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Friday, May 26, 2006


Without rest, but without hase
So I find myself at the close of another semester, and yet again I am revisited by the feelings of regret and nostalgia common to this time of year, a time of ends, of transitions, and of beginnings.

Reflecting on my sophmore year, I am confronted at once with the realization that I will never be able to get that year back again. What is done is done. The question is did I do the right thing? Study enough? Play enough? Did I take the time to make someone else's day/week/life better?
Will I walk out of this year and leave something-someone changed for the better in some way?
That is the true test for me, my own personal exam, if you will. It is to me more important than any final, any project- because unlike my grades it reflects on me, and my personal growth and devalopment.

Taking everything into account this year proved to me that yes, indeed I can still be shocked, if nothing else.
Being the firm believer in the idea that what dose not kill you makes you stronger that I am, I look forward to what lays ahead, and realize that if I've hit rough times in the past it won't be the last, it isn't the first and I will come out a better person. keeping that in mind I look forward, hopefully, fearfully to Junior year.

Just as I will be looking to the future, and counting down the days...

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