Thursday, December 15, 2005

It's been a while but I'm back
Here's a carry-over from my xanga that I thought I'd share with ya'll.....

So all of my loyal fans, and my disloyal fans who forgot I was here, and all those who don't really like me all that much but just show up to my site cause they like to watch the monkey dance (*whip* dance monkey boy! dance!) I'M BACK!

For now... next week we'll see what happens....

but yes... the post

Karate-ish tournaments - ok, saturday I went to a karate-like tournement (I know what it's called, the style of martial arts that is, but I'm not even gonna try to spell it...) because some friends of mine that I haven't seen in about... um.... a while (I suck with time) were gonna be there and I thought, "hey... might as well."
I walked in (about a minute or two late) and everyone is standing in lines and this dude is talking...
So I'm in confused mode. I almost asked where the tournement was... cause all the white robes and the lines and stuff sent the image of burning crosses into my head...
The whole thing was an incredible experience, though. Everything is so... I don't know. Everything is flashy and legalistic and stuff and it was rather cool. Plus I saw people kicking each other's butts... that's always awesome.
Scholarship essays suck butt monkeys... do I really need to explain that further? didn't think so...
Now, I'm going to share my thoughts on depression - I decided that, since people are the root of all depression, then if I destroy the world... I will officially be more effective then prozac(sp?)
If you're depressed, you need to watch more television, because television shortens your attention span, so if you successfully contract ADD, depression will only last five minutes.
--Now the real post --
3 Things I'm sick of
1) Arrogant Musicians - honestly... just because I can't tell you everything about music and I don't play piano... that doesn't make me any less of a musician.
There are so many arrogant musicians who think they are the best in the world and because of that they can't talk to us "plebians" of the music world.
I'm getting awful sick of it... I'm a moderately ok Guitarist... I'm not musically gifted... get over it... I think they're snots and I'm pretty sure no one likes a snot
2) I'm sick of pretending to be friends with people.
There are people that I've been nice to and tried to be "friends" with... but with no reciprocation. I'm nice to people who talk down to me directly after I am done being nice. I'm sick of pretending these people are my friends.
I go to school and I sit by them and I talk to them... and I think i'm trying to hard to be their friends... my old friends are finding new friends or are condensing their circles and I have no place there... BRING ON THE GRADUATION!
So I'm tired of trying... I'm going to school... doing my work... coming home to talk to my real friends... I'm tired of fighting it
3) I'm sick of the fact that I waste so much time with people who fit the above to qualifications
But you know what tickles me to tears? If any of them read this post, and who knows if any of the many will.... They will read it... and they'll still think they aren't one of 'em...
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Merry Early Christmas Folks -
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