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Tuesday, March 2, 2004
I wish I had some pretzels.
Current Mood: Sleepy
Listening To: Nothing
Time: 10:51 PM
Well, kids, I'm super tired. Again. I'm planning to be in bed by 11:30, though, and hopefully that'll give me enough sleep to get me up for Math. I can always nap later. Some serious catch-up shut-eye needs to be done, though, before this gets really bad.
I've also got this weird, tense, sort of painful crick between my spine and my shoulder blade and I wonder if I did something to it. Maybe I made some sort of arm gesture earlier today that wasn't good, or something. I don't know, I hope it goes away soon.
Today was my second Astronomy test. I think it went all right. There was more math this time, and I didn't understand most of it, but I think I got one or two of them. There weren't more than five or six of those total, and I think I did pretty well with the concept questions, so hopefully it's not going to hurt me too much. Hopefully, Lady Luck will grace me with some good guessing skills.
In other news, three days till Spring Break! I'm so totally excited, like wow. I can't even begin to tell you how much I'm looking forward to this coming week. It's going to be wonderful.
I did some modding today, but that was about it for the boards. Posting has been sporatic for me the last couple weeks, and usually I haven't had enough time to sit down and type one out - I end up saving half of it then finishing it later. I'm really hoping that tomorrow I can find time to update Laeth E'Thae and get that rolling, since it seems nobody else really wants to pick up the ball, so to speak. Heh, I really don't blame them, either, I suppose. But between doing laundry and some major cleanage of the dorm room, I'll try and work on that.
Unfortunately, I've had a lot on my mind lately, so I've pretty much ignored AIM. I got on today for about twenty minutes and decided that I hated it and wanted it to die. o_O Which isn't much different from other days, but hey. There's only so much a girl can handle. And lately I don't feel like handling so much.
The weather has been gorgeous, by the way. It's been absolutely beautiful, although now I've really got the beach on my mind. Hell yes. Weird-ass sandcastles, here I come.
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Monday, March 1, 2004
Smooooothie.
Current Mood: Merph.
Listening To: Your Mistake - Sister Hazel
I'm not feeling particularly shiny today. Just kind of going through the motions. Although this somehow results in me being disgustingly nice to everybody. I don't know how or why this figures out, but weird equations like that never were my strong point anyway.
Today I got a smoothie after working out for a bit. Captain Kid, it be, and made of strawberries and orange sherbert, it was. Y'arr.
I lied when I said I don't understand "how or why" - cause I know perfectly well what I'm doing. I just don't want anybody else to.
In the mail, I found some sort of invitation to a National Society of Collegiate Scholars. I'm not sure if it's just another one of those "National Society" things were they just want you to join and pay them some money, or if I'll actually be benefited by this in anyway. Because that's what it's all about - me. So there.
Anyway, it was a nice boost to my ego for the moment. Especially after learning about tax brackets and how to find the total amount of tax you owe the government, depending on where you sit. Good times.
My iPod is sort of pissing me off, though. The screen froze or something. I'm almost positive it's my fault in some way, shape, or form, but I guess we'll find out when I go to get it checked. It made running a bitch today, though. And it just ticks me off that I've never had any problems with it at all before this, and suddenly it just won't work. Le sigh. Damn technical mumbo-jumbo.
I had a good weekend, though. Busy. Fun. Sunshine. Holy Handbags, I can't wait for Spring Break. There's talk of heading down to Casadega (which is in Florida) with some friends for a weird, spiritual girl bonding trip thing. I don't know if it'll actually pan out though. We'll see.
Oh, yeah. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DAGGER MY LOVE!!
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Sunday, February 29, 2004
Well, shit.
Current Mood: Dazed and strangely compassionate
Listening To: The pounding in my head.
So I just got back from seeing The Passions of Christ and... I don't know what to say. Although I'm pretty sure we all know what happens, I just thought I'd give you all a fair spoiler warning; that, and you may read things you don't agree with.
Now then.
I am not a religious person - let's get that straight right now. I do not go to church, I do not believe a lot of what's said in the bible and I fully support evolutionism and Darwin and all of that. I don't know if there's a God or a Satan, a heaven or a hell - I only know what I can see. I don't have the same faith that others do, and sometimes it almost seems impossible to me how much of themselves people put into a belief.
Except while I might not believe in the same God or power that others do, there are things that I do believe in, and that I realize now how important to me they really are.
I find it incredible that our friend Jesus could love people that much. After they beat him relentlessly, mutilated him, spit on him, denounced him and his beliefs, turned their backs on him when just five days prior had welcomed him with open arms, dragged him through the city streets, whipping and scourging him, he never once felt any sort of hate or bitterness. Even as he was hanging from the cross, blood trickling down his mangled body, he still loved them and forgave them. How can somebody be so full of strength and love when today we can't even debate about random topics without turning it into some sort of full-fledged, vicious war.
If I came back from this film with anything, it would be that. I don't care if the man really existed or not, and I don't care about what the bible says, and I don't care if there is or isn't a God - no one ever deserves that kind of treatment. While his love amazed me, the hatred of the people around him did so even more. It frankly scares me that people can hate so passionately, and what makes it worse is that I know it actually happens. People actually do destroy other people, and I don't think I'll ever understand why. I don't even want to.
That's my question, I guess. Why? What's so horrible about a person and his differences that makes us want to hurt him? Why do we need to punish him? How can you prove that any one belief is wrong or right? You can't.
Maybe that's why I have such a hard time trying to understand all this. Believing in something so blindly is just scary to me, especially when all it ever seems to lead to is more bloodshed.
My brain is tired now, and my head hurts from crying during the movie, and I've still got a test to study for. So while I go do that, I think you lovely duckies should give me your opinions, and let's see if we can't learn to love our differences. |
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Friday, February 27, 2004
Hello, darling.
Current Mood: Friendly and energetic.
Listening To: Last Chance - JET
And lo, the clouds did part, and the sun did shine, and there was much rejoicing.
Natalie and I have been watching the weather turn from cloudy and nasty to blue and beautiful. And I tell you, it's bloody fantastic. We'd be frolicking outside right now if it wasn't so damn cold.
It looks to be a busy weekend. I'm hoping to see at least two movies (Seabiscuit and The Passion of Christ), as well as get a little shopping in. Of course, I need to find time to eat and sleep and all that too, but over the past couple days I've managed to catch up a little bit with RPGs and the like. I've also been making some lists concerning member quality and all that for the Adventure Arena, so hopefully I'll get the time I want to PM a few people.
I'm quite happy with the new look for this, as well. Although all this talk of more upgrades is quite exciting to hear. Only time will tell, though, so I'll just... uh, wait. You know.
JET is so spunky. I love that. And it's perfect for the sudden rebirth of the sun. It seriously went from being completely cloud-covered to almost no clouds at all in about fifteen minutes. It's been the greatest thing to happen all week. And I feel ten times better because of it.
I'm also feeling particularly... feisty, I guess. I have the overwhelming need to go bowling, or mini-golfing, or something fun like that. Something outside. But it's still too cold. At least in a week I'll be in Orlando, where it'll be warmer and friendly and I can go to the beach and not be completely and utterly white anymore.
Actually, being white doesn't bother me so much as the burning desire to go out and celebrate Spring Break, college-style. Minus the drunken parties and wild sex, of course. Which is sort of like saying minus everything that makes college college, but hell. My world, not yours. I just really, really want to go to the beach.
Right, so. Just one more week. And I'm going to be a good, studious scholar so that the break will be that much richer.
Although I have to make my mother's birthday present. And I'm so lost, which is really unlike me. My brain is on the fritz about it and I feel horrible - like I'm the worst daughter in the world. I'd like to do something with photography, as it's something that I'm reasonably good at. Not as good as Jenna, of course, but I know how to take a picture, and I've had some classes. But I have nothing to take a picture of! I also thought about writing her something, but if I do that, then I'd best get inspired pretty damn soon. I sort of plan on buying her some chocolate, as well, but I could really use some ideas. Please, if you have any, do tell. |
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I should go to bed.
Yes, I really should. And you know what this means.
It's time to change a few colors. Cause you know, sleep and colors are almost the same thing.
Actually, I found that picture and decided that I had to use it. Consider me a tease forthwith. (Unless of course you're Shin and you already did. >_>)
Thank god tomorrow (today, now, actually) is Friday. Good, sweet Friday, how I love thee. Let me count the ways... |
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Wednesday, February 25, 2004
Dude-ishes.
Current Mood: Giddy and silly
Listening To: I-2-I - Tevin Campbell
Heh, it's been a weird weekend/beginning of the week. I went from not doing anything to doing everything, so that's why I haven't been too terribly active. I have some major posting to catch up with, and hopefully I can get all that done after my math quiz.
I've been in a major Disney kick lately, and I really want to watch Hercules. Meg is so cool. And what a great name.
10 points to whoever can guess where these lyrics come from:
Open up your eyes take a look at me
If the picture fits in your memory
I've been dreamin by the rythym like the beat of a heart
And i won't stop until I start to stand out
Some people settle for the typical thing
Livin' all their lives waitin' in the wings
It ain't a question of 'if', just a matter of time
Before I move to the front of the line
And once you're watchin' ev'ry move that I make
Ya gotta believe that I got what it takes
To stand out
Above the crowd
Even if I gotta shout out loud
'Til mine is the only face you see
Gonna stand out 'til you notice me
If the squeaky wheels always gettin the greese
I'm totally devoted to disturbin the peace
And I'll do it all again, when I get it done
Until I become your number one
No method to the madness and means of escape
Gonna break every rule I'll bend them all out of shape
It ain't a question of 'how' just a matter of when
You get the message that I'm tryin to send
I'm under a spell, I'm in over my head
And you kno I'm going all of the way, till the end
To stand out
Above the crowd
Even if I gotta shout out loud
'Til mine is the only face you see
Gonna stand out 'til you notice me, yeah
If I could make you stop and take a look at me instead of just
Walkin' by
There's nothin' that I wouldn't do
If it was gettin' you to notice
I'm alive
All I need is half a chance, a second thought, a second glance'll prove
I got whatever it takes
It's a piece of cake
To stand out
Above the crowd
Even if I gotta shout out loud
'Til mine is the only face you see
Gonna stand out
Stand out, hey
Stand out!
(Yeah, yeah, yeah!)
Stand out!
(Hmph!)
'Til mine's the only face you see
Gonna stand out
'Til you notice me
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Monday, February 23, 2004
Damn crickets.
Current Mood: Eh.
Listening To: "Downfall" - Matchbox Twenty
I skipped math again this morning. I feel sort of bad, but I really needed the extra hours. My stomach hurt and my head was swimming went the banshee first went off, and I just rolled over and died. A couple hours later, though, I felt a million times better. I actually got up, put on JET's "Are You Gonna Be My Girl" and started dancing like a looney.
The day has been pretty nice out, a little cool with just the t-shirt, but the fact is I'm finally wearing one. Although it's supposed to rain again this week. Gee, we haven't had that for awhile. But meh, at least we had a gorgeous weekend. For that I'm thankful, and hopefully the weather will continue to warm up.
I hear lately that the gym is absolutely overflowing with people. Everybody's trying to get in and work off those last calories before Spring Break, apparently. It sort of makes me laugh, and then just earlier I got really sad because I realized that I won't be able to wear my brown bikini until I find the bottoms. I haven't the slightest idea of where they are at all, and it's so horrible, because it was like the perfect suit. I suppose that's a good sign for the new season, though - I'm worried about my bathing suit for once, and not what'll be under it. Megan scores!
Another funny thing today was the amount of times people looked me up and down as they walked past. I wore my penguin hat, a black and white shirt, khaki kapris things, red socks, and black and white shoes. I felt so cool, lol, though I think I may have scared a few people. It was utterly hysterical, though. It took so much will power not to just burst out laughing everytime somebody looked my way.
Eh, clouds are starting to roll in now. Damn you, clouds!! Damn you!!
I've been doing a ton of reading lately, in case you're wondering. I did that today after class, out by the Wescott fountain. I saw Natalie pass by, and we waved and all that, and that's all I've seen of her today. Heh, that's just sort of funny to me. I also saw my friend Lindsey, though, so that was nice. Of course, nobody could stop and talk - they were all going to class. Pffft. Who does that anymore?
One quick word before I leaveth thee - Once A Month, Mother Nature Gets A Really Twisted Sense Of Humor.
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Saturday, February 21, 2004
Ponder this.
Current Mood: Headache, tired, hungry.
Listening To: Get What You Need - JET
1) When I die, I want to die like my grandfather--who died peacefully in his sleep. Not screaming like all the passengers in his car."
--Author Unknown
2) Advice for the day: If you have a lot of tension and you get a headache, do what it says on the aspirin bottle: "Take two aspirin" and "Keep away from children"
--Author Unknown
3) "Oh, you hate your job? Why didn't you say so? There's a support group for that. It's called EVERYBODY, and they meet at the bar."
--Drew Carey
4) "Instead of getting married again, I'm going to find a woman I don't like and just give her a house,"
--Rod Stewart
5) "The problem with the designated driver program, it's not a desirable job, but if you ever get sucked into doing it, have fun with it. At the end of the night, drop them off at the wrong house."
--Jeff Foxworthy
6) "See, the problem is that God gives men a brain and a penis, and only enough blood to run one at a time."
--Robin Williams
7) "If a woman has to choose between catching a fly ball and saving an infant's life, she will choose to save the infant's life without even considering if there is a man on base."
--Dave Barry
8) "What do people mean when they say the computer went down on them?"
--Marilyn Pittman
9) "Relationships are hard. It's like a full time job, and we should treat it like one. If your boyfriend or girlfriend wants to leave you, they should give you two weeks' notice. There should be severance pay, and before they leave you, they should have to find you a temp."
--Bob Ettinger
10) "My Mom said she learned how to swim when someone took her out in the lake and threw her off the boat. I said, 'Mom, they weren't trying to teach you how to swim."
--Paula Poundstone
11) "A study in the Washington Post says that women have better verbal skills than men.I just want to say to the authors of that study: "Duh."
--Conan O'Brien
12) "Why does Sea World have a seafood restaurant?? I' m halfway through my fish burger and I realize, Oh my God.... I could be eating a slow learner."
--Lynda Montgomery
13) "I think that's how Chicago got started. A bunch of people in New York said, 'Gee, I'm enjoying the crime and the poverty, but it just isn't cold enough. Let's go west.'"
--Richard Jeni
14) "If life were fair, Elvis would be alive and all the impersonators would be dead."
--Johnny Carson
15) "Sometimes I think war is God's way of teaching us geography."
--Paul Rodriguez
6) "My parents didn't want to move to Florida, but they turned sixty, and that's the law."
--Jerry Seinfeld
17) "Remember in elementary school, you were told that in case of fire you have to line up quietly in a single file line from smallest to tallest. What is the logic in that? What, do tall people burn slower?"
--Warren Hutcherson
18) "Bigamy is having one wife/husband too many. Monogamy is the same."
--Oscar Wilde
19) "Suppose you were an idiot ... And suppose you were a member of Congress .. But I repeat myself."
--Mark Twain
20) "Our bombs are smarter than the average high school student. At least they can find Afghanistan ."
--A. Whitney Brown
21) "Ah, yes, divorce..., from the Latin word meaning to rip out a man's genitals through his wallet."
--Robin Williams
22) "Women complain about premenstrual syndrome, but I think of it as the only time of the month that I can be myself."
--Roseanne
23) "Women need a reason to have sex. Men just need a place."
--Billy Crystal
24) "You can say any foolish thing to a dog, and the dog will give you a look that says, 'My God, you're right! I never would've thought of that!'"
--Dave Barry
25) Do you know why they call it "PMS"? Because " Mad Cow Disease" was taken.
--Unknown, presumed deceased
Got that in an e-mail. Good for a few laughs, at least.
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Friday, February 20, 2004
I need a magical wardrobe.
Current Mood: Dreamy
Listening To: Building A Mystery - Sarah McLachlan
I've been reading a lot lately; I seem to go through phases. This will be two weekends in a row spent entirely reading - I can see that now. Granted, that's only if I don't run out of things to read. >_> Details, details.
A while back I was talking about The Grail Prince, the one based on Sir Galahad of Arthurian legend. Well, for Christmas I got the author's other book - Queen of Camelot. My dad sort of stole it before I could read it, and then my mom picked it up, and so finally this week they sent it back to me, and yesterday I started it (since I was officially free from tests and the like). I'm about half way done. The book is two books in one, and I finished the first book about an hour ago. It is so good! I don't know if this happens with anybody else, but I'm pretty sure I'm in love with these characters. Especially Arthur, but let's not go there. It'll just get scary.
So anyway, after that hellish week of testing, I plan to really relax this weekend. I know I haven't gotten enough sleep, my eating habits suck right now, and I'm slacking off on the work out thing. Hopefully I'll be able to pull myself together over the next couple days and get back into some sort of norm. That will include OB, of course, though if you don't see me on quite as often, blame the books. It's certainly not my fault they're so fun and captivating.
To redeem myself a little about the food thing - yeah, the food here sucks. I'd just like to get that out of the way. The RFOC (Real Food On Campus - ha ha, funny) may serve pretty good food, but let me tell you that it's pretty much the same stuff I'd end up eating if I ate out. Hot dogs, hamburgers, fries; pizza; sandwhiches and "subs"; and sometimes, mexican. Although they've been slacking with that last one, and it's my favorite. Hence the reason I hate going down there to get dinner.
To be nice to the RFOC, they do have good breakfast foods.
But there you go. This sandwhich I just got there is one of the most unappetizing things I've ever made. If nothing else, this has forced me to realize that cooking skills are vital here if I have any hope of retaining a healthy diet. This summer, between getting a job and possibly attending some summer classes, I'm going to learn to cook. As much as I hate the idea of "growing up", in some ways I really, really need to.
So that's what's cooking in my crib. Yo. I really want to get back to my book right now, but I'm afraid if I start again, I won't stop, and there's a couple more things I want to do tonight before I finally cave in and snuggle up with some good, British folklore. Mmm, Arthur.
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Tuesday, February 17, 2004
Something to Discuss!
Current Mood: Headache, Hungry, and (insert H word here. Have fun. ^_~)
Listening To: In the Middle of the Night - Billy Joel
I admit it, I'm a Billy Joel fan. Mr. Piano Man is just an old classic. He's another one of those guys that just makes you feel good whenever you hear his stuff play. And I just can't help myself.
Right, that's not what I wanted to talk about. Tonight I went and saw a play with Natalie called Prymates. It was for her theatre class (the same one I took last semester), and since I like plays so much anyway, we both went. It was written by somebody on campus, I think, and it had some really fabulous actors in it. Four person cast, so it was strong, but the play itself - the written piece - well, it could have been better.
It was really hard to pin-point a specific theme. And while plays often don't have just one, there's at least one main one that they all follow, and that was really hard to see in this play. Sometimes that adds to the mystery, but for me, it only hurt it. Although it did bring up a few interesting subjects: using animals as test subjects (the animals in question here were a gorilla, and to some lesser extent, a bunch of chimps), funding for research on AIDS, people who go through strokes, and things like that, and then of course, there were morals in general.
So here's the general idea: Mr. Guy wants this gorilla named Graham to use as testing for AIDS. He's mapped their DNA perfectly or something, and he's sure that if he can use Graham as a test subject, he can find a cure for the disease. However, this lady, Ester (who is also deaf, so the whole play was in sign language), who had a thing with this guy, has been working with Graham for 25 years or something and refuses to give him to that sort of treatment, so she ran away with him. The play starts, then, with Guy and his translator (Allison) finally finding Ester and it goes on from there.
Like I said before, great acting. Especially the gorilla. Frankly, he was my favorite character, but you can imagine, it's sort of hard to relate to a monkey. Ester was next. Overall, though, the play itself was hard to relate to, and I think that's part of the reason it sort of bugged me. It could have been better - the script could have been better.
But, the point of this is, what do you think about using animals as test subjects? The thought of using a gorilla as one - especially one like Graham, where he has a name and even a personality and you know him - sounds pretty horrible to me. Using anything bigger than a mouse, basically, makes me feel sort of ill. It's animal abuse, no matter how much it might help the human race in the long run. Some might argue that if you use the gorillas, what stops you from eventually using humans next? There's only, what, a three percent difference in the genetic codes, right? We're not that different. (I'm not positive that's the number, but I know it's in the single digits.)
Then again, some would argue that we are - the fact that we are thinking creatures and that we clearly are the dominant species allows us to do what we will to our surrounding environment.
I don't agree with that. We may be dominant, but we also have a responsibility towards our environment. And studies have shown that we clearly are not the only thinking/feeling creatures on the planet. They may not have the same thought processes that we have evolved with, but it's there. They nurish, they protect, they care for, and they mourn. They use their habitat around them to get what they need, and they make tools out of it as well - there's a type of monkey or gorilla I think that uses sticks to get ants out of their homes and eat them.
You wouldn't inject your cat or dog with AIDs, either, would you? How is it okay to do the same to other animals? Just because you're not attached to it, doesn't mean the animal is worthless.
I'd love to hear what other people have to say about this, and anything relating. Getting a number of different points of view is fun.
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