Monday, January 19, 2004

Oh blah dee.

Current Mood: Relaxed for now, but I've got some cleaning later that I'm absolutely dreading. >_> Listening To: By The Bed: Phantom Planet. You know, the beginning of this song reminds me so much of Star Fox, for the N64. It's kind of weird, but it's making me really wish I had it with me right now. More importantly, however, it's really starting to make me realize that I need some sort of psychological treatment. Hell, it couldn't hurt. ^_~ Do you know, I had the best dream last night. One of those ones that even though somehow you know it's morning and it's time to get up, you refuse to because what's in your head is that damn good? Yeah. It was like that. I think it's going to rain today. It's all.. cloudy out. It happened so fast, too. When I first got up, there were clouds, sure, but there was also a sky... It was blue, too! see, sometimes we Floridians forget what that looks like. All right, let's talk about my underwear. Because I have the cutest ones on right now. No, seriously. It's one of the pairs I got from Victoria's Secret last week (or whenever that was - I have a really horrible memory sometimes), and they're so comfy. It's one of those boyish briefy ones. So ladies, do any of you own a pair or two of these little darlings? What are your thoughts? I have the feeling that after it rains - I'm assuming it will, now - it's going to get stupid cold again. Yesterday was so nice. I wore shorts yesterday, you guys. Shorts! For the first time in months, really. It reminded me that I even I have the ability to get pastey white, but hey. If you haven't been to Dagger's mO recently, you need to go NOW. Prepare yourself (and possibly your stomach) for much laughter. Yeah, I've got to straighten up the dorm room. It's really.. not good right now. And I should probably try and get some laundry done as well. AND.. I'll probably go to the little grocery store on campus and buy myself some chips or cookies or something because I have absolutely nothing to snack on and it's driving me nuts. And then there's the few RPGs that I need to post in. >.> Demand for Arcadia is high today. Maybe I should raise my prices. I look up to the sky when I am sad, cuz the planets don't get down on me

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Friday, January 16, 2004

The Weekend Update!

Current Mood: Silly and playful Listening To: Theme: Badly Drawn Boy I love this song. It's just so much fun... no other way to explain it, really. Today was great, just because it was Friday and I was done by eleven. It got cold again, but not horribly so. After all that nice weather, though, me and the roomie weren't quite used to it. There's that, and yesterday we both got to sleep in. This morning, however, I was up at 7:10-ish for my 8 o'clock math class. Which I was a couple minutes late for today. Oops. Damn. Speaking of the roomie. She went home this weekend, and she'll be going home next weekend too, since I think Saturday is her birthday. I should probably buy her something, even if it's little. But this also means that next Friday we'll have a little celebration, and then we'll have to christen her. It's an FSU tradition to thrown in the Wescott fountain on your birthday - only then are you a true student. Sucks to be her, heh. Needless to say, I don't know if I'll ever become a true student, since my birthday is in May. XP Tonight they're showing Once Upon A Time In Mexico over at the Student Life Building, so I'm gonna go see that. One of my dear friends back home nearly slit my throat because I hadn't seen it, so.. now would be the opportune moment to check that one off the list. Eheh. I also finished a book today. Part of the Amber Chronicles.. I believe the book was The Courts of Chaos, which I'm pretty sure is the last one that speaks from Corwin's point of view. Which is really sad, because he's such a cool character. Is anybody familiar with this series? Anyway, I'll be moving on to The Trumps of Doom next, in between studying and reading for my classes, of course. That reminds me of something else - most of the names I thought up for that thread in the Lounge are all character names from something I've read, whether they be works of fiction, mythology, or history. And I already can think of a couple favorites that I forgot. Like Finn, Ethan, and Circe. For some reason, I find it easier to think up guy names than girl names. How odd. But yeah, some of them are a bit quirky, which is rather fitting for me, I think. ^_~ I don't know how fond I am of my RA. I sort of get the feeling she's not especially attached to me, either. I think that might be because she wasn't there to check me out of my room before break, so I got somebody else to do it. I don't think I should have to wait until it's a good time for her so that she can check my room and I can leave and go spend the holidays at home. So I got around that, and now I think she might be holding a grudge. Ah, screw you. I also wrote some letters today, of both the regular and internet variety. That was exceptionally fun, and they were all kind of long. >.> Sometimes I have a tendency to ramble (bet you'd never know it, either). Though one was to that friend back home I mentioned earlier - Babs. Yes, I miss that girl. I had a lot to say to her, too, and I'm looking forward to her response. Should be interesting. ^_^ Oh, and I had the weirdest dream last night, and it's been following me like the plague all day. There were a lot of random people in it - people here at school, people at home, even people from the boards. Weirdsville! It was definitely most interesting, though, and obviously very sexy. I'm not actually going to tell you anything about it, though, because that could be incriminating. I don't know why I have so much to talk about tonight. But I keep thinking up subjects, heh. Hopefully there will be some lovelies on later who can stand to watch me prattle on about a whole bunch of nonsense. Right. So, movie's at 7:30 (and also at ten, but I find the crowds are usually smaller earlier.. yeah), and I've got some personal grooming to take care of, so I'll see you folks later. *blows kisses*

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Thursday, January 15, 2004

I miss my geeses.

Current Mood: Happy and content and all that stuff. Watching: Sense and Sensibility Well now, today has been a lovely day. The weather was absolutely gorgeous. Nice and cool, but not cold. And it probably could have been a little sunnier, and less cloud cover, and perhaps there could have been more birds singing and chirping happily... but yeah, it was still pretty great. I got a letter today. ^_^ Hee hee hee hee. Okay, psychotic tendencies aside, that was definitely a great way to start my classes. It was a lovely letter, and Michael, your handwriting isn't that bad. ^_~ Silly boy. For the rest of the day though, I can assure you that there was a bounce in my step. It was also quite pleasing to find that Mr. Heaven's Cloud/Charlie sent me a PM about the Disney stories and the symbolism they all have, after I inquired about something he wrote earlier. It's so much fun to read. Maybe I should be an english major instead. ^_^;; Now, to share some of my fun with you all. Let's see who guesses which Disney movie this refers to! Many a girl has waited long For a husband brave or strong; But I'm sure I never met Any sort of woman yet Who could wait a hundred years, Free from fretting, free from fears. Now, our story seems to show That a century or so, Late or early, matters not; True love comes by fairy-lot. Some old folk will even say It grows better by delay. Yet this good advice, I fear, Helps us neither there nor here. Though philosophers may prate How much wiser 'tis to wait, Maids will be a sighing still -- Young blood must when young blood will!

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HOLY MOTHER OF GOD.

That's it, I'm moving to California.

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Wednesday, January 14, 2004

Eeeeee!!

Current Mood: Ecstatic, nevermind the headache. Listening To: Making A Killing: Phantom Planet *is so excited she dies* I've been waiting for this day for weeks now. Unable to sleep, unable to eat, unable to focus on anything anywhere. But, today... IT CAME! The IT being the new Phantom Planet CD, complete with a reissue of The Guest from '04, a signed booklet, and some cool little extras that I hadn't expected. Megan is a very, very happy girl right now. So happy, I might start handing out sexual favors...

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Tuesday, January 13, 2004

Hallelujah!

Current Mood: Happy, tired, and slightly worried, all in one. Listening To: Diamond Dogs - David Bowie Look at all the pretty colors! Muchos thanks to Adam and all the cool staffers here, and to Syk, who had the patience to help me while I fretted over this thing. So yeah, you guys all rock my socks. I think I'm going to be looking for a new intro picture too.. something not so random this time, heh. Not that Mr. Oolong wasn't incredibly cute. ^_~ I should also point out that though I'll still be on and all that, I've also got more work this semester and so I'll be spending more time with that. Which means less time on the boards. I think you guys can survive with a few less hours of me a week, heh. With that said, however, I'm already looking forward to my three day weekend. Whooo!! The gleam in your eyes is so familiar a gleam..

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w00t.

Current Mood: So much better than before. Listening To: Young Americans - David Bowie. Hee. Yes, so sometime after I wrote that, I decided that perhaps talking to people might do some good. So I started talking to Shin, and then after a couple of minutes there was no reply. Then he got kicked off, and then he got back on, only to be kicked off again. Somewhere throughout this mess Mr. Syk3 asked me if I knew what he was doing. Naturally, I hadn't a clue. So while Shin battled his computer, me and Syk tried to figure out what the hell was up, and it was mildly amusing. And then duct tape was brought into the picture, and Shin got on for good. Ah yes, amazing duct tape. After that, I couldn't help but laugh. Many chats with many others later, and I'm feeling much better. Although I'm also pretty certain that all that anger was a result of a monthly cycle of stupid evil hormones!!, but oh well. Should have known. Why, it's 12:01! Do you know, I could sleep for twelve hours right now and still get up in time for class tomorrow? I'll leave you all to ponder that. Only dull people are brilliant at breakfast.

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Monday, January 12, 2004

Tournée du Chat Noir

Current Mood: Rather pissy, actually. I had just finished a post for this and it freakin' disappeared on me. There's going to be blood shed tonight. Listening To: Nothing, and that's not helping. Though I can hear some Third Eye Blind next year. I don't have the patience to try and rewrite everything I had put here. But to say the least, I'm not in a very cheerful mood. And it's only been the last couple hours that have done it - this morning was great. My Shakespeare class kicks your mom's ass, I was done at eleven, I got myself a Sprite which tasted awfully nice, the weather was clear and almost refreshing, and I actually did some catch-up work around the dorm room and on the boards. And yet, especially this last hour, my mood has just gotten progressively worse. Little things. It's always the little things. I'm trying not to let them bother me, but it's not bloody working. I am glad to see that Laeth E'Thae seems to have come back to life, though. I might just go read through that to calm myself down a bit. >.> At least I'm not to the point where I want to hit things, though - that's when you know it's really bad. Well kids, that's about it for now. I need to go before something else funky happens. Freaking-A, brother. Freaking-A.

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Sunday, January 11, 2004

"Kilts. Mmm."

Current Mood: Pretty damn swell. Listening To: Feeling Good by Muse because Tony rocks. So yesterday I went shopping for underwear, as some of you know. Had a grand old time. Lots of sales and stuff, and you know how happy that makes every shopper. ^_~ Funny story. I was going through one of the bins on the sales table thing in Victoria's Secret, and this girl brought in her boyfriend with her while she looked around. Now, I feel pretty bad for the boyfriend who gets suckered into going underwear shopping with his girlfriend (unless he gets to help pick or something, then he's probably like "Score!"), but anyway, she wandered over to my table and he follows. It's all well and good until I happen to glance up because somebody was moving behind me and bumped into me, and the girl's boyfriend gives me this smirk. ........I don't mind being hit on and all, but your girlfriend is right there, moron. That's just silly. Otherwise, though, the shopping for the underwear was really quite swell. Got some cute stuff. I don't really know why, and I don't know if anyone from the male sex would agree, but getting new underwear is always so exciting. Joy! Recently, I had some inspiration for a short story sort of thing. I was washing my hair, and I thought up a title for it. It's Called Growth. And I don't exactly know what I'd call it, as far as .. genres .. go. But I think it would be fun to write. And probably a little theraputic, too. ^_~ Coming to an OtakuBoards near you!! (...nevermind that there's only one of them.) Nevermind the Norwegian jumping beans! To the fish market!!

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Saturday, January 10, 2004

A lot to think about?

Today is brought to you in deep pink, a tribute to Jenna. This morning I woke up and I was in a really wistful sort of mood. Like I have so much to say, but can't find the words to say it in. I'd like to write something. But I have a feeling it would just be wasted effort. I'd really love to share this with somebody, but I can't find the means for it. And then my music is only pressing the matter even more. Isn't that weird? Or is that just the way some things happen? Maybe if I had a definite emotion right now, it would be so much easier to express it. But I don't. Too much going on upstairs. I want to try though. It's something worth trying for, I think. And definitely something I need to try and work on. This has been very short, and very opaque. Vague. I'm beginning to understand, though, that sometimes I prefer that. I'm going to stop talking before somebody else understands. The wind is blowing, moving, talking; Murmurs of the future, memories of the past. I will fly on that. Ignore my broken wings, and the shadows you see. Ignore your doubts, and listen. There is something beautiful about a bird who doesn't know it's not bird And can still spread her wings And embrace what comes. There is no bravery without fear. Maybe one day there will be no fear.

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