Wednesday, November 1, 2006

wait...
*for post below* wait.....then i wouldn't get to go to Canada.....DAMMIT, EH!!!!!!!
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yo wut up hoe?^^
yeah team....i don't know why but i can't get to sleep till late at night...it killink me! cuz again when i stand up i get that dizzy feeling and so on...and like when people talk their voice seems distant..its so weird..its happened before. and now its happening again...i do have low blood pressure cuz i don't eat much...cuz we don't really have much to eat in the house so you know it just works out that way....maybe i'll die tomorrow...yeah, then ill get sleep.....

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Monday, October 30, 2006

   OMG what is a dispatch??!!!
HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!. this dispatch buisness is making me anxious.....maybe i should cry in a corner....omg...i got like no sleep last nighy.......grrrr...when ever i would stand up in class i would get really dizzy and then get that panicy feeling...it was amazing...but omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I'M GOING TO CANADA, EH!!!!!!YEAHYA!! EH!! SO FRICKIN EXCITED...but anywho besides me going out of the country for the first time and i getting to talk in frequent french with people...I am coloring my anime pics and hopefully will put one up when i get the chance....which isn't that exciting as going to canada but i havent put color into my work in a long time....so u know its cool...i guess...CANADA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!EH!!!!

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Saturday, October 28, 2006

   some one needs to hold me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......meep........*cries*
ahhhhhhhh so it's 3 in the morning and we ( my cousins and i)just got back from going to a haunted house thing...omg...it was terrifying...i may or may not have peed a few times!..but it was at a famous ranch around our area so they like made a HUGE!! barn really scary and so on...omg....they would only let us go in pairs to that made it even scarier, and so you know...hmm..but me and my cousin brittany went together a few yards behind my other two cousins Megan(the one who lives with me) and Jacob..and before we went in a girl came out crying so you know that just made me anxious and like freaking outish.....but we would like have to go around corners ....and like i would be forced to go around the corner first (she would like throw me around the corner!! XD!! it was amazing) but you wouldn't know what would be there...and so i like ran face first into this really creepy guy with a chain saw....omg i think i about cried...*sobs* omg..you have no idea...but soon i was just so fed up with almost peeing that i just turned around and started petting the chainsaw guy and telling him that i loved him...so he wouldn't have to hurt me..XD!!! he was laughing so hard he had to walk away....and then there was this guy with a scary mask on and a Jason guy that like cornered us so i just like pretty much hugged the guy so he would leave me alone..which worked cuz he started laughing and had to walk away....heheh...i guess that's just the effect i have on people....but like some parts of the thing was like pitch black..and lets just say that Aoi is scared of the dark when there are creepy pedifile creaturs walking around...and yeah that part wasn't so fun...cuz someone grabed my foot...XD!! so i like fell over and accidently bit him!!! XD!!! HAHA! is so amazing...yeah i got to bite a guy...oh great now i'm gonna get testitus....@_@'''''' but anywho it was so amazing...and like when you got to the end you had to go through a little cornmaze part....scaryness in a bottle...especially when a guy with a mask on jumps at you and chases you...but like his mask had jangular protuding teeth...and his tooth went in my ear..so we like stood there with tooth in ear laughing..it was so amazing. omg...so let;s just say that when i get scared i get crazy and make people(whoare supose to be scaring me) have to walk away cuz they're laughing so hard....wow..it was amazing. you have no idea though. oh and at the very end of the scary thing...there's this foggy room and this guy with a chainsaw came out...omg...and seriosly im not emphisising the story but the chainsaws they use are reall...they just take off the chains so it's just the thick, very dull metal thing...but the guy chased us and megan and brittany tried to go through the door at the same time so while they're struggling with that me and jacob are running around the room being chased by this guy with a chainsaw..and finally the guy cought up with us and like this is suppose to be a miniumum touch policy, but he put the fake blade part *this is still spinning by the way* on jacob and omg i had a spaze attack/pee parade all at the same time....holy crap..i almost died tonight..actually i think i may have....but you know it was special....but then at the other scary barn thing at this place there was this spinning vortex of doom...and you had to go through it..and so you walked across this metal bridge and like it brakes and then the whole room starts twirling...omg....and then the bridge starts tipping and the room finally goes back to normal as you almost fall off the bridge thing...that was so cool... i don't know how they did it. but i think the scariest part of this night was when we drove through the cemetary....let me tell you a little thing about our town cemetary....it dates back to the 1739's and omg....no i am going to tell you this and i am not full of it...seriously the news has been out there and everything, but it's haunted...you see the news went out their because of all the claims of people seeing and feeling weird things..and when they got out there...towards the older part of the cemetary all of their equiptment stopped working. omg...seriously! and i have proof that i am full of crap; you know that show 'unsolved mysteries'? well they investigated our cemetary i think it was last year, and you can actually watch the episode about it on tv. Which is awsome cuz my town is on tv and the name of our town isn't even on the map...but what makes this entire thing fun is that everything was like our in the country part of MI so you weren't around too many people so it wasn't crowded.....but anywho...back to the cemetary...we drove in their...and omg i seriously cried....cuz once we got to the old part of the cemetary...............................................the car...................stopped....................................omg.........i was like .........................jesus?.................is that you?????????............and then i cried...XD! but yeah it was only for like a few seconds that the car went retarded. but then we like hightailed it out of their and now we're home.......but now someone needs to hold me!!! before something jumps out of the dark at me....like my really fat cat...who already did that as i was heading for the bathroom.....-_-'''
........what am i going to do with that freakin cat....it's like out to get me.....meep........i need a hug right now.....before i cry.....cuz tonight was freakin crazy...oh yeah but i feel better cuz i ate alot of toast when i got home......cuz toast is amazing...YEAH TOAST!!!..................mmeeaappp.........
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Wednesday, October 25, 2006

   somewhere over my pants..................
yeah we just had our first half day of the week....WOOT! i am going to do some drawing!!! and work on my project.....yeah team.. Omg i love bread...you can do anything with is.....it's so amazing.....i don't know what i would do with outi it...OH JEBUS!! my cat about gave me a heart attack the other night..0_0'''' it was terriflying...i had just gotten done watching the new "OMEN" movie....yeah it was about 10pm so you know i went upstairs and went to bed... yeah...and i was thinking about how scary that movie would do if that really was real....and well lets just say i'm up on the top bunk so you know i can only see the upper part of the door.
well the door just kinda opened on its own...and i was like
"MEEP!!!0-0'''''''" " jesus is that you!?" 0-0''
So i slowly uncovered myself and looked down........yeah it was just my really fat cat.....i was like -_-'' "hang on i think i might have to change my bedsheets now...." it was frickin amazing...
but anywho on a brighter note.......i have some "new" fanart up...go me...AND I'M DRAWING TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOT! kk i'm over that...
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Tuesday, October 24, 2006

....HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!
wow have you noticed the fruit of the loom comercials are really weird.......
Anderson: Well....they are comercials about panties.
Me: ^_X'' nert nert anderson...thanks for that.
Anderson: YUP!!^^

omg..today in french class...ehhe..it was amazing....we were talking about columbus and all of that jazz...and one of the girls said...."Well columus was a spanard so..."
and i said without even thinking..."COLUMBUS ISN'T A SPANARD!!! HE'S FROM SPAIN!!!!!!!!>_<''"
it was so amazing.......XD!!! X.x' shuddup don't laugh at my stupidity!!! ............cricket.......................*Bursts into menical laughter* XD!!!
yeah im special...hmmm.....Omgomgomgomg!! tomorrow we have a half day of High school and then omg then we have a half day again!!! and then omg omg then we have no school friday!!!!!!!WOOT!!! okay really it's not that exciting....except maybe i will be able to get somesleep and be like a normal person....good luck with that^^
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Monday, October 23, 2006

omg omgomg omg omg omg...................meatloaf.............sick.........
woooooooooottttt!! yeah i am feeling much better that's so ecciting..only spelt right. nothing about today was especially exciting...except that we have half days this week!!!!!! well actually we have a full day tomorrow and then half days wendsday and thursday...and then....NO SCHOOL FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wooot! and then i have to work on another project for social studies but it will turn into a novel...cuz i make everything in history into a story...like we have to do a project on how it was like for a world war one soldier to be in the war...and i'm doing a life story about this guy who has to leave his fiancy and family to fight....and then he grows closer to his father...which ends up really sad in one of the letters he recieves from him cuz his father is always dissapointed in him...but in this letter he talks about how proud he is when he says his name to a crowd of people....but his wife has his child while he's gone....and it's so cute/sad cuz the little boy has always heard about how brave and amazing his daddy is and one night he says to his ma as she tucks him in bed..he says: "mama? Where's my daddy?"
and tears fill her eyes and she's just like.."Right her" and pats her hand over his heart....i know it's cheesy but cute and it will sound better once it's all written out. so you know^^ but anywho...yeah....no school friday.....
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Thursday, October 19, 2006

   did i mention i hate meatloaf?
omg...life is so amazing....i got up yesterday morning feeling like sh...itaki mushroom.....and i had a fever and all of that. It was beautiful...so my ma was like you can just stay home cuz you look all pale and crappy like...(-_-' thanks ma...very generous of you to call me crappy...^^') but i couldn't cuz i had a presentation in women's health and fitness to do(which is third hour)...so i sat through french and finally hurled...then got through band....anf then lunch..an then hurled again eventhough i did't eat.....and then finally came the presentation.....which was freakin horrible....cuz i am pretty good at public speaking and all that shiznig...but i was presenting with kurumi and it was about child abuse...and at the end i had to tell everyone about how when i was five i was abused by my mom's boyfriend and then when me and my mother moved to where we live now...it happened by two other people...it was amazingnes in a bottle my presention was...(that sounded really british..mate...wait...noo..that's australian...) but i had promised myself that i would cry and well..i was like bawling my eyes out like everyone else...and like shaking....like crazines...well you get the point of the presentaion...only speled righ....DAMN IT!!! **spelled right...XD! wow..im special....

but yeah then after my presentaion i was able to go home with like a 130 degree fever....yeah...needles to say...i had the flu..hahahhaaaha...which reminds me...at the lunch table we were all talking about what the fact that i "regurgitated" in first hour..(not in class may i add) and my eyes got really wide..and i smacked the table and i was like OMG...WHAT IF I HAVE THE BIRD FLEW!!!???? and Kurumi was like...oh great now ur gonna grow feathers..and then we burst into the song of "shake your tail feathers" it was the best moment of mylife until i had to go "regurgitat" again.....then i just got mad...but chya know how it goes....hmmm...well know i am going to sleep....yeah team...
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Tuesday, October 10, 2006

omg.....i think im going to go cry...because i might be able to actually sleep tonight!!
kk....let me tell you the whole story about what was going on...i'm talking about the post before....like message...not the post i ran into this morning...^^'''.....
but anywho...meest and i have always eaten lunch with our little group...which includes Kurumi, people you don't know like cassie, tae, Gabe(<--who i love with all of my heart because he is my hero....and he's gay...which we have been trying to get him to admitt..and he finally did)....ummmmmmmmmmm and that's about it. But anywho,it was like this....either me or meest would try and tell something to..say...Kurumi and she would completely ignore us and talk to anyone else at the table.....no matter how hard we tried...Kurumi would barely even find something to tell me about..so pretty much she didn't talk to me. so i emailed her asking if she would still even be there for me and if we were still best friends...and i really wanted to know why she ignored me all the time. I mean we've been best friends for 10 years so why would she just up and forget about ne?...she pretty much emailed me back saying...yeah we're friends...but i don't want to be best friends anymore because i have other people to talk to. and then the day after the email...she didn't even say one word to me, she barely even looked at me. So yeah after balling my eyes out on meest shoulder, meest emailed kurumi saying that her friendship with her was over but kurumi still had a chance with me.
So the next day in school kurumi came up to me balling her eyes out saying that she was sorry...so pretty much it was me and kurumi hugging and bawling our eyes out in the middle of the school hallway at six in the morning...with people passing by like OH MY GAWD WHO DIED!!!! and of course tae was still standing there like 'do dodo doododo' for we had just been having a conversation about cheese and how tired we were....seriously...cheese....(i never knew cheese could be so emotional!!!) but yeah now we're all back to our normal selves....but yeah...now meest and kurumi aren't even talking because it took meest leaving our group of friends for kurumi to even realize that she was losing her best friends. So at the homecoming danse last saterday...i just wanted to cry the entire time because just over the summer at blue lake Kurumi and Meest had been singing and dancing to "save a horse ride a cow boy" and that song came on...so it was beautiful...but after words kurumi and I actually had fun so you know. that's good i guess.....so yeah everything is going fine...im just trying to make it so kurumi and meest don't keep calling eachother bitches and telling me to send a message from one to the other saying "F*** you" cuz' i luff them both and it tears me apart to be in the middle of it all...and i know we will never all be best friends together but i can at least see that they don't hate eachother as much....gaw..so well i have other actually happy news....but i will tell you in the post to follow....hmmmm cuz i'm awsome that way..
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Wednesday, October 4, 2006

so how's ur life?
kk well sorry i haven't been on in like fo' eva' eva' well yeah ...a lot has been going on....omg...like alot...i have been best friends with Karumi for ever...10 years to be exact. Well lately we haven't really been talking much...and well you know i really need her because things have been going on at my dad's house and it's extremely hard that she's not here for me. SO i thought i would email her and maybe we would be able to work things out. And i know she really meant that she cared, but i think i was too late to talk to her about it because in her email back...she didn't even ensure me that we were best friends...so i'm trying to deal with that....so in other words i probably won't be on alot for the next month or so....so sorry about that.....i really don't know why i just told you all that...but i guess i just need someone to talk to right now^^
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