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• Studied for 5 hours straight 0_o, Won 2nd place in a talent show for singing and a lot of other things ^^
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• To be the best anime artist I can be, and maybe try out for American Idol^^
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• Drawing anime and singing! I LOVE to sing!(can't say I can dance well...)
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Wednesday, February 27, 2008
^^ Heya~and guidance counselling
Hiya everyone~ it's been awhile since I posted ^^;;;again...
BUT! I'm again letting you know I haven't died. I also have just a bit of news for you guys. It's not too big I guess, but I thought you guys might want to know. ^^
Well, I told you in the previous post that there were lots of problems revolving around me and school and it was really starting build up on me. This latest problem happened to go around the guy I liked and it was just about to drive me over the edge about what I couldn't do about it.
But, then I thought of you guys ^^
And how soooo many people I've known on here have wanted to commit suicide(not that I was thinking of commiting suicide, but I was just about to leave into a VERY VERY LARGE STATE OF DEPRESSION) and how much I've wanted to help them. And I decided I didn't want to be just another victim to depression.
So just when I was about to go crazy my teacher saw me and told me that she knew there was something wrong. And I told her that I wanted to go see the guidance counsellor and she knew EXACTLY what I thinking. So I was really happy about that because I got past something that some people haven't been able to and it's because you guys helped me through it ^^ I even told the guidance counsellor about you guys and she said: "well these friends of yours online seem to be quite the positive bunch, and I'm sure there's something in them that maybe even people in real life don't really have that you can see as a person living in two different worlds: the online world and the real world."
It made me really happy to know that she recognized you guys and didn't think I was crazy ^^ She asked if I drew pictures to express my emotion and I showed her some of my pictures~ she asked me if there were any piccys I had drawn for you guys and I showed her the KH5 picture and she asked me if these were my closest friends I said "yeah they pretty much are ^^" and I told her about my KH5 Special project part 2-3 and she said that it's great that I'm so close friends with you guys. I wish you all were there when she said that it really made me sooo happy ^^
But yeah, she also said that she was glad that instead of being in depression I decided to go see her, and I'm really glad I did too ^^ And it's really all thanks to you guys~
*huggles you all* I really love you guys, you are the bestest friends in the world! ^^ You guys pretty much saved me from being a hole of depression =P and also helped me open up a bit more!
And for you guys that are really having trouble, I'm really sorry~ and I just have to say that you should try and look at what's positive because killing yourself will only hurt people around you.
Sorry this is such a "mushy" post, but thank you guys so much again! ^^ Take care~
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