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Saturday, January 10, 2004

A lot to think about?

Today is brought to you in deep pink, a tribute to Jenna.

This morning I woke up and I was in a really wistful sort of mood. Like I have so much to say, but can't find the words to say it in. I'd like to write something. But I have a feeling it would just be wasted effort. I'd really love to share this with somebody, but I can't find the means for it. And then my music is only pressing the matter even more. Isn't that weird? Or is that just the way some things happen?

Maybe if I had a definite emotion right now, it would be so much easier to express it. But I don't. Too much going on upstairs. I want to try though. It's something worth trying for, I think. And definitely something I need to try and work on.

This has been very short, and very opaque. Vague. I'm beginning to understand, though, that sometimes I prefer that. I'm going to stop talking before somebody else understands.

The wind is blowing, moving, talking;
Murmurs of the future, memories of the past.
I will fly on that.
Ignore my broken wings, and the shadows you see.
Ignore your doubts, and listen.
There is something beautiful about a bird who doesn't know it's not bird
And can still spread her wings
And embrace what comes.
There is no bravery without fear.
Maybe one day there will be no fear.

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