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Monday, February 12, 2007


   I don't get it...
Why does it hurt so much?

When I'm with him it's okay but when I'm not I miss him, I wanna know what he's doing, what goes through his head I wanna analyze every angle of this person I wanna know his motives I wanna know that he cares...

But then i know he cares...

He gets ill with me and i dunno what to do, I DON'T wanna go home but I know he needs sometime that I'm not takeing up!

I need time but i also don't like how when someone else talks about things, it sounds like i'm being completely used... Sometimes I wonder if I'm blind, but then this person isn't always with us...

he's sweet to me when he's not ill, and he's isn't often ill but I dunno...

I miss the days when i was an alcholic soooo bad!

i know it's bad but then everything was so simple, simple and lonely no one so much as looked at me twice until I met him and he made me feel important like It mattered if I was alive or not and then I was so mean to him when I got drunk so I quit for him because I don't want to hurt him and I was so cruel and then he says stuff that hurt so deep and he doesn't even notice only to bandage it in a way only he has been able to., I'm so stupid and comfused.


Well I'm gonna drag my happy but over here for a min.

laters yall!!!
i'll be by to see ya when i wake up!

~*Aqua*~

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