Thursday, November 18, 2004

   Hiya!!
hiya hows u all? im gd. in IT again lol!! it was my birthday yesterday!! woohoo i can learn 2 drive!! ahhhhh scary!! dint get much 4 my bday jus sum stuff mostly money and not a lot!! o well its xmas soon!! didnt get my mini i wanted :( had a really horrible dream last night i was watchin sum ppl burn Dean (my bf) while he was alive and it was really gross and i couldnt do nwthin 2 stop them. was horrible. neways movin on goin back 2 skool this evenin 4 this presentation thing, lookin 4ward 2 seein evry1 again!! o well betta go do sum work luv yaz
Aria xx
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Sunday, November 14, 2004

   Hiya!!
Hiya howz u all? im gd ta. i got 100 hits!!! (well 101 if ur readin this!!) yay!! im sad D is probably on like 1000 by now!! no1 luvz me o well nvm!! listenin 2 random music at the mo in really chatty-random mood!! o well he he he. not really much 2 say been workin 2day it sux, this guy i work with, Martin, is a prick. we were fightin on friday night and he kept gettin me with this cold wet cloth was really manky!! jerk! he didnt say much 2day cuz my bf was workin he he he. Mike wasnt in 2day awww Mike's so cute he looks bout 12 but hes really 16!! its quite funny!! i should really shut up now cuz u probably dont care who i work with or not. nvm like i sed im in a chatty mood. its really unfair D was supposed 2 b dyin my hair (again) 2day but shes got loadsa work 2 do so she cant :( id do it myself but it would look a state (when dont it!!) neways should probably shut up.
luv yaz
Aria xxx
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Thursday, November 11, 2004

   Hiya!!
Hiya howz u all? im gd in ICT again should probably do sum work in this lesson!! lol nvm. its my birthday nxt week!! soz i keep goin on bout it but 17 is my lucky numba so hopefully will b a gd yr. ill probably end up killin myself or sumthin now ive sed that!! lol nvm!! ive lost it or maybe i jus neva had it. whats it? zzzzzz so tired jus wanna sleep. got english nxt BORING!! then ive g2 go home and do more english work cuz ive got 2 essays, 1 story and sum other work 2 do 4 it. o well should probably shut up now ill probably put up so poetry l8r as ya all seem 2 like it so much!! random i think its crap O_o nvm!!
love yaz
Aria xxx

Found sum random poems - enjoy!!

Time

There's so much going on,
My life never stops.
No time for me at all,
And you, you are..?
I love you but I’ve no time,
No time to love anyone.
Time to work, sleep, breathe,
No time to think.
I’m wasting away,
No time to live.



Reason for life

Childhood so far away,
No way to go back now.
Must work hard,
Make money.
Isn’t this funny?
We work to live,
And live to work.
What's the point?
Slaving away,
Working to die.
Death,
Our only aim.
It comes to us all,
We all welcome it.
Who can fight death?
Anyone?

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Monday, November 8, 2004

   Heyaz!!
Hiya howz u all?? im gd ta in a kinda weird mood listenin 2 really sad music. its my birthday soon yay!!! remember, remember the 17th november - its my birthday!!!
heres sum random poetry - pretty plz leave a comment and tell me what u think. luv ya Aria x

Looking Back in Anger

He was right,
I crave your approval.
I’m an addict,
I know this is wrong.
I don’t want to hate you,
But you’ve ruined my life.
Now you hate me,
And I can’t live with that.
I hate you, I hate you,
You tore my heart in two.
You’ve made me stronger,
Thanks, but I still feel pain.
Your words are like arrows,
They pierce my heart.
You’re poison,
There’s no antidote.
I’m bound to you,
But through love or hate?
I’m so confused,
Why did you do this to me?



Another Goodbye

I’m truly sorry for what I’ve done,
I didn’t mean to hurt you.
As much as I try to deny it,
I can’t. I love you.
I can’t escape you,
Even in my dreams:
I kissed you,
Told you not to tell him.
I love him,
I won’t hurt him again.
Why can’t I be free?
I want to be myself again.
There was a time I was sad,
You drove that sadness away.
Now you bring me sadness,
Maybe you should go away.
I’m sure you’re better off alone,
No one can hurt you then.


A Girl’s Dream

It’s every word you say,
Every time you look my way.
I’m so in love with you,
Can’t believe it’s true.
Don’t know what to think,
I’m flying on angel’s wings.
I need you by my side,
You’re in my dreams every night.
It’s everything you do,
Makes me want to be with you.
Time last forever,
That’s how long we’ll be together.
Please don’t turn away,
I need you by side each day.
Together we’ll get through,
Because you love me and I love you.
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Saturday, November 6, 2004

   Jus cuz evry1 else did
Please answer this even if u dont kno me 2 well jus cuz its fun!! he he he. fireworks... pretty! Kaboom!

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What was your first impression [of me]?
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. When's the last time you saw me?
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
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Thursday, November 4, 2004

Raining Lies
So many lies, they fall around us like rain,
There's no way to escape the pain.
They’re only words but they hurt so badly,
But there is no way to change things, sadly.
Life must go on much like today,
No way to make this pain go away.
With no one to talk to about my dreams,
They fade away like my soul it seems.
Tears wash my face every night,
There’s no one there to put out the light.
My hands grow old as I write these words,
The silence sweeps over the call of birds.
My world is in darkness and I am alone,
I’ve no one to love and no place to call home.

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HIYA
Omg (MOG!!) i havent written in this thing 4 ages!! HAPPY HALLOWEEN for like ages ago!! its my birthday soon!! 17th november - dont forget ok! i jus got this great email my poetry is gunna b printed in a book!! i entered a competition online and they make a book of all the best poems!! wooohooo!! i would put it up but im in college at the mo so dont have it on me, ill do it later. g2g do sum work now bb
luv Aria xxx
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Tuesday, October 26, 2004

   Hiya
soz i aint wrote nethin decent on here 4 a while i jus cant b bothered really. havent really got that much 2 write im on half term this week i think ill b sleepin mostly. made gingerbread men with my niece yesterday she likes flour! Messy Jessi!! o well was fun. been with my bf all day 2day :> think its back 2 sleepin 2moro o well. nvm.

HIM LYRICS

"Poison Girl"

I did it all just for her
I did it all just for her
And love's heart is death
For me and my poison girl

A prey she was for the cruelty of love
While its serpent inside crawled straight towards her heart
The coldest kiss love ceased to exist
While we grew apart like never before

I did it all just for her
I did it all just for her
And love wants us dead
Just me and my poison girl

I did it all just for her
I did it all just for her
And love's heart is death
For me and my poison girl

the fire in her eyes
grew dim and then died
as the poison inside
reached her heart

And the coldest kiss
faith ceased to exist
as we grew apart
like never before

I did it all just for her
I did it all just for her
And love wants us dead
Just me and my poison girl

I did it all just for her
I did it all just for her
And love's heart is death
For me and my poison girl

And the taste of the poison on her lips is of a tomb

I did it all just for her
I did it all just for her
And love wants us dead
Just me and my poison girl

I did it all just for her
I did it all just for her
And love's heart is death
For me and my poison girl

Poison girl [4X]

And love's heart is death
For me and my poison girl
In this poison world

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Thursday, October 21, 2004

   Hiya
Not got much 2 say and cant really b bothered 2 write much so i'll just put up sum lyrics cuz i'm totally obsessed with this band at the mo.

H.I.M. - Heartache Every Moment

From lashes to ashes
And from lust to dust
In your sweetest torment
I'm lost
And no heaven can help us
Ready, willing and able
To lose it all
For a kiss so fatal
And so worn

Oh it's heartache every moment
From the start 'til the end
It's heartache every moment
With you
Deeper into our heavenly suffering
Our fragile souls are falling
It's heartache every moment
Baby with you

And we sense the danger
But don't wanna give up
'Cause there's no smile of an angel
Without the wrath of god

Oh it's heartache every moment
From the start 'til the end
It's heartache every moment
With you
Deeper into our heavenly suffering
Our fragile souls are falling
It's heartache every moment
Baby with you
My darling with you

From lashes to ashes
And from lust to dust
In your sweetest torment
I am lost
And we sense the danger
But don't wanna give up

Oh it's heartache every moment
From the start 'til the end
It's heartache every moment
With you
Deeper into our heavenly suffering
Our fragile souls are falling
It's heartache every moment with you
That's right
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Saturday, October 16, 2004

Self Destruction

I don’t mean to drive them away,
But I can do nothing but watch
As all the people I love are driven away.
My self-destructive personality:
This will be my end.
I cry myself to sleep,
I feel so lonely and there’s no one there;
But I know it’s all my fault.
There’s nothing I can do to change;
I just don’t know how.
There’s no one I can turn to to help me;
There is only me:
My worst enemy.

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