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Sunday, May 3, 2009


My absence, as well as hers. But im coming back.
Hey everyone, or whoever still comes to this old site anymore. Ive not been around in about a month. Im pretty sure i havent updated in more than a month. Remember a few posts earlier when i talked about my friend, Sarah, that ive known for a long time and was trying to decide weither to ask her out or not? Well, something horrible happened. On sunday april 5th, we went to the movies. Then afterwards we all got in our cars and headed home. She died in a car accident on the roads to her house. It was NOT a drunk driving accident, it was just a accident.
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so fox has been quite upset lately. I have hardly gained enough composure to come on this site and post about it. But its been very hard for me. This is because we were amazing friends. I call her one of my best friends. And through the numerous times we hung out, we talked about everything. And i felt like she was the only person that i could tell EVERYTHIGN and not have to hold back on anything. So this has been very hard. I had to go to school and deal with everyone, and all of the stuff had to deal with me. That friday and saturday was her visitation and her funeral. It was the absolutely the hardest thing ive ever had to face. I pray that none of you have to face what i had to.
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Ive been having a tough time truely. For easter my parents gave me a pocketwatch with her picture in it. And i keep it whereever i go. And i try to visit her where she was burried every sunday. Sometimes i cant make it, cause im busy. But the past few weeks have just been me trying to cope and trying to keep myself busy and not crying. I want all of you to know that i'm ok and that you dont need to worry. Cause ill be alright. I got several friends that are helping me through this.
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Other than that nothing has really been going on in my town or in my life. This week coming up i have several things going on. Orchestra concert, band concert, and most importantly, PROM. Im going to my friend's prom in a town about a hour and a half away from me. Im really excited cause its at a pretty nice place =3 and before the prom we are going to some japanese place for food. itll be amazing =3 Im really excited. and later this month i perform with a major symphony orchestra. =D if youre lucky, i might tell you which one ^^ yep yep.
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I want to say that i am back. Im going to try to post as much as i can. Because i know that it makes me feel a lot better. If you all could send me messages, that would be great. Starting non-related topics would be very good. ^^
Thank you all for your support
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~Foxerz~

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