Monday, January 15, 2007

   I feel better and the car thing shall be comming along very soon!
I are looking at many a car to fill the position left open from when i killed my baby... It can't be replaced but I know i need a new one!

My bruies are all going away and my cut looks less infected than it did...

All of the folks at work have been really understanding and Mom hasn't killed me yet...

I dread it though because i have to work to 11 and that means that i gotta work with third shift and I dunno I never get things done the way they want them.

One of the women that was around throughout my young life has just passed away.. she had beautiful plants and always made time to talk to me...

this sucks I didn't even know she was sick but then I guess thats how she would have liked iit too much of a fuss over something always did bug her.




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Saturday, January 13, 2007

Wrecked!!!
I hit a Mumosa tree!!!!!

Yarg!!!!!

I totaled my car... SOB SOB!

I couldn't Believe I hit it!!!

I missed work too for my first time, my boss was, like so are you going to be here tomorrow?


So yeah I'm going in tomorrow and I guess I'm going to have to tell everyone that it was a small wreck that only killed the car.
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Thursday, January 11, 2007

Trust
Terribly afraid,
unsure to be sure
I don't know what to say,
I just can't think anymore.
Once I did know
That once it was right
But now I can't see
enveloped in the night.
Indecision abound
no proper choice to be found.

To the left there is lonely certainty
To the right only doubt and mystery

Do I so lack the trust that should be there
Why don't I trust them, I'm certain they care

I cannot believe them for I know how fate is
nothing pure can remain, nothing.

AS if I were still a poet I know!

but I used to write very well at one point.
Enjoy.


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Tuesday, January 9, 2007

   Hey yalls
Well I are finally healthy again...

Much to my friend's and family's joy...

I am no longer so tired and cranky.

Nothing really eventful has happened lately But I did get to see Hellsing Ultimate!!!!

It rocks!!!!!!!!!!!
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Friday, December 29, 2006

Never miss stuff until it's gone!!!
Just another bit of proof one never misses anything until its gone!

Life was going awesome and grood and then I got a dreaded cold sore!!!!

No kisses for me!!!

My missses My Kisses!!!!!

I keep haveing to remind the bf that we can't kiss and the more I have to remind him the more I wish i didn't have to!

I can't wait until this stupid thing goes away!!!

Life moves on much like days past though, day to dayt crap converges upon me but eh?

Whatever!

I finally got out of my funk and I'm most of the way to being recovered from my sickness!!!!

Yays all that's left is for the coughing to stopp and the ouchie where the cold sore was to go the rest of the way away!

later all much love!
~*Aqua*~
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Wednesday, December 27, 2006

I hit one again
I hit bottom again...

Kipp doesn't get it, half of everything he says makes me want to cry so bad I don't know what to do so I just choke it in and don't say anything....

I hate gettting depressed like this.... I am just so sick and tired of being sick and tired that I just wanna quit!!!!

well I gotta go
Later yalls
~*Aqua*~
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Sunday, December 24, 2006

Working my tail off...
Christmas is coming and what better thing for me to be doing than working my tail off for the man.....

that's right I gotta work today but never fear With my trusty Asprin, DayQuil, and chloroceptic I shall hack the whole day!!!!

Best of all I get to work with Susan and kipp gets off at 7!!!!

I think I may hang out I'm not sure I really just gotta talk to him because management says there'll be no truck tonight I hope they're right I don't wanna wait until 10 for him to get off of work!

Well later all I gotta go work Much Love and Merry Christmas!!!!

~*Aqua*~
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Thursday, December 21, 2006

December 18, 2006...
too drunk to remeber the exact details but it was swift and hurt deeply... I felt used and dirty but I suppose its over...

on the other hand he stayed... if he wanted to leave he very-well could have but he stayed...

I dunno I don't like trusting people because then you can get hurt so long as I attach no emotion to our relationship It'll never hurt on the other hand it will never be as good as it could be If I don't.

Guess it's just goinbg to have to end up the way it ends up and emotion will hurt me when its over, I can't not attach the emotions to it.

I love yall
and I'm confused
~*Aqua*~
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Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Video's for your enjoyment.
More than useless



Boys on the radio



This is who we are



Even in his youth



A No Doubt song too lazy to look for the name



Always look on the bright side of life




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Tuesday, December 12, 2006

   just for kiciks and giggles!
I gots to work today and well...

I dunno lifes been business as usual I think I'm coming home and going to sleep tonight and he'll just have to miss me for a night because I gotta drink with my girl tonight or else i shall miss her more than sunshine!!!


I already miss her so... she's at wqork and I can't see her now!!!!!
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