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Friday, September 9, 2005
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Life is much like a book... The memories inside us are much like the words upon the pages... We cannot change what was written.... but we can choose what will be written... Your countless hours of crying will do nothing more than wrinkle the pages... Smear the text... It does not wash it away... Stand up... Stay strong... It is time to move on... You will accomplish nothing where you are... Your spine is broken... Your binding torn... You must go get it fixed... You will feel much better... I have been inside the monster and it is not plesent... you must escape... A true hell.. broken mentality, blood in a constant flow against my flesh... Cold steel upon my throat... Take my hand... I am willing to pull you out... You do not deserve to be in such a state... though i cannot do all... you must helo yourself as well...
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Wednesday, September 7, 2005
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"Untitled"
All this pain...
The blood spilling from my veins...
As I walk down these halls...
Completely alone...
Nobody beside me...
Nobody cares...
Shunning me for beliefs...
Thoughts...
How I see...
Look...
Feel...
No reason to stay...
No reason to live...
Each day is the same....
Forever alone...
Slowly dieing...
My life flashing before my eyes...
Memories berating...
Mind failing...
Wrists bleeding...
I feel the running water scorch my pale skin...
See the blood rushing...
My vision blurs...
Finally at peace...
No longer alone...
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Saturday, September 3, 2005
i have returned....
"Meloncholy Screams of a Shattered Soul"
The blood pulsing through my veins....
A smell so sweet...
A taste so fierce...
Drip and drink...
Watch it fade...
Fall into the hole...
For it is the wish of this shattered soul...
Blackened thoughts and a darkened mind....
This one truly is one of a kind....
Unaware of the truth...
Sees only the lie...
This Purgatory...
Hear me now...
The Meloncholy Screams of a Shattered Soul...
Ate my heart and tore my flesh...
Ripped it out, looked so fresh...
Slit my throat and watched me fall...
Watched me fall like one of all...
Rise again to seek revenge...
Rise again and it begins...
schlitzen Sie meine Kehle auf und passen Sie mich auf zu sterben...
A death prolonged...
Blackened roses so nice and pronged...
Shattered words of my meloncholy song...
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Friday, August 26, 2005
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"A Book"
My soul is like a book...
Beaten and broken...
Pages torn from within...
The cover missing...
Spine snapped..
Text faded...
Set out in the rain...
To suffer from the water...
To send me drifting away...
To a destination unknown...
A land untrue...
Land of nightmares...
Land of hells...
The land we walk...
The land we sell...
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Sunday, August 21, 2005
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"Untitled"
A crusifixion of death's embrace...
Superstition of your true motives...
Stronger...
Faster...
Wiser...
...Better....
Blood, sweat, and tears upon my face...
The pain is so great, but this is the only was...
The only fear is fear is itself...
No turning back...
The choice is mine...
I will spit venom into your wound...
Rip you heart from within...
You will not get to my head...
Find yourself on the ground...
Cold and lifeless...
Dead and forgotten....
Only one of us walks away...
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Tuesday, August 16, 2005
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"Cascading Bloods"
Blood cascading down my face...
Much like tears...
Thick, red tears...
Caused by this rage that builds within...
This undescribable pain...
The blackness of my soul...
As black as a bullet hole...
The deepest pits of hell...
The pits to where I fell..
The death of humanity...
Rising of demonic nature...
The need to kill...
The need to ressurect...
The need.... to die...
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Saturday, August 13, 2005
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"untitled"
I release your hand...
Watch you fall...
Darkness consume...
Hear the echo of your scream...
Have I done right...
I will never know...
I will never see...
Feel so heartless...
Feel so empty...
I did what was necessary...
I did what I needed...
Time to leave...
Time to go...
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Tuesday, August 9, 2005
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Beaten...
Torn...
Forgotten and dead...
Forced to live with these memories...
Of a time of peace...
A time born anew...
A time without you...
But I must shed my skin...
Reveal the smile that is left within...
Unlearn all knowledge...
Relearn it to different standards...
I can get through this...
Only this one...
As he walks through the darkness...
Alone and dying...
Choosing the mask that fits...
Never knowing the truth...
Living a lie...
Only he can find the light...
The way to peace...
Rebrith...
Seemless impossibility...
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Monday, August 8, 2005
...poem...
"Untitled"
I feel no need...
For me to move onward...
I see no need...
For me to live on..
The pain of the hate...
The death of the love..
Berating within my soul...
My mind...
The essence of my being...
Put a gun to my head...
Pull the trigger and smile...
Pull the trigger and feel rebirth...
Pull the trigger....
And live...
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Sunday, August 7, 2005
poem...
"Untitled"
You lie...
Forever in my head...
My heart..
My soul...
You take my hand...
As we rise to greatness...
Beyond the stars...
Beyond the skies...
I will be here when darkness falls...
When sorrow calls...
We will make it through...
Me and you...
Together...
As we escape...
Escape the hate...
And find the other...
1/07/05
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