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• 1985-05-14
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• 2003-09-02
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• Meg

myOtaku.com: Arcadia

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

What A Wonderful World
On iTunes: Nothing.

I don't like fighting. At all. I don't like the idea of conflicts, I don't like confrontational situations, and I don't like it when people use those situations to make themselves look better by dominanting the other person. It doesn't make you look smarter or better, it makes you look like horrible fucking ass.

I also don't like it when people use those kinds of situations to manipulate others. Standing your ground is one thing, but when you purposely twist the situation, or twist another person's perception of the situation so that it suits what you want.. that's wrong. It's selfish, and it's low, and it makes you worse than scum.

This is why I can never work in the government or in corporate business. Because you'd like to think that ethics works, but right now I'm of the mind that half the people there don't even know how to spell the damn word.

I've also come to realize tonight that I can't fix all the things that I want to fix. I can't fix people if they want to stay unhappy and broken, and I can't help a situation get better if everyone is determined to come out on top, no matter who they hurt in the process. I feel bitter and jaded and used and I don't appreciate any of it. And I also have a massive headache now that I'll probably end up going to sleep with because it won't go away.

All in all, it has not been a particularly lovely evening. I'd be lucky if I could just curl up in a corner and die right now. That'd be great, thanks.

Edit: Well, there is some good news. We had some Outback for dinner (mmm, steak), and as of right now, second half third quarter, the Buckeyes are spanking Oklahoma State.

Edit Deuce: More good news! Buckeyes won and I have hot chocolate!

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