Thursday, February 2, 2006

Hey...

Whats up everyone. Nothin much with me. Besides the fact that I'm being HARASSED at school. Lets see where to begin. Ok, so my friend, At least I thought he was my friend, says that him and a few others think I have the hots for the anime club president. Another, whom I also thought was a friend, called me the anime club president's lapdog. So, first, it of course os not true. I've told them a million times. I'M ASEXUAL PEOPLE, DEAL WITH IT. I mean is it so wrong to not like guys or girls in such a manner. Should I be considered a freak for not being normal by having a "love interest." Its really been getting me down. And ever since I told the anime club president of what they've been saying, He's seemed a little more distant lately. Its like he's afraid that they might be right. I feel so disowned and alone. I was literally left to cry all by myself at one of the cafeteria tables. I mean, Having good friends means they wont leave you to cry all alone. They'll cry with you or atleast sit with you trying to comfort you. None of them did either. And so I find myself thinking that I should switch schools. I don't belong here. And strangely, I kind of knew it all along. I watch out for my own. However, I expect it in return. I took the anime club president's side against one of my best friends, Damn it. He never did a thing in return. He never helped me from being picked on. He didn't even have the courtesy to comfort me when Im feeling down. Ive lended them money, Ive made them gifts. I get nothing in return. So now I realize that I have none of my own to watch out for. I came to this school thinking I could find more. If I went back to where I originally should have gone, I know I have my own to watch out for there. And I know that they do it in return. I actually felt like they were my family there. Now here, I feel like Ive been orphaned. Anyways I'll stop boring everyone with the downsides to my life. See ya.
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Monday, January 30, 2006

Yo...

Yeah, Im little by little remembering to update my otaku often. I guess I have nothing else to do, so it should be more often than this. Anyways, not much to talk about today. Me and two of my friends are already getting ready for Colorado's anime convention. Even if its not until October. Supposedly, my friend, the leader of the anime and gaming club, needs me to give him a ride. Now, that gives a few complications. You see the other friend I had already agreed to take was my friend Shayla. She's a girl obviously, so at the time we thought it would all be good to stay at my friend Stephanie's apartment like I did last year. However the moment Robert, the anime club leader, said he wanted a ride, I couldn't just turn him away. We've agreed to let him come along. However, there is a catch. He has to pay gas money like Shayla and more importantly he has to sleep in the car. Maybe we'll even make him sleep in the trunk. He said its ok, though, because he supposedly doesnt sleep that much. And that wasn't exactly a comforting thought. Its creepy thinking an insomniac can look in the apartment window at us as we're sleeping. It gives me goosebumps just thinking about it. Thats actually the reason why we might make him sleep in the trunk. That way we can lock him in and we dont have to worry about him being a peep. Ah, alas, I've spoken enough words for the day.
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Thursday, January 26, 2006

WOW...

Believe it or not, I completely forgot that I had a My Otaku account. You see me and my friends were talking today about my space, and I was like, "I don't have one of those" but then I'm like "OMG, but I do have a My Otaku, I completely forgot." So, yeah, you see the problem, but here I am, I'll try and keep as updated as possible. Especially with everything going on. I mean A LOT has happened especially within the anime club. You see the club president started dating a friend of mine who was also in anime club. HOwever, my friend liked to lie for attention. It eventually led them to break up, but thats when all hell broke loose. You see we had found out that my friend, who dated the club president, had stolen two games from my other friend. I mainly found this out because I caught her little sister trying to filch(steal)one of my own games. Anyways, my friend blamed our club president for not seeing the pain she was always in, sitting there. I dont know about anyone else, but, pain? I sure as hell never saw her in true pain. However some of the anime club took her side. Others took the presidents side. I like a few others am neutral. I still want to be friends with everyone, but as long as the anime and gaming club is torn apart by a little relationship, I'll be kind of ignored. I guess it brought some good. With all the misunderstandings I was able to become better friends eith the club president. He even offered me a position as an Anime Head in the club. I kindly turned it down, and said I'd be the marketer/advertiser/events coordinator, and that is a tough job in and of itself. I really think he appreciates everything Ive been doing for the club. It makes me feel happy, like I have a purpose. But I guess I would be lieing if I said I wouldn't want to take over HIS position in the anime club, once he graduates. I could do a lot of damage with a top rank like that. However with great power comes responsibility.................hehe, yeah right.
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Tuesday, November 1, 2005

I'm back...

Ok, I, personally had an awesome weekend. I went to the anime club party on Friday. We played Halo and DDR most of the time. At one point we went outside and a few ninja ran around the basketball court. Ninja running does look really difficult. We also had this small plastic pumpkins that contained confetti. So we were throwing the pumpkins at eachother to break them open. And I'll tell you those plastic pumpkins hurt like a mofo. Even if its just to get the confetti out. *sigh* Antway, then on Saturday, I had my own little anime party. I had two of my friends come over and we literally watched anime all night. I think it was about 6 a.m. when we decided to get a few hours of sleep, just to wake up at 9 a.m. and start watching more anime. I tell you , it was MADNESS! Yeah and on sunday, my mom just randomly decided to get pumpkins, and so I carved one. And guess what I carved. I carved Kakashi's head. That would be Kakashi from Naruto, of course. I'm not taking credit for it because it was someone online who had already done it. I just replicated it. I think the person is cool though. They have this whole page of years and pumkins that they carved that were anime themed. There was a hellsing one, astroboy one, a flcl one, and a few trigun ones. I can't remember the rest, but they were cool. Next year I'll try and make my own. Oh, yeah, and me and my two anime friends want to see if we can cut a deal with our anime club to all go to the next convention as a Naruto group. I already plan to be Sakura, yeah, I know, I don't fit her, I'm fat and ugly, get over it. And my friend, Shayla, is going as Kakashi. We're trying to get our other friend to maybe go as Hinata or Tamari. Since most of the boys in anime club already went two months ago as Naruto characters, it would be a good addition of some of the female characters. It would be cool, but we still have to run it over with the whole anime club. Ok, thats my weekend in a nutshell. See ya.
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Saturday, October 22, 2005

I'm back...

Yeah, Ive been busy, finally decided to go to the anime club halloween party as the female Ranma. Also, can't wait for Halloween. YAY! CANDY! uh-hm, anyways yeah I checked out this quiz that liquidsilver did, and here are my results...



you are an angel of knoledge. you like to spend most of your time studying, and chating on the computer. many look up to you for help, since you are a great dicision maker, but you tend to worry alot. try to think of the positive side. worring can cause stress, so take it easy and hang out. yet you love your friends, and when you have time you let all your cares away. also try not to be used by others. you are very bright, and many like you. great job ;)

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Sunday, October 9, 2005

Yippee!...

I would just like to say that I had an awesome anime club meeting on Friday. We all agreed to have a Halloween party. The catch is...you have to come in cosplay. I haven't decided whether to where the costume I already have (very badly made) or should I make a new one a whole year earlier than planned. Oh well, Also I have officially began work on my own AMV studio called Otaku Femme Productions. I hope to go far with it. Oh, and this wednesday, me and two other friends have decided to go the Halloween shop, Spirit. We're going to get ideas for costumes, and eat some pizza afterwards. It is only fit for wednesday because we get out early, but I still have to wait until 4 pm to get picked up. So I might as well do something. We also decided that we should raise up money and all go tot he Little Tokyo restaraunt. Our main goal however is to find other female anime fans.(and get jobs)I have a feeling that this is going to be an awesome week. Later
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Tuesday, October 4, 2005

uh, yeah...

I'm still working on that getting a job thing. Thats my goal for the next few weeks, to get a job. Also I was happy to hear that my friends were excited about my Anime Party. I'm hopefully planning it in the next few weekends, if it fits everyone else's schedule. Oh, and I have stareted planning my own movie. Its about a vampire hunter (yeah, right, original, I know). Anyways. I'm looking for actors on that. So far I have my friend Aubri who wants to be a vampire. I still have no idea who could play the vampire hunter. Wait..theres actually two vampire hunters, Its hard to explain. Once I get the script finished I'll try to post it. Its going to be a horrible home movie, but we're going to have fun doing it. Uh, not much else I can think of to say, so see ya.
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Sunday, October 2, 2005

Yawn...

Sorry,
I haven't updated in a while. As soon as I came back from the Colorado convention, school hit me hard with work. I miss the convention so badly. I have to wait another year to go again. HOwever this time I am going to pre-register earlier so that Its cheaper to go all weekend. Also I recently finished the game Boktai. I'm so sad about it. I'mm officially out of any more games to play and beat. I dont have any money to spend on new games. This year sucks. Oh, and If I can find a job, which hopefully I have a few friends working on, I will buy tickets to the next Colorado convention for three friends at my school. Four if my friend in Lakewood complains. So I'll need to raise 100-125$ before october 31. That is if I am capable of paying for my friends. I want to try and pre-register while its still only 25$ to go all weekend. Moving on, my mother has aloud me to have a ANIME PARTY! Over the weekend of course. We're going to watch anime all night. Its something I've always wanted to do, but I never found anime friends until this year. I'm hoping they all can attend. Well the friend in Lakewood is a little far away. Still I'm hoping to have a great time. Its strange that all I have to do is ask and My mother will let me have a party. I wonder if its because I'm more like her than my brother and sister. And in a way we rely on eachother. I'm the oly one that undertands thaat my mother does'nt like to be alone. THats why I've lived with her since my parents got divorced. Except for the second half of 5th grade. Which I still regret. The loveland school I had once loved, I began to hate. I decided to skip school since no one was home by the time I was supposed leave for school. I was caught, my mother understood when she found out four days later. However my father wouldn't let me off so easily. The day he found out, I dreaded him coming home. And when he did, that was officially when my case of depression started. He yelled so loud at me which is the one thing I hate. For a few days he sent me e-mails. One however was branded in my memory. It specifically said, "this is one of the things you are going to regret in your short life."My brother and sister think I interrpreted it wrong, but I think i got the write. I also found out that my father dislikes me more, just because I'm a lot like my mother. As soon as 5th grade was over I moved back with my mother. It was then that she told me something honest. She said that after her and my father divorced she was atleast hoping to have all three of us live with her. I felt guilty then, and I never wanted to leave her again. As for my father, I rarely see him. To be honest I'm scared of him. My brother and sister always criticize me for not wanting to see my father, but I think its for the best. Now My mom has a fiance. He's everything I've ever wanted in a father. So I can't wait until he becomes my step dad. Oh, sorry I got carried away. I didn''t need to bore you with my life story. None the less, see ya later.
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Monday, September 12, 2005

Yay!

Ok, my hair is officially bleached. Now I just need to color it orange in the next 3 days. Sorry, I haven't updated in a while. I've been hitting the costume making hard.Also, I've bben trying to relax every chance I get. Everythings so hectic. I'm still short of some costume parts too. I'd be lucky to pull this off, but I'm determined. I'm going to dress up and have a good time at it. Oh, I forgot, I have to start charging my video camera batteries. I'm so catching this convention on tape.Adios.
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Friday, September 9, 2005

Uhh..........
Its Friday! too bad it wasn't an exciting Friday. I'm glad that Stephfunky is getting guestbook signatures. You guys are awesome. Anyways, one more week until the convention. I can't wait. Its my must see, once a year event. And of course my debut in costume. I'm even more anxious to be set loose in the dealers room. So many things that you can't just get easily at a store. A lot of it you can only get imported by the internet. I'm still too young to get stuff off the internet, but when it comes to the convention, Its like my birthday and christmas rolled all into one. I'll give you guys updates on how my costumes coming along. I'm going to have to rush to finish in a week. School reallytook time away. Wish me luck. Later.
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