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Saturday, June 25, 2005
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here is the "brighter" poem that i promised... although it was written on 2/18/05... so it is quite old...
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"Rays"
The sun's rays, a symbol of life
They cut through darkness like a knife
Through the shadows of the tree
Is a soul that yearns to be free
The sun shines to it, and it speaks,
It tells it to go after what it seeks
It says to him you must be one with the sky,
Do as the birds do, spread your wings and fly
Let yourself rise
Drain the pain from your eyes
Be one with yourself, do not fall
Do all you can, do it all.
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Friday, June 24, 2005
only a poem... enjoy...
"Untitled"
By the time this is read…
All will be ended…
The sword pulled from the stone…
Questions answered…
Happiness felt…
Pain showered…
The sea formed…
Angels reunited…
Demons created…
Trees falling…
A smile formed…
For all is ended…
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Thursday, June 23, 2005
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not much today... just a poem...
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"Thoughts on Paper"
None that truly understand how I feel...
I am forever alone...
Hated by the very blood that coarses within me...
A shell of my former self...
With none beside...
Yet all within...
Little to hold onto..
Pain is all that is left...
Hate is the only hope...
The thundering silence roars...
My thoughts have withered...
The time is now...
The time of virtue...
For this one to leave this land of purgitory...
The eve of Hollow has arrived...
Prayer is the only escape...
To the world known as "heaven"...
Within the embrace of darkness...
Where the only fear is fear itself...
I can finally see...
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goodbye... enjoy...
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Wednesday, June 22, 2005
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... i had my doctors appointment today... i have to see a sports physician on the 7th... and i dont get to go to minnesota because of it... i ended up getting fined for taking a walk around 4am yesterday... i have to come up with $100 to pay it off... heres a poem...
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"Untitled"
I'm holding...
Holding onto nothingness...
All because of a promise...
A simple promise...
I know not why I keep it;
Why I don't just stab myself and die...
Leave...
Crawl to the place from which I have risen...
The pits of flame...
The smell of seared flesh...
A smell so great...
If I choose to break...
You will follow...
Lose the success you will achieve...
If I choose to cease to breathe...
To be happy...
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enjoy...
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Tuesday, June 21, 2005
This line is useless...
not much today... just a poem...
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"My Final Farewell"
The sea rises...
Tsunamis of pain berate...
Knives rain with hopes to kill...
This is my final farewell...
The blood drips...
My soul fades...
My memories decend...
This is my final farewell...
I bid thee ado...
Goodbye...
Is has been fun...
This is my final farewell...
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P.S... no... i am not contemplating suicide... or leaving... and am sorry if that poem sucked... i didnt mess with it at all... i just wrote it now...
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Monday, June 20, 2005
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hello... not a very long post... i am not in the mood for it... my day yesterday was... interesting...
here is a poem...
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"Untitled"
My heart... it has been squeezed full of pain...
So great that it is hard to stay sane...
I stand alone is the people's rain...
With no shoulder to lean for comfort...
Lost hope of life... I continue to stare at this knife...
Which rests in my heart...
From the time of the past...
With the memories of the last...
I hope greatly to be dead...
To be shot in the head...
To end my life...
With a single knife...
The cuts on my shoulder...
Bleed tainted blood of black...
The thoughts of this world...
Being covered by a sheet of darkness...
A sheet of death...
Emotions locked inside my very being...
Rip my heart from it's place of rest...
This is what I believe is best...
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goodbye...
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Sunday, June 19, 2005
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hello... how is everyone doing... i am okay... feeling a little better after getting a good laugh in... i wont say names or point fingers... but thanks... i needed that alot... heres an Angel original... enjoy it...
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"Life"
The man comes to take us
To his world of eternal damnation
We will be in his embrace darkness
Sitting on his wing of death
In the heat of the seventh level
For a lasting fifteen years
I have lived under the watch of it
Noses are broken hearts are shattered
Voices run through my head as I lie awake staring at the blade
Thinking of how it could change the course of my history
Voices speak to me through my dreams
They beat at me as if they had spikes and hammers
Rose red blood drips from petal soft skin
It is a destiny that drips away
The rain of the people poars
Hopes are shattered by rule of an iron fist
Dreams dance in a pool of red
Thoughts linger in a pit of black
Emotions are locked in a void of gray
This way is best
Zur wille dur machet...
Viva... mala... rojo... negro...
Staring for countless, sleepless hours
Wanting to rest in a cool, cramped, dirty space
With the sight of boards every place
I am through with these beliefs
The beliefs of a world of happiness...
A world where everyone says they understand
This world of light and hope...
I'm through with this shit...
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Saturday, June 18, 2005
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Hello everybody… how are you doing… guess how im feeling… if you said depressed or dead… or anything along those lines… your right… now you want a prize… you have the knowledge that you guessed my emotion right… isn’t that prize enough… I didn’t do much today except go to the shrink… which is never fun…
“Monster” By Static-X
Breathing, killing, seething, willing
Fighting, biting, hating, waiting for you
Don't you, won't you, don't lie
Give it, get it, live it, let it
Dedicated, nothing sacred for you
Don't you, won't you, I die
Wreak havoc, I'm crippled
Your polluted soul, is so corrupted
In your eyes, see all the lies
The alibis, That I despise
In your eyes, see all the lies
The alibis, That I despise
In your eyes, all the lies
Alibis, I despise
See the lies, spirit dies
Your disguise, Monster size
Breathing, killing, seething, willing
Fighting, biting, hating, waiting for you
I don't know why I try
Give it, get it, live it, let it
Dedicated, nothing sacred for you
I can't see you I'm blind
Wreak havoc, I'm crippled
Your polluted soul, is so corrupted
In your eyes, see all the lies
The alibis, That I despise
In your eyes, see all the lies
The alibis, That I despise
In your eyes, all the lies
Alibis, I despise
See the lies, spirit dies
Your disguise, Monster size
Wreak havoc, I'm crippled
Erasing, Refacing
So worthless, no mercy
Your polluted soul, is so corrupted
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Friday, June 17, 2005
hello...
hello... how does everyone feel... i am ,as most would say, "regular"... i am all but thrilled with my summer break... many know not when to quit bothering me... or how to take "no" for an answer... it is beginning to become quite annoying... here is a poem...
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"What"
What is this that I feel...
What is this that has stricken me...
Brought me to thoughts of meloncholy...
Thoughts of leaving...
What does one do to deserve this fate...
Why does one seek this path...
For repentance...
Rebirth...
Happiness...
I know not for why this is chosen...
For this hopeless soul...
Faithless soul-
Worthless...
Maybe it is fate...
Destined for death...
At an age of 32...
Unless this one may find that which is imposible...
It has been fortold by the spirits...
As they arched through me...
Tore me apart...
Devoured my emotion...
Feasted upon my soul...
-Angel
5/23/05
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Thursday, June 16, 2005
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hello everyone... yesterday was yet another uneventful day in my life... i took a survey at the request of a friend... enjoy it... although it offers little information about me... i prefer not to confine within another what i can keep within...
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