Sunday, August 22, 2004

Cut your hair short and then walk through an airport
Well, the party was great last night.
Krista and I got there around, 6:30-40ish? I can't really remember. Nick, Duane, Rick, Rob,and Nick's family were there. Rick, Nick, and Rob were walking around while Duane was in the pool with the kids. Scary, no?
We were all hanging out for a while and then these two girls show up. UGH! They were pretty nice at first but then they were seriously hanging all over Nick and Rick. Like I understand theyre cute and funny, but geez, chill! the one girl as Krista said to Duane and me, Did NOT deserve the Fallout Boy hoodie she waas wearing. Arr. They left around 10, after playing OMG HIDE AND SEEK IN TEH DARK!:O
Damn bitches. >:0 Then it was just Nick, Duane, Krista, and myself in the pool house. We were talking about stuff. Aw, Nick is quiet, I love that. =] Rob and Rick were out at the bonfire playing Rob's acoustic.Roc is one scary cat yo. Kristas mom got there around 11ish

I think we might be going to Duane's today. That would be cool. Well I'm out. Ta ta <3




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Saturday, August 21, 2004

All along you were there
Mkay well Im much better today. Not so sad and confused
My cousins might be coming over soon.
Im shopping for raver pants. Man oh man what I would do to dye my hair hot bright pink with green streaks. Seriously. ;3

Ok well I dont really have much to talk about so yeah


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Friday, August 20, 2004

Hey, did you hear about my mistakes?
Yeah, me too.

Well, that Max problem never died and now my best friend likes him and he's cutting me off from any communication with him. I dont know what I did either. He was all of the sudden like, you piss me off I cant talk to you anymore. And I was trying as hard as possible to be nice to him!! I dont get it. Hes getting mad over a situation that never existed, AKA our realationship.

Oh well... As long as I have Lee. =] But even that has gotten tricky now. Being the A++++ student he is, he's always doing homework and studying. AND tonight, hes going out on a date...but I hear shes just a friend so its all cool. I just wish it were me instead of her. Grrrr

Hokay. I really really really really want to meet Daphne Loves Derby, and buy their new EP. D: :heart:!!

Concert is tomorrow. The picnic for mums work got cancelled. I am muy happy. =] I didnt really feel like going anyways.

I'm worried that Max might ask Jess out. That may be selfish but I dont want it to happen. I'll talk to her. Well that wasnt subtle :D

Well, go figure. He already asked her out. shitshitshitshit! I hope this isnt like the end of our friendship. Ive seriously known Jess since we were both a few months old. I cant end it over some guy but gee. Shes noly going to be on if Max is. What the hell happened? I feel so threatened in all my realtionships, and thats not just with guys. All of my friends. Its like I cant trust them anymore. My hands are shaking, pretty soon Im going to start bawling.

I don't get it.



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Thursday, August 19, 2004

Youre my obsession
Hey there kids.

Last night's youth was awesome. Pastor Brian is my favorite speaker. 8) He's so passionate about what he talks on. He lives with life with a passion as well. He's craaazy. In a good way.

Duuuude! 2 more days til the concert!!!!! ahhh Im so pumped for this oh man oh man oh man.

I got this pen yesterday and it has torn up money in it. Its driving me crazy.

Oh, about that picture yesterday. No, I did not draw it. I wish I could draw like that but alas I cannot. I think I did a search under google images using my name. =] I like it.

Hm, I feel like posting lyrics today. How cheesy of moi. :O

Skillet - Fingernails Lyrics

Never reaching what I want to reach
Never being who I want to be
Blaming me when I fall and fail
All my dreams splintering, under my fingernails
Under my fingernails

I'm empty, lonely and accused
Accused without a word
My fingernails, are chipping down, from clawing in the dirt
I'm so lost, lost and confused
I threw it all away
How can I, be beautiful, when I am so afraid!

Never reaching what I want to reach
Never being who I want to be
Blaming me when I fall and fail
All my dreams splintering, under my fingernails
All my dreams out of reach, under my fingernails

I watch it all slip through my hands
My brokenness revealed
I'm so proud, I'm so proud, I'm crying to be filled
I'm killing, distroying the pain, that's killing me away
I've got to live, I've got to love, like I am unafraid

Never reaching what I want to reach
Never being who I want to be
Blaming me when I fall and fail
All my dreams splintering, under my fingernails
Never reaching what I want to reach
Never being who I want to be
Blaming me when I fall and fail
All my dreams splintering, under my fingernails
All my dreams out of reach, under my fingernails

I'm wasting, wasting every moment
I want to be tasting, tasting every moment with you
I'm suffering, I'm bleeding, on my knees
Who's gonna save me
Suffering, bleeding
Save me from this pit of frailty

Never reaching what I want to reach!
Never being who I want to be
Blaming me when I fall and fail
All my dreams splintering, under my fingernails
Never reaching what I want to reach
Never being who I want to be
Blaming me when I fall and fail
All my dreams splintering, under my fingernails
All my dreams out of reach, under my fingernails

Never reaching me!



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Wednesday, August 18, 2004

I recall becoming maddly in love with you
Oh man Oh man
So I talked to Max about him being too attatched yesterday. He said I was right and he was being selfish and that he should and wont change who I am for his own benefits.

Jess is like, why did you two break up?? Youre so prefect for each other! And he said thats why it didnt work, We were too much alike. Which I can understand.

Ok enough of my "drama". haha School starts in 3 weeks. . . Lee started Monday. Man oh man do I miss him.

I think I will make a new Livejournal. I don't like the username I have. I don't like my username on here either...Maybe I'll make another on of these accounts...nah. I dont feel like getting my stats all the way back up to where I am. =]

Mkay, ta ta <33


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Tuesday, August 17, 2004

Smile Jesus Loves You
I feel a lot better today. Yesterday I has abdominal pains like hell. Then Krista cancelled at the last minute, and my dad spazzed out at 12am, slamming doors and locking himself in the basement. Scarrry

Today I found out that Daphne Loves Derby wrote 3 more songs! OMGOSH Im so happy =] <3333
I love the background on their site. Mmm

I have a new car owners dinner to attend tonight. 8) In honor of our new 2005 Matrix. So sezzy. Haha

Saturday is the Adelaide, Elektronot, TDAA concert. Im so pumped for it =]!!

mkay ta ta <3


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Monday, August 16, 2004

I wish you were a pinata
Ow, pain. Oww owowowowowowowww Ok needing motrin. Arrrr

Mmkay, well yesterday was a blast. Max showed up around 1 and he was playing with the cats. He wants one so bad. =] Then we watched Road to Morocco. Really old, from 1943 so it was in black and white. Even though we made fun of some parts it was awesome.
Then, of course, Lord Of The Rings Three.It was fun to watch Golumn spaz out in slow mo. Then Krista showed up right about there. Max and her are so funny. (And Max and I are so cudlexcore together :ninja:)Pizza came, we put in Encino Man, they liked it. Then after that movie it was time for Bullet Proof monk...No one really watched it though. Krista and I were talking about stuff, and Max was playing with my hair and trying to understand us. hahahah So much fun with those two.

I might go to Krista's house today to see Dan, Steve, and Jason. Those guys are so dull they couldnt cut better if they were knives.

Well hopefully I get to see them.
tata <33

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Sunday, August 15, 2004

Everythings gonna crash and break
Skillet is a good band
Max will be here in about 40 minutes.
Im chilling
I cant find Kung Pow
This isnt good D: We planned on watching it.
ta ta <3

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Saturday, August 14, 2004

I have decided to change my site
yes
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I have some pictures that only Krista and I will ever see..
Haha
Well the sleepover last night was really fun.I made like 5 hemp braclets/anklets/chokers for people and I still pormised 4 other people that I would make them something. My fingers arr gunna hurt like a mutherrr.

I love hanging out with Krista and Bridgette. Bridgette is my new sister. We heart each other.

As of right now, I heart cheerios. Seriously.
Gaia is being a bioch once again.
Im only a little tired.We fell asleep around 3ish and woke up at quarter to 8.
The person who is expecting a white/black/pink/green braclet should be recieving a package in about a week. I cant send it out while my parents are home. This will be tricky... =\ <33

Ta ta
(all recent pictures courtesy of Natalie Dee at nataliedee.com)


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