful... like-new.

I can't believe it! I'm shocked and amazed...

Well yea... comment on this and then be sure to read yesterdays posts because I didn't leave enough time to COMMENT ON THEM!

Hinting right there... cya
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Saturday, June 18, 2005

Follow up and info on what life's brought me since I last posted
First of all... WHOOPS!
I accidently signed my name behind my song title.
Oh, by the way, read the post before this because it's a song I wrote and I want feedback on it.

And second of all, I guess my experiment didn't work... but I did get more posts then I usually get.

Life the last two weeks... was outstanding!

*Week 1: Presbyterian Camp on Okaboji - MAD (Music And Drama)
This was my church camp and, let me say, it was awesome! I love the people at camp and I love music and drama... it's my heaven on earth!

I don't even know how to describe it... it's like family, but better! I wish I could live with all those cool people... I never get treated that well at home!

*Week 2: Worldview Academy
This was a bible academy kind of thing... It was, also, very cool and I met some really awesome people that I wish I could hide in my closet! The camp staff was ok, but the camp itself had way too many stupid rules... I had to recheck everything I do to make sure I wasn't breaking one! And a lot of the people (of whome I wasn't talking about during the closet hiding comment) were a bunch of nerds... period!

Post camp... only one day home and I'm already pissed off! I hate liers, I hate people who hide things from me, and I hate people who ruin themselves when they know they're ruining themselves and act like I should just smile when they tell me about it... PEOPLE LIKE THAT RUIN MY CAMP HIGHS!

*sigh* I'm less mad then I am incredibly depressed. I miss camp and people in my area suck... I wish I had more people like camp people. People here just drag me down... I think they even try to drag me down... constantly... so depressed... please comment on my song if nothing else.

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Infatuation - By Josh Doorenbos
(opening guitar line twice through, it continues into part one of the first verse)

Verse 1, part 1
There it goes... again
Another time, I shouldn't 'a (pronounces shuntah) wasted
There it goes... again
I was so close... I could taste it
(Verse 1 part 2)
Where 'fore(one word? two? Sp?) art thou
where'd you go now
I thought I had you in my hand...

Chorus
Where fore art thou
Where'd you go now
I thought I had you in my hand(you're)
Full of starstruck glances
Gypsy dances
And here I am your yo-yo man
(solo)

Verse 2 part 1
Do your dance... for me
Do your dance... So free
Mesmorize (sp?) and leave...
That's all you've done... For me
(Verse 2 part 2)
You starstruck me
You controlled me
(higher)And left me to return again...

(repeat Chorus)
Bridge
This is my reply
This is my goodby
Do your dance again
But do it for... someone else
(repeat Chorus twice, followed by a longer guitar solo, then...)

(back to original guitar intro)
There she goes... again
Another time I shouldn'ta wasted
There she goes... again
I was so close... (cut off guitar) I could taste it.
*end*
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Thursday, June 2, 2005

Wow... sad...
I just realized that the shortest post I ever wrote got the most responses... I'm testing that theory right now...
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Thursday, May 26, 2005

Life...
School = Over
I have never felt so good as I did at 9:55 this morning, when the bell rang ending the required hour I had to spend in my first semester test timing... thus ending my school year!

The idea of being a Senior scares me quite a bit, though. I'll admit that the whole responsibility thing scares me a TON, so I'll try to enjoy my last year as much as possible.

Roleplaying is something I'm really looking forward to!

On Tuesday we're going from 11AM-6:30ish and boy do I have a plan to go out with a bang! It could rock if I don't screw it up!

Summer means three things for me: camp, cleaning, and... gasp... more dvd watching!

Church Camps are coming up faster then I expected... soon I'll be packing up to leave for the whole month of June (practically)

First, I have camp at Okaboji which is always awesome, because we put on a musical at the end and tour three cities doing it. Nothing huge, but fun none the less!

Second, Worldview in Minneapolis. That is slightly less social, but since I learn a lot, it's equally blastworthy.

Third is counselling the camp at the same place I'll be camping the first camp at! (Ok, say that ten times fast!)

Cleaning around the house and running a bit isn't so bad in the summer, because I have all that time, and I can watch dvds and listen to music while I do it. I actually tend to enjoy it during the summer... whereas during school it's just another obstacle in my week.

Well... nothing interesting goin on... So I'll have to make due with that! Give me a holler and maybe leave some ideas on what to post next time I get around to it... cause I'm still blank.

Oh yea, Ghost, I'll send you a pm soon bout tuesday.
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Sunday, May 1, 2005

Short Post
Ok, I need a response for this one... I need a picture for my site... I look like a total loser every time I comment/sign something (ya I'm vain...)

So if someone knows where/how I can get a picture or something... let me know
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Monday, April 25, 2005

10 sigs in my guestbook HOO-RAH!
Heck ya... I'm pretty hot stuff now! Ten signatures and four comments on my last post! Can I get an Amen?

Well, I officially watched the entire season 6 of Buffy the Vampire Slayer in one week and one day. I officially have no life.

Did I mention my online course being over? I forget... But yeah It's over, I'm just praying for a positive grade so I don't end up having wasted the whole time. Wait, wait, I forgot, education is its own reward... my bad *gives the "Yeah, I bet look"*

So school's been way too easy... honestly! I think the teachers are just easing into a total slayage (sp?) in the last 2 weeks!

um... ok, I know there's something else I wanted to talk about... But I've got nothing so I'm gonna head out. Later!

(Comment for the love of all that is holy! - Hey it worked last time;) )

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