Sunday, February 8, 2004

"Do you know what I mean?"

Current Mood: Kind of dramatic, actually. Listening To: Vector - Maaya Sakamoto So I watched the last tape of Escaflowne today, just cause I felt like it. It's sort of been on my mind all week, for one reason or another, and then today I was thinking about this old video my friend showed me having to do with it, and the song got stuck in my head, and that was just the last straw. So I just broke down and put it in, and then cried like I always do when the ending song came on. Oh, tear. I'm kind of tired, and I know I need to go to bed right now, but I don't want to. And I'm also amazingly thirsty. I want milk like nothing else, and I DON'T HAVE ANY!! Woe is my life. Time to break out the Gatorade for now. I also really need to do my laundry. I was going to do it tonight, you know, while the rest of the dorm was out engaging in this thing called "life" - which, by the way, I'm pretty sure is something that I haven't done in awhile. The thesaurus on the computer is one of the best things man has ever invented. Right next to sliced bread, I tell you. I'm feeling particularly creative today, though. I posted-ed in Laeth E'Thae, after shutting myself in the library and planning out the rest of the RPG. Well, as much as you can, heh. I'm quite proud, though. That, and I've started to really focus on creating that other one with Gen. It won't be done for a long, long while, but the ideas are slowly coming out. Tis a good feeling. Seems to be that when I sort of shut myself off emotionally towards people, I start really pouring myself into artsy stuff. Like my scrapbook, my stories, RPGs, movies, music... the list goes on (and on and on and on). Tomorrow we'll be finger painting, yay! ....okay, we're not really, but damn, that'd be so cool. When I was little, I wanted to be the first woman president. And while I think it would still be nice to be president and all... that's a lot of crap to deal with. And the scariest part of it is that I would dread dealing with the American people on a daily basis more than anything else, heh. Let's not even get into the media. But even if I can't be president, I'd still like to be in a position to help people, help them to learn, and by doing so, learn something from them. And if I can't have that, well, I'm just going to be a porn star. My movies will be absolutely sex-tastic. Know what I mean, nudge nudge, wink wink?

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