Sunday, October 5, 2003

   Who sleeps?!

I certainly won't be tonight, anyway. Too much soda pop. Soda pop! Pop pop pop. I was stupidly bored today. So I did some homework, and lightened my workload a little bit for the incoming week. But you know, I didn't really want to do a lot of that today. I don't even know why I bother to plan these sort of things out. Every weekend, I think, "Okay, party Friday night, party all day Saturday (especially if there's a game), and then do homework Sunday. Did I do homework? Nooooooo... Well, I sort of did. Some silly two-paged Anthropology thing about Ritual Feasts and how they apply to my life. I don't know about you guys, but my family doesn't do a lot of sacrificing these days. I mean, there was that one time with the unlucky rat who was a glutten and still went for the cheese, even though he'd probably (and did) die a disgusting, neck-snapping death... but I swear, that was it. Honestly. I noticed that there's a whole lot of really good RPGs popping up. That makes me happy. Unfortunately, I don't seem to have a lot of desire to participate in these. I will, however, read them, because they always turn out to be excellent stories. Yeehah. People are sort of funny, you know? They say they'll do something, and then they don't. Or they mean one thing and then say another. Like this guy I know. Every Friday he says "Hey, I'll call you sometime this weekend, we'll hang out." It's gotten to the point where I just smile knowingly and agree that "That'd just be fantastic." Yeah, he's really bad about that. But to be fair, I think probably everybody's got a nasty little quirk somewhere. Me, I'm not assertive enough. Among other things (a lot of other things, heh). Because I really hate confrontational situations; I don't see the point in fighting when you don't have to. And even when you do have to, because it's still an no-win situation. Both sides lose something. And even thought you might have won, the guy who lost isn't going to be like "Oh, I'm so weak, I lost, I must be wrong." He's going to get really pissed off at the other guy, and eventually they're just going to fight again. Tell me, what the hell is the point? It's a vicious cycle. That's the worst part right there - it's a cycle, which means that it will never end. Nothing you can do to stop it. Maybe you could slow it down, but inevitably, heads will fly. I'm a bit of a cynic right now, if you couldn't already tell. And I'm upset, because I have no chocolate left. Sniffle. Woa is me. >.> This anime music I'm listening to is starting to make me feel all... trippy..

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