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Monday, April 11, 2005
 just a quiz...
I WILL get to what the quote means... but all i feel like doing right now is posting a quiz...
Your soul is broken.
You are living through a lot of pain everyday
that you have to deal with, which is making you
sorrowful. No one ever stays by your side when
you truly need them and no one ever will.
Everything is hopeless and tragic and you keep
yearning for the day you will be free from
pain. Love is unlikely to happen to you because
you isolate yourself and are suspicious of
peoples motives. You stand in the shadows of
the world, watching what you can never have.
The bruises you carry never seems to heal, your
mind is dark and no one seems to understand or
wants to help. As always, you will be alone in
the world, fighting your dark thoughts by
yourself.
How is your soul?(pics)
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Sunday, April 10, 2005
hey...
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hey... no poem today... just a favor to ask of all of you... could you guys visit my friend lilmissyprissy33 and try to cheer her up... she is feeling pretty down right now... i dont really blame her... alot has happened to her... thank you all greatly... i will get to what the meaning of the quote soon
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Friday, April 8, 2005
new poems...
Since I have made everyone wait so long for a new poem, I have decided to post two poems today... i am feeling somewhat generous...
do not expect this to happen often...
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"The Angel of Death"
Fallen from greatness, and stabbed in the back
Laid out and tortured on a steel rack
Thoughts of death and scars to show
Pools of blood forever grow
Sickles and swords is what he brings
The song of death is what he sings
His name dosen't matter, can't you see...
The Angel of Death is who he be...
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"Illusion"
If only this pain was an illusion...
I would cast it away...
If only this pain was an illusion...
It wouldn't have a chance to stay...
If only this pain was an illusion...
I could make it leave...
I could return my sword to it's sheath...
I could cease this battle..
I could ride away on horse and saddle...
Into the darkness of night...
If only I could win this fight...
If only this pain was an illusion...
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as normally stated... i want to know what you guys think... I will leave you with a quote... I want to see who knows what it means... I will post the answer soon...
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"Expungo Lumen, Nillus Lux,
Vis Levis, Luciens Nux"
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Wednesday, April 6, 2005
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I'm sorry it's taking me so long for me to post a new poem... too many things going on right now... i will try to find some time in the near future to post it...
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Monday, April 4, 2005
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hows everyone been doing? I have been good... I guess... Spring Break has been alright so far... pretty boring though... I just got done watching the Trigun series on DVD... So, what have you guys been up to? Hope your having fun weather or not your on spring break... I will post a new poem soon... not in the mood to find one now...
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Friday, April 1, 2005
New Poem
Hows everyone been doing? I've been fine... I wrote a poem today... figured i would share it with you guys...
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"My Last Bow"
My last bow...
I take it as I break my last vow...
While I sit here wondering how...
My soul was once whole...
My heart was once full...
I should end it with this knife...
My god-forsaken life...
Why does this have to happen to me
Why dosen't this end so I can be free...
Why don't I fall from the sky...
Why don't I fall and just die...
How come I don't end it all...
And just give a call
To the one I stand by...
To he who stands high...
The one I call my lord...
The one who brings discord...
The broken vow...
Of my last bow...
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Enjoy... but please comment... I want to know what you guys think...
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Sunday, March 27, 2005
... this god forsaken day of the year...
I hate Easter... I won't get into why, but just keep that in mind...
I redid my quizzes... you might enjoy the new ones I put up... Well... as i promised... here is a new poem...
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"The Hatred That Devours Me"
The hatred that devours many
Has been shunned by some
Eternally it swallows any
Hopeless soul that may be so dumb
As to believe in a world of light
That people are happy
Right up until they see they have to fight
Everyone that dosen't believe god is crappy
Die must all these poor lost souls
They must feel the pain of my
Heart and see in wholes
All the pain of this lie
Through which i have lived for fifteen years
Death is my only true choice
Every night I stare at the knife, and wonder in fears
Very much do I enjoy this voice
Of which only I can hear in this head of mine
Under which I recieve an order
Right when I am about to sign
Signatures in blood and draw a border
Must I rise
Every time I do I only fall further
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I know the last two lines suck... but thats the first thing that popped into my mind when I was finishing it...
so what do you guys think?
comment please
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Thursday, March 24, 2005
New poem
I wish all of you could see the illustration on this poem... it adds to it quite a bit... onto the poem...
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"Untitled"
My heart... it has been squeezed full of pain...
So great that it is hard to stay sane...
I stand alone is the people's rain...
With no shoulder to lean for comfort...
Lost hope of life... I continue to stare at this knife...
Which rests in my heart...
From the time of the past...
With the memories of the last...
I hope greatly to be dead...
To be shot in the head...
To end my life...
With a single knife...
The cuts on my shoulder...
Bleed tainted blood of black...
The thoughts of this world...
Being covered by a sheet of darkness...
A sheet of death...
Emotions locked inside my very being...
Rip my heart from it's place of rest...
This is what I believe is best...
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That is all for today... I want to know what you guys think... I want to see comments...
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Tuesday, March 22, 2005
Nothing that special today...
Hows everyone been doing... better than me I hope... I found out that I have a D or C- in all except 2 of my classes that I got an A in... which happen to be P.E. and English... which my parents think of as "useless in life"... so they pretty much count for shit from them... I have just felt overall bad these past few weeks... I wish everyone would just leave me alone to rest... wondering if anyone actually cared if I were to die all of the sudden... why dont I just end it now? I don't want to hurt those that are closest to me... mainly... well we won't get into names... they know who they are... I did take a quiz though... no suprise on the outcome though...
you're an angel of death and destruction. you like
hurting others and chaos.
what kind of angel are you?
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the aod in my screen does stand for "Angel of Death" after all...
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Monday, March 21, 2005
New poem...
I finally hit 70 visitors... I feel accomplished... kinda... okay I guess not at all...
I finally chose a new poem to share with you guys... I just wrote it today... and I like it... so I want to see what you guys think...
"Pain"
This pain is my power
Lasting until my final hour
Until the time I die,
Until the time I fall from the sky,
As it begins to rains hell,
I begin to sell,
My forsaken soul...
That hardly feels whole...
Shattered by as iron-fist rule,
I begin to wade in a pool
Of the people's rain...
Full of the people's pain...
The people's sorrow...
The people's hopes for a better tomorrow...
My heart is already dead...
Sinking into a pool of red...
Why care...
Why share...
Why... Why...
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