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Thursday, February 2, 2006

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Whats up everyone. Nothin much with me. Besides the fact that I'm being HARASSED at school. Lets see where to begin. Ok, so my friend, At least I thought he was my friend, says that him and a few others think I have the hots for the anime club president. Another, whom I also thought was a friend, called me the anime club president's lapdog. So, first, it of course os not true. I've told them a million times. I'M ASEXUAL PEOPLE, DEAL WITH IT. I mean is it so wrong to not like guys or girls in such a manner. Should I be considered a freak for not being normal by having a "love interest." Its really been getting me down. And ever since I told the anime club president of what they've been saying, He's seemed a little more distant lately. Its like he's afraid that they might be right. I feel so disowned and alone. I was literally left to cry all by myself at one of the cafeteria tables. I mean, Having good friends means they wont leave you to cry all alone. They'll cry with you or atleast sit with you trying to comfort you. None of them did either. And so I find myself thinking that I should switch schools. I don't belong here. And strangely, I kind of knew it all along. I watch out for my own. However, I expect it in return. I took the anime club president's side against one of my best friends, Damn it. He never did a thing in return. He never helped me from being picked on. He didn't even have the courtesy to comfort me when Im feeling down. Ive lended them money, Ive made them gifts. I get nothing in return. So now I realize that I have none of my own to watch out for. I came to this school thinking I could find more. If I went back to where I originally should have gone, I know I have my own to watch out for there. And I know that they do it in return. I actually felt like they were my family there. Now here, I feel like Ive been orphaned. Anyways I'll stop boring everyone with the downsides to my life. See ya.
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