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Birthday
• 1993-10-14
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Female
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• Take a guess ^^
Member Since
• 2006-10-24
Occupation
• Being myself =P
Real Name
• Sayura (yes, that really is my real name)
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Achievements
• Studied for 5 hours straight 0_o, Won 2nd place in a talent show for singing and a lot of other things ^^
Anime Fan Since
• hm... good question...
Favorite Anime
• It's a long list, you don't want to know...
Goals
• To be the best anime artist I can be, and maybe try out for American Idol^^
Hobbies
• Drawing(anime especially!), writing stories,playing computer games(anything, except violent stuff),and reading comic books!
Talents
• Drawing anime and singing! I LOVE to sing!(can't say I can dance well...)
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Friday, January 25, 2008
^^ And...
I'm back on Gaia again! =P
That was random everyone, sorry...but I'm just saying I am in case you guys want to stop by and add me if you haven't already~ ^^ I also FINALLY made a banner for our art shop(Me, Kittycat-chan, and Sakurie-chan) so, it'll be easier to get there if you guys decide you want to check it out!
And I miss talking to some of you guys so pm sometime to let me know if you still want to talk to me >___<
Oh...and I'm probably going to clean out my buddy list again *nods*
There will also be more art on the way! And manga pages too ^^ I've officially inked 2 pages(AND screentoned! YEAH!) and I'm still trying to do more..it takes a LOT of time but I'll get them up soon(hopefully)!~ ^^
Also...I'm going to rant for a bit....so if you don't want to read this part, you don't have to... but no one is willing to listen and it's just been something I've been thinking for a long time.
Okay well...I've been thinking a lot about my friends. Like there's always this feeling that's missing except for when I'm with you guys...but even when I'm with you guys I don't know the feeling is just still there.
It's like I don't really know what it's like to have a best friend to know and share troubles with...I do, yes, but it's not like I've ever seen him in real life, though I wish I could.
There's always this feeilng that whenever I make a friend I feel kind of empty because I'll talk to them, sure, but then another closer friend comes along and then they totally ignore me and run off with their friend. It's like no one understands me when I think this...but it's a really big deal because this has been on my mind for awhile.
I'm not saying this to get attention because really you guys give me more than enough of that! =P But I'm just saying that when I make a friend, there's always someone that they are closer friends with and it makes me sad...and sometimes mad that I can't find someone that I can actually hug when I'm down and I can depend on to keep all of my secrets. I even think that you guys are better than any friends I have in real life..my bestest friend ever is actually online here and he's pretty much taught me to be the person I am now ^^
I'm just... REALLY glad I have you guys because probably without you guys I would feel worse than empty...on top of the fact that my dad doesn't get along well with my mom and my sister is really busy and kind of doesn't want to talk with me it's pretty difficult... I probably wouldn't be able to survive without you guys ^^ You support me all of the time and not just with art, with everything! Just being there for me, even that much makes me feel like the happiest person on earth ^^ And sometimes I feel bad for not keeping up my side in being a friend to you guys. I wonder if any person in real life could offer the same care as you guys have given me ^^ *hugs you guys* Thank you all!~
So I'll continue to cope with these thoughts I guess ^^; until I find that one person in real life that might actually meet up to you guys =P But until then, thankies so much yet again ^^
Sorry for that whole thing...I hope you all don't mind ^^; Take care everyone!
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