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• 1985-05-14
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• Tallahassee/Orlando
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• 2003-09-02
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• Meg

myOtaku.com: Arcadia

Sunday, April 23, 2006

FINALS WEEK = I have no life.

But at least it will all be over soon and I can sit back and relax. For a week. And then summer school starts. I'm staying in Tallahassee this year, we'll see what happens. I plan on being in Tally for my 21st, however, and that should be fun. And if it's not I'll be really pissed off. But still drunk, probably.

Things have been very bi-polar, but this isn't anything new. I feel like I'm involved in this intricate dance with a boy and it's driving me fucking nuts. There are times when I think things are good and there is real interest and then there are times when I wonder if I've just been reading into everything too much, if I haven't imagined all of it entirely, and I feel silly and unloved.

Unloved, of course, by a specific person, and not by people in general. I feel like on that front I'm feeling better than ever, and more open. My relationship with my friends especially has never been more awesome and I'm really happy about how much we've all grown, as far as that goes. I'm glad I have them because I'm going to need them when this whole boy thing falls through, which right now I think it might, seeing as I'm at a low point in our manic-depressive relationship. So.

I'm taking an art history course and a holocaust course during the summer and I'm really excited about them. Especially since I'm taking them with my friend Shannon, and we only have class on Tuesdays and Thursdays. Yeah for long weekends! I imagine that this summer is just going to be lots and lots of good times.

But let's not get ahead of ourselves. I've still got finals to study for. Onward.

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