Tuesday, September 27, 2005

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“Moving” Moving forward… There’s no looking back… You’re dead…. They’re gone… All of them… The rest say they know me… They lie.. The rest say they feel me… They lie… For I am dead… Numb and forgotten… Forced to be alone… As I walk these halls… Utter solitude… All that rise are broken memories… Broken memories or this shattered soul… As I sit within the shadows… Watching them smile… Frolic and play… They look into my eyes… Run and scream in fear…. ‘Devil Child’…. ‘Satan’…. ‘The Angel of Death’…. ‘The Soulless One’…. All broken names for this unknown beast… This shattered soul… Broken mind… Completely incomplete… I live for nothing but myself… The shadow… The forgotten… I feel the weight crashing down… Constricting my movement… Causing my demise… Downfall and uprising… Blood coursing like the rushing water… Vision blurs… I wake up in a place familiar… The padding… Jacket… Barred window with a lock…. I guess it’s here I stay… Here I die… -Angel 9/26/05 ----------------------------------- "Happy?" By Mudvayne In this hole That is me The dead are rolling over In this hole Thickening Dirt shoveled over shoulders I feel it in me So overwhelmed All this pressure centerizing My life overturned Unfair the despare All these scars keep ripping open Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rind Does it make you happy now? Tear me from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now? In this hole That is me A life that's growing feeble In this hole So limiting The sun has set; all darkens Buried underneath Hands slip off the wheel Internal path-way to contention Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rind Does it make you happy now? Tear me from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now? Are you HAPPY Are you HAPPY Are you feeling happy? In this hole That is me Left with a heart exhausted What's my release?? What sets me free? Do you pull me up just to push me down again? Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rind Does it make you happy now? Tear me from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy? Peel me from the skiiiiiiiiiin Peel me from the skiiiiiiiiiin Tear me from the rind Does it make you happy now? Tear me from the boooooooooone Tear me from the boooooooooone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy? Does it make you happy? Are you feeling happy? Are you fucking happy? Now that I'm lost left with nothing Does it make you happy? Are you feeling happy? Are you fucking happy? Now that I'm lost left with nothing?

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