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Friday, August 20, 2004


Hey, did you hear about my mistakes?
Yeah, me too.

Well, that Max problem never died and now my best friend likes him and he's cutting me off from any communication with him. I dont know what I did either. He was all of the sudden like, you piss me off I cant talk to you anymore. And I was trying as hard as possible to be nice to him!! I dont get it. Hes getting mad over a situation that never existed, AKA our realationship.

Oh well... As long as I have Lee. =] But even that has gotten tricky now. Being the A++++ student he is, he's always doing homework and studying. AND tonight, hes going out on a date...but I hear shes just a friend so its all cool. I just wish it were me instead of her. Grrrr

Hokay. I really really really really want to meet Daphne Loves Derby, and buy their new EP. D: :heart:!!

Concert is tomorrow. The picnic for mums work got cancelled. I am muy happy. =] I didnt really feel like going anyways.

I'm worried that Max might ask Jess out. That may be selfish but I dont want it to happen. I'll talk to her. Well that wasnt subtle :D

Well, go figure. He already asked her out. shitshitshitshit! I hope this isnt like the end of our friendship. Ive seriously known Jess since we were both a few months old. I cant end it over some guy but gee. Shes noly going to be on if Max is. What the hell happened? I feel so threatened in all my realtionships, and thats not just with guys. All of my friends. Its like I cant trust them anymore. My hands are shaking, pretty soon Im going to start bawling.

I don't get it.



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