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• 2003-09-02
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• Meg

myOtaku.com: Arcadia

Monday, September 20, 2004

Off-Duty Ninja, yo. Represent.

I am never going to figure out these color things. I don't know. I need to learn more HTML. I need to learn how to do tables, instead of stealing the codes from old RPG posts.

...Not that I ... do that.....

I talked to my mom today for a little bit. It was really, really nice, since I haven't really talked to her for a while, and I was able to get a lot of things off my chest. Something about this semester has been horribly off, despite the obvious things, and I can't seem to get it back to normal. I'm not motivated for my classes. I like them, mostly, but it's not like it was last year.

It's more than that, though. I don't even know what I want to do any more. I have all these things I like to do but I'm afraid that if I turn them all into career opportunities, I'll start to hate them. It makes me nervous, and with the new pressure that FSU is putting on undecided students to declare a major right away, it's not making it any easier. I even mentioned something to my academic advisor about changing my major (which is history) in an e-mail, and she hasn't sent anything back. Usually she's pretty prompt in answering my e-mails, but that was a few days ago.

Anyway. Talking with my mom helped soothe my nerves a little, I guess. I've got a lot of work in the next couple of weeks, with tests and essays and the like, and I certainly don't need the added stress. I know that things will work themselves out in time, but I can't stand the fact that I don't have control of this. Not having a plan.. arggh, it kills me.

Le sigh.

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