Thursday, February 15, 2007

Waiting
Have I ever told you guys how impatient I am??

I am super Impatient, I'm the worlds worst at waiting because I wait and wait and wait and then I get bored and go do something else for like five seconds and the thing that I was waiting for Happens While I'm away!!!!

right now I'm waiting on Kipp to call and It's driving me insane I think i'm going to go take a shower! watch when I'm good and soapy he'll call!

isn't that always the way?
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Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Happy V-Day
I wish you all a Hppy V-day!!!

Much loves and stuff of the sort!!!

Hugs

~*Aqua*~
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Tuesday, February 13, 2007

Morning!!!
Hey yalls!!!

I am up way way way early!!!
And yes for all of you who know about my nocturnal way of life I HAVE BEEN TO SLEEP!!

I finally passed out at like 2...

I got drank it was cool, then i picked up a phone which I never should have done. I had an okay time playing with it though Sorry Ishtar I didn't mean to hang up But Kipp called with some news and I kinda just wanted to go to sleep afterwards...that or finish the bottle off by myself.

I got the third degree from him about it but eh? it'll be okay I didn't do anything bad!

Much love yalls I'm off to visit yous guys!!
~*Aqua*~
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Monday, February 12, 2007

   I get to run a register...
I have to learn how to run a register today...

How exciting....

To be t-totally honest I really don't want to but If I pretend I'm happy maybe I can convince myself that it wont be so bad...

I'm afraid that I'm going to get someone whos cranky!

Goodness I need a drink... I start every work day like this I think...

I'm weak I'm glad I don't have a drink I'm supposed to be quitting. but then Quitting is for quiters!

and who wants to be a quiter in this day and age?

Me I do!

We laters yall I'm gonna go run the register and Maybe it will be better than I think!
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   I don't get it...
Why does it hurt so much?

When I'm with him it's okay but when I'm not I miss him, I wanna know what he's doing, what goes through his head I wanna analyze every angle of this person I wanna know his motives I wanna know that he cares...

But then i know he cares...

He gets ill with me and i dunno what to do, I DON'T wanna go home but I know he needs sometime that I'm not takeing up!

I need time but i also don't like how when someone else talks about things, it sounds like i'm being completely used... Sometimes I wonder if I'm blind, but then this person isn't always with us...

he's sweet to me when he's not ill, and he's isn't often ill but I dunno...

I miss the days when i was an alcholic soooo bad!

i know it's bad but then everything was so simple, simple and lonely no one so much as looked at me twice until I met him and he made me feel important like It mattered if I was alive or not and then I was so mean to him when I got drunk so I quit for him because I don't want to hurt him and I was so cruel and then he says stuff that hurt so deep and he doesn't even notice only to bandage it in a way only he has been able to., I'm so stupid and comfused.


Well I'm gonna drag my happy but over here for a min.

laters yall!!!
i'll be by to see ya when i wake up!

~*Aqua*~
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Thursday, February 8, 2007

   Videos for yous all!
Always Look on the bright side of life.


Make you smile


(I don't remeber the name of the song right now.)


Moondance


I want You (Cover but Pretty awesome!!)


Shine


Captain Jack

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Tuesday, February 6, 2007

   Hey yalls
Hola whats up!?!

As of late I have found work and the B/f to be so time consuming that I am unable to make it to visit but fear not, I shall ty my best to visit everyone who updates today and tomorrow!

AS for thursday I dunno I have to work again... but as always I will try my best to be there!

I am sooooo mad at myself!!!!

i'm falling back into old habits I'm talking like really old habits!

I think I weirded out Kipp for a min. I asked him if he ever had the Urge to take his skin off ya know because he felt dirty and he kinda gave me a funny look...

I told him it was just a weird thought.

but have you sometimes I do I maen I could clean it better if I could see every inch of it.... And were not talking about the whole Cut off little pieces and the clean them no what I mean is like if your body had like a secret zipper you could take your skin off and just be muscle for a little bit while you washed off the out side then like a glove just put it back on how cool would that be?

well that was my completely wierd thought for the day I must be off to visit yalls!

Later
~*Aqua*~
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Friday, January 26, 2007

   Big Eyes Big Eyes
I like this smilie!!!

What have you all been up to I've been away for a little bit or at least I was unable to visit but now I shall!!!!
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Tuesday, January 23, 2007

   My ist off today!!!!!!
It's finally my off day!!!

After working for 5 whole days i got and off day how exciting right?

Me and mom are going out and then about 6,9 or 11 or even like 1:45 Kipp-y is gonna call! he said he'd call me on his break...

He woke me up this afternoon!

I'm not upset though I enjoyed getting to talk to him before he went to work!

well yous guys gotta go because Moms out of the shower.

Much Love!!!!
~*Aqua*~
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Wednesday, January 17, 2007

My first Valentines Day.... With someone.
I have absolutely no idea what to do!!!

For Christmas It was easy but ya know it's kinda hard because i dunno what to do...

I never had a boyfriend at this time of year ARGGGGGG What to do What to do!!!

He really is so supportive i mean When I had my Wreck he called every hospital in town to check on me, He flipped out all night that he was stuck at work, and called me the second he got off. He carried me out to get my eyes fixed and I didn't even have to ask.

I just don't know...

I need to work on a good idea, something really good!

Love yalls
~*Aqua*~

Oh and just so it's completely clear Aqua's Car is her Baby, Was here Baby before she got up close and Personal with that tree She has yet to produce any offspring.


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