Sunday, January 30, 2005

Mother Never Danced Through Fire Showers On iTunes: "Rain" Cowboy Bebop Thanks to the antibiotics, I've been feeling better and better all the time. Finally. After like three weeks of being sick, I think I'm entitled to being able to breathe properly again. I have a test tomorrow in Fiction Technique, but I've already studied for it. It's amazing, yes. Especially considering that I spent at the very least an hour on the material. And I hardly ever study like I should, especially for English. But I guess I'm just sick of being mediocre right now. Why get a B when I can get an A? Apart from being sick, I've been pretty eh for the last week or so. I think that's fairly obvious, actually, considering the one post from a few days ago. But part of it I realize is just because I miss Winter Park (where I live). I miss my house, and my awesome yard, and I miss just being able to chill in the living room with the sliding glass doors wide open. I imagine it's too cold to do that now, even in Orlando, but still. I've just been talking with the folks too much, I guess. Both me and my sister have been sick, and of course when you feel pathetic and awful and you want someone to feel bad and pamper you, you call home. And then my mom has been calling us to make sure we're eating right and studying and all that, and my brother has been calling me because recently he just went to Districts for Thespians for the first time and he's all excited about it and wants to talk. It's all well and good but it makes me a little homesick. Especially since I feel very jaded right now. Disenchanted with the campus, and specifically, with some of my friends here right now. Bored. It sounds so horrible, but after a while, you just need a break from doing the same thing over and over with the same people. I've kind of decided to throw myself into my studies for the moment. Hopefully I'll make more time for the internet as well, seeing as I haven't been on as much and I do have certain responsibilities. Being sick really messes all of that up. Haven't heard anything about studying abroad, and I think it'll probably be another couple weeks before I do. I'm nervous about that. A little. There's a whole bunch of awesome movies this week at the SLB so I think I'll just live over there. They're showing Casablanca on the big screen, and you know I'll be the first one in line for that. Bogart is my main man. Yo.

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