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Friday, August 18, 2006


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Ive just felt bad lately. Im sure you heard that Sutarumahari got a job. I admit I was a little envious...and I made the mistake of telling my family. They keep syaing, "Get a job like her and Shayla, a real job." They keep trying to hammer it into my head. They keep telling me that my first few jobs aren't going to be ones I like and most likely will involve food. My brother especially, he says i was a sheltered child and got lucky when I started helping fold papers for payment. I try not to listen to them, because my ideals are different. They say first jobs are for money only, you shouldn't care what your doing. However, for me, I'd prefer doing something fun and enjoyable, money comes second. No one understands why I think this way, Ive just always been one to put contentment first. They say I wont have a choice, me? I say, "I wont have it any other way." Im determined to never have to give in to unwanted things. If I want my first job to be at gamestop or a pet store, not a job with food, then thats what my first job will be. If I dont want to drive until I have a car to look forward to driving, then I wont drive until then. If I want to become an author without going to college, then Im going to be an author without going to college. If I dont want a husband or kids, then by goodness men better stay away or else! Why? Because I wont have it any other way! I may seem selfish, but I believe Im determined to live life to all the good points and not settle for the bad in between. My brother says its my attempt to be different. I say Im not attempting anything, I just AM different. So until Im 18 and can work at a pet store, or until gamestop slaps a "now hiring" sign on their window, Im jobless aside from folding papers.

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