Saturday, November 5, 2005

   hi....
hello how has everyones week been
mine was pretty shitty.....but
well thatz usual for me...i wrote
you guyz some new poems...
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Tears
tears from my eyes
tears from my veins
crimson tears from these wounds
sadness...
tears from my eyes
tears from my veins
dark black tears from my soul
darknesss...
tears from my eyes
tears from my veins
tears of clear across my face
lonlyness...
tears from my eyes
tears from my veins
no tears anymore
death...
-angel of mercy-
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Die...
forgotten
lost
wish i wasnt here...
sad
malice
wish i was gone...
hate
anger
i know i dont deserve to live...
blessed fucker
dumbass
i am known only by these names...
death
forgivence
i know neither of these will happen to me...
i wish i could die
but i cant, not yet
i dont know why
they wont let me
die...
-angel of mercy-
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welp thank you all for listening
to my cries.....but it doesnt matter
i cant ever be saved.....
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Wednesday, November 2, 2005

   bored...
hello everyone how r u all... me
im okay for now.....welp i wrote
you people a new poem...
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Tears
tears from my eyes
tears from my veins
crimson tears from these wounds
sadness...
tears from my eyes
tears from my veins
dark black tears from my soul
darkness...
tears from my eyes
tears from my veins
tears of clear across my face
lonlyness...
tears from my eyes
tears from my veins
no tears anymore
death...
-angel of mercy-
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wounds...
slice after slice
i create this wound
cut after cut
blood pours from my viens
rip after rip
i cry tears of red
slowly i cut myself
until i bleed
i wish for death
but cant ever find it
cut my arms across the veins
or slit my throat
wish you were here
or wish i was dead
-angel of mercy-
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welp thats all for today i may post some tomorrow...
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Monday, October 31, 2005

   hi
hi everybody i wrote a new poem
based off of one that my dear
departed cousin wrote...
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Darrens poem
Do not stand at my grave,
and cry...
i am not there,
i did not die...
do not stand at this tomb,
and weep...
i dont rest here,
and i will not sleep...
do not sit at my grave,
and wonder why...
i am not there,
i did not die...
do not stand at this tomb,
and wish for my sorrow...
i dont rest here,
and i wont tomorrow...
-angel of mercy-
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well thats all i had for today i
may post tomorrow...
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Saturday, October 29, 2005

   new poems
hi ......
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Darkness
Darkness consumes my soul
fire once let in has created this hole...
shrouded in the dark of night
walk through the fire, into the light...
dressed in black to help me hide
blood red tears from my eyes,helps me on the inside...
darkness cloaks and sheilds me, from the light
fire, let it burn or kill me tonight...
-angel of mercy-
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Sunday, October 23, 2005

   hello
hello how has everyone been lately?
wish i could say i was ok...but u
know me that cant be said... welp
heres a poem i wrote...
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untitled
she is my life
and now it has been wasted...
my life of pain
and anguish...
she burned my soul
and cut out my heart...
wish i could remember her
but i know i mustnt...
mustnt remain
mustnt stay...
i can not ever run-
away...
wish she was mine
but she wont ever be..
wish she was here
and only with me...
-angel of mercy-
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and heres a poem to make up for not posting yesterday...
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artwork
a razor,cutting flesh
a tear,from my eyes
blood,dripping from my wounds
beatings from my parents
intensive care,people watching me
watch me cut my flesh
watch me bleed to death
wath my life end slowly
see me as an artwork
a knife,to slit my throat
a flood of water,pouring from these holes
crimson sea,squirtting from my viens
killings,caused by them
mental patient,people still watching me
watch me cut my flesh...deeper
watch me bleed to death...slower
watch my life waste away...
now will you see my art,
or will i have to do this again?
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welp i feel better now ill post again next weekend or sooner...
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Thursday, October 20, 2005

   really quick
Ensolved
ensolved in the dark
ensolved in ones fears
hide from the light
stray from the holy
trust the fire
help with ones burn
cut the flesh
slit ones wrists
cry crimson tears
wish for your death
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Sunday, October 16, 2005

   sorry
sorry this is so short...
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slit
trace the veins to where they end
cut the flesh from the bone...
slit the skin from the arms
and slice all the wounds outside...
-angel of mercy-
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Saturday, October 15, 2005

   back again
wow twice in one day.....
nah im just messing with youll
but i will post tommorrow...
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anywayz you should take my tests...
welp byz now
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   hi wat up
how haz every1 been?well i wrote a new poem and im going to post it today along with afew others...
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Just 4 today
just for today
wont you let me be?
just for today
will you stay with me?
just for today
will you forgive what ive done?
just for today
wont you let me have fun?
just for today
will you leave me alone?
just for today
will you let me come home?
just for today
will you finally cry?
just for today
wont you let me die?
-angel of mercy-
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You
passion,anguish
things for today
blinded by light,
lost in my thoughts
thinking of you
makes me wish i could die
but instead all i can do is cry...
cry from my veins these red tears
sit in the dark ensolved in my fears...
wish i could forget
forget of my past,
thinking of how long we did last
only a moment it was
but i wish it wouldn't of ended
thinking of us
i wish we could be...
ensolved in each other
instead of this dark
cry from our eyes
not from our hearts...
wish we could be together
but we will be only in memory...
-angel of mercy-
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Saturday, September 17, 2005

   hi im back !!
hello all fans and new comers...here are some poems for all of you
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"Flesh"
watch the razor cut the flesh
taste the blood its so fresh...
cut the skin deep inside
let in the darkness, try to hide...
slit the opened veins
only stop once it rains...
lick the blood from the wound
your time will come so soon...
slice the flesh to the bone
just leave me in the dark all alone...
let me lie right here
and let me die from this fear...
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"Contrast"
a tree in the dark
a tomb in the fire
a city under water
a soul in the sky...
darkness of trees
firery graves
flooded homes
heavens of death...
gardens of doom
a burning bed
cities of leaks
heavens within hell...
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"Tomorrow,Today"
life in this place
none left to date...
hide in the dark
only survival...
burn all once good
way of life...
drown in the deep
faking a death...
destroy ones home
loss of your own...
take ones life
make your grave...
time for bed
live life with the dead...
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"Rememberance"
at age 5 i would slit my wrists
two years later i would be 7...
at age 7 i would become demonic
three years from then i would be 10...
at age 10 i would beat my dad
in one year i would be 11...
at age 11 i would fall in love,but lose her
in two years i would be 13...
at age 13 i would make a new friend
in one year,3months,and5days i would be almost 15...
at age 14 i turned on all i once loved
in one year,9months,and 16days it will be this present day...
now i am 15 and i have found happiness
in one year i will be 16...
at the age of 16 i will become a drunk
one month from then...
i will lose all things i once loved
in 11 months i will be 17...
at the age of 17 i will finally die
one month after my death ...
at this time no one shall remember me

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