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Monday, January 28, 2008


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I feel extremely happy for a lot of reasons but also I feel TERRIBLE about a few things...
I'll start off with why I'm feeling happy and then I'll just go a little bit into why I'm feeling sad...
Alright, well first off I went to drama rehearsal today for the Musical and it was really fun! ^^ We got started on the opening of Hair and we practiced the closing~ it really was fun and I enjoyed it!~
Also I'm working on a new tablet piccy and it's something completely new I've never tried before so I'm going to give it a try ^^
AND the biggest highlight of my day was probably when I got a call from Sam-kun ^^ (he's Suerte so you guys know in case) It was really fun to talk to him but I could only for a short while because my dad was right there >___<
But! I'm going to hopefully have a better conversation another day~ ^^
NOW to get on with why I'm kind of sad...
well the bad thing about drama rehearsals are that there's always an approximate time but it's usually almost never exact as to when rehearsal finishes...so my dad came to pick me up and it was about 30 minutes later than the approximate time and I was feeling really bad because he got so worried about it...I feel really bad when I make my parents worry it's like I'm just adding more stress >___< So that made me feel AWFUL that I had to make him wait and everything....I actually even cried about it.
But we talked it out and he said it wasn't really my fault and everything felt better, but I still feel kind of sick inside like I should still be blaming myself...I couldn't even call him to tell him I'd be late because the drama teacher doesn't let us use phones. T____T
And the other thing that makes me sad is that I'm being such a terrible friend to you guys and drama stuff and other things are keeping me from keeping more in touch with you guys T___T I'm really really sorry for not being able to do so many things for you guys like other people would (example not being able to talk properly on the phone with Sam-kun, Kokoii-chan or Cherri-san), visiting your sites more and commenting more...*sigh* I hope you guys at least somewhat forgive me for my terrible way of trying to keep up with my new year's resolution..I'm trying >____<
Well sorry for all of that ranting again...I hope you guys take care! ^^ And don't worry I'm not dead =P

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